Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Flag Day Theme: Why Our National Anthem is the Best in the World
To Robert, bien sur
It started with Henry the Eighth,
Speaking of Nonesuch, his would-be rival to Versailles:
"The sky will be spangled with stars,"
Before he sent the Plantagenets to kingdom come
With Henrician flair and became deformed, unlike
Richard "the winter of our discontent made glorious summer"
The Third, per the propaganda play by de Vere,
Based on the character assassinations of Saint Thomas
More, noted heretic burner, who famously called Luther,
Of the diet of worms and the 95 feces nailed to the door
To see which of them would stick,
"The shit coming out of the devil's asshole."
(Maybe that's why the Lutherans are leading the charge
To say "O Canada" is a better song when all that is is one
Magnificent view, and then it's all you can do
To look around for a place to get warm.)
A couple hundred years and a Portuguese spy named Colon
(Who let the Spanish "discover" America to preserve Brazil
And the African trade routes) later, some
Drunken, useless writer named Key gets tapped for
Disorderly conduct (aka pissing on a redcoat's boots),
And spends one very long night, of unrelenting brutality,
Like the kind you spend at Muhly's in Baltimore,
Where you're impressed like a sailor by a British girlfriend,
Who turns your shame into violence, your violence into shame,
And you question, really question, just why you're alive,
When your fabricated world is a corpse pulled apart by an ogre.
"In the dark night of the soul, it's always 3 o'clock in the morning,"
Key's grand-namesake declared, and it might have felt a little like that,
That bad night, with the only thing holding you together at the end
A ridiculous ragged flag, like a warm slice of peach cake,
Which seems like heaven itself, in the sunrise,
The beautiful acid sunrise on the psychedelic flag.
But it's not just a song about a flag (even though
That would already make it better than the French punk anti-song
And Germany uber alles who will crush you like a bug),
And it's not just about the way the word free, in the sense of
A runner too far ahead of the linebacker to be tackled,
Can be held for a nano-second or forever, or even how endurance
Makes us brave, in the sense of driving with the gas light on
Through the amber waves of Nebraska on a winter's night,
No, it's about the heart, the home, the place you go
After the killin' is through, where the drinking songs
Sound ennobled, the cat loves you for the fire you made,
And no one has to think about no stinking purple mountains,
Or any majesty, because you're glad to be alive,
That something astonishing has come from the horror,
Like the snowed-in night at a bar when necessity
Made inadvertent people invent buffalo wings.
Jimi Hendrix, its spiraling melody exploding in his head
As he parachuted into Vietnam, knew this.
Marvin Gaye, who didn't have to know about
Henry the Eighth's musicianship, or why he himself, on tour,
Always had one room for his preacher and another for his dealer,
Or even about Palestinian olive oil, FEMA death camps, Truman 12,
Or the judicial concept of "finality,"
Knew this.
Monday, June 13, 2011
Wandering the City Pondering Paul Blackburn
Hot tracks
Cold glass
(grey building blue windows grey sky)
Conveyance of minds
Through circles
Of a jewel
Cut from its center
Elegant but yet
We kvetch at the finite
Collapsing all around
In luminous flight
The small stories
The lower case i’s
Whose truths can only resolve to fictions
Before the new story the truth
What the hell it’s time
Don’t you think?
Don’t the lies just weigh us down?
Do we really need them now
To feel complete, to feel
Alive?
In this city of the mind
Geniuses are the casualties
It’s for warmth we tell these lies
For two hearts cannot touch without
words
But hearts
Do not know any words
That tumble like white wood
Fueling ash
False the anger words
False the lust words
False the grieving words
False the words of fear
The material
Will only bend so far
To feel the novelty
Of being right
(in the dark lord Wizard’s bag)
The universe will only open
If I close the cabinet drawer
And leave my keys flat on the table
The limitless and how it’s limited
By word’s protective services
When walls walls walls walls walls
Around a heart
Can never speak
Isn’t it time
Don’t you think
To not automatically say no
To something that’s approaching?
This world is dying
This world where minds can kill
Where thoughts divide
Like cells
Where minds have fire
And win by burning
(Asian honks at Arab honks at Jew)
Time for meaning
To reside again in silence
In doing nothing
I hear it breathing
A torn and flattened city coughs
Even the sleeping
Prophet on the cardboard mat
Snores away that sound
As voices circle like tornados on the ground
There’s something waiting for us past the gasp
Let us breathe in
Saturday, June 11, 2011
שיר ג 'רי
יודעים שבחוץ
רק מי שמחפש מילים לא את האמת
למצוא את האמת
רק מי שלא מאמין
האמונה יהיה
רק אלה ללא ידיעת או הבנה
יש חוכמה
הנבחרת לסבול
הם נבחרו כדי להרגיש
נבחר להיות שנוא
הם בחרו האהבה
נבחר להיות נפרדים
הם נבחרו לאחד
נבחר להיות כלוא דעתם
הם בחרו להיות חופשי
כולנו הנבחר
בגלל הסבל שלהם
כולנו הם בחינם
בגלל כבליהם
כולנו יודעים את האמת
כי הם לא יכלו
כולנו יודעים אלוהים
בגלל שהוא כל כך מוסתר היטב
Friday, June 10, 2011
Stevens Textplication 3: Tea
When the elephant's-ear in the park
Shrivelled in frost,
And the leaves on the paths
Ran like rats,
Your lamp-light fell
On shining pillows,
Of sea-shades and sky-shades
Like umbrellas in Java.
This poem took on new life for me when I first saw elephant’s ears. This well-named leafy ground plant provides a strikingly exotic accompaniment to the flora of the Northeastern United States:
Elephant’s ears calls to mind the Baudelairean ideal of exotic beauty – that which is strange, wild, uncorrupted, luxuriant, languid, free and found in the pilfered cultures of the now-lost European empires (Java for example was exploited – and its population kept from starvation – by the Dutch conquerors primarily for the cultivation of tea). Stevens’ personal appreciation of the exotic perhaps was best expressed in the parcels he received from “his man” in Ceylon: packages of local art, food, fabrics and crafts to be delicately appreciated (Stevens in particular was a tea connoisseur). Such a fancy must run up against the reality of Northeastern U.S. winter at some point, the frost that makes the elephant's ears shrivel, even with the common seasonal image of blowing leaves strikingly visualized as rats scurrying, as if on the deck of a clipper ship on L’Invitation au Voyage, escaping like the poet to a finer world (more explicit nautical imagery referring to the island of Java and umbrellas reoccurs in "Sea Surface Full of Clouds," one of the 14 added poems for the 1931 edition of Harmonium).
The response of the mind to the turn in the seasons, the impinging of reality on fancy, is found in “your lamp-light,” which enlivens the pillows where one would presumably rest or sleep into a satisfying aesthetic experience. How odd that an unnamed addressee possesses this light. There are numerous potential explanations, running from tealights (addressing the tea as a votive) to an actual person (perhaps his wife, an embodiment of beauty bringing the finer things (back) to life). I prefer to see “your lamp-light” as an address to the reader of this volume, who has made it by this point all the way through, and who must carry the delicacy and lucidity forward. The reader is now “on his own” to recreate the poems in the separate world of his own imagination. The poet leaves a final image for that illuminating lamp, an afterimage of what appears to be a very exact and exquisite color: that of the sea and sky as represented in Java batik on an umbrella, something like this:
This is a meditative and expansive color, an appropriate tone with which to end the book. The triple meanings of the repeated word “shades” (hue/shadow/ghost) also play into the image, suggesting the way the actual pattern (whatever it is) may be impinged upon by the imaginative desire to place oneself in an unknown and special place, like a flickering light changes the appearance of a fabric. But the ending, the final note, can only be a metaphor: “like umbrellas in Java.” There is otherness and distance here, yes, but also the reality that, although few of us (least of all Stevens) have witnessed umbrellas in Java, we somehow, magically, through the wonderful powers of our empathy and imagination, know exactly what that looks and feels like.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Fascism
Actually, both sides are Republican, but they’re having heated debates
Whether liberals or Arabs took all our freedoms and whether
Communist China or Marxist Obama put our economy in the tank.
They take occasional breaks to read different papers.
There are Democratic ones and Republican ones.
Actually they are all Republican papers, full of stories
That cheer our “top-secret war” on Yemen,
That compare the head of JP Morgan to Samuel Adams (not the beer)
For complaining to (his employee) Ben Bernanke
About too much regulation of banks.* The train arrives,
The commuters go on to their different jobs, where they’re free
To speak their minds and surf Fox News, CNN, New York Times, CNBC
While their Facebook accounts are monitored for subversion,
Personal email accounts and message boards blocked,
“Controversial” websites reported to security
And training is given on how seemingly innocuous verbal comments
Can be grounds for immediate termination.
These rules don’t concern anyone, for they still can order shoes,
View porn, watch videos illegally downloaded.
One day there’s a protest in the street – a candlelight vigil, really,
For the tens of thousands who die each year
From using drugs as prescribed. The workers,
So fragmented in interests and views, unite from their petty disputes
To condemn these unknown, ragamuffin protesters:
“They’re paid to do this – a rent-a-mob…”
“They’re resentful of other people’s success…”
“They oughta move to North Korea…”
They cannot know that these protesters are in a database
That will keep them from the jobs these workers enjoy.
They cannot know what will happen, after the tasering and arrests,
How they disappear as if their dissent did not exist at all.
* As a side note, I’m not sure what JP Morgan Head Jamie Dimon’s beef is with the government – his bank received more money from the government to purchase one bank (WAMU, in the form of $900 billion in bad debt taken over by the government and wiped off the books) than the Federal government paid out total in 2008 in Social Security AND Medicare for every recipient in the United States—and the WAMU gift is just the tip of an inconceivably large iceberg.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
New York Audience
They waited like cougars for the doors
to open, the hungry few
who had to hear
this music
They had to lean in rocking
as she blew her trumpet through
a traypan full of water bell immersed
the birthing of a sound no one had heard before
the only sound that’s worth more than the hum of awful silence
The way her hands reversed
the beats, subverted all arpeggios
stilled the old bald man whose mind’s relentless voltage
sent foot-notes from the past of jazz with every note whoever played it
to shadow what was said and how that plagued him
her notes made him as a child
Their eyes were wide, mouths ajar
as she blew with lips at a distance from the brass
the whirr of the gentlest insect
part of the earth until ears learn how
to dig it out with equally gentle rapture of touch
The girls just sat there amazed
like their lives were changed and there was something they must do
when she blew on her flugelhorn like a flute
without a mouthpiece net, a plangent fife
to wrestle with the wind inside of trees
And I too felt my heart explode
tears came as if I hadn't known
how something had been long denied 'til it was given
when she pulled out a trumpet fully swaddled up in tin foil
and played the purest tones
like a dog I had to groan
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
At the Airport
At the desolate side of the terminal
By the gate they never use
That shows flights from other doors along the pier.
The locales change like postcards that no one will see:
Puerto Rico, Montreal, Fort Lauderdale…
A custodian walks the long white corridor
To collect the minimal trash and recyclables
Left in this satellite receptacle. He looks out the window
At the strings of empty cargo trunks
As if it’s a scene from nature. His jaw drops slightly.
A gestalt of cities flows out of tubes
Connected to giant white birds
But the bridge here is folded like an accordion
With a sheet on its end like a dressing.
At the podium, a microphone tilts down,
There’s a photo of Paris - La Tour Eiffel,
Lights are dimmed like a Friday night living room
As destinations beckon in the echo
And shoes click to get somewhere else
Far from here, where travelers sleep every Christmas
And puddle jumpers go for some rest between red eyes,
And now, alone in a chair, bags hugged to a slouching body,
There’s somebody dreaming, of things that nobody else
Believes exist, chasing the unseen flight that isn’t there
Until it comes.
Monday, June 6, 2011
Salvation Hill
With clover stalks and seeds of hay,
Rock-lined rivers, jagged farms,
Deep forests never far away.
They look at people here with shock
As though they’d never seen this breed,
Read Bibles through their daily lives
The only news they’ll ever need.
With God above them blue as witness
They practice patience, model kindness;
They never honk or raise their voices
And always leave their homes in right good dress
Though curls will wilt and makeup puddles
And mist possesses all the trees,
The image of the Face remains
To make them better than they can be
As they scrape away at deep, imbedded sin,
Release it to the mercy of Christ’s blessings
As kids are released from preachers’ eyes
On jungle gyms in clearings.
This land that knows no other knows
It's but a spit inside infinity
That glows like gazes on the glass
At all the humble offerings on display.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
In a Blink
From your own words to code
Dr. Brain to Grand Theft Auto
Days in your room now a world
whirls around you
But love love love
has never changed
Congratulations Veronica on your Graduation from NCSSM!
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Stevens Textplication 2: Blanche McCarthy
Look in the terrible mirror of the sky
And not in this dead glass, which can reflect
Only the surfaces - the bending arm,
The leaning shoulder and the searching eye.
Look in the terrible mirror of the sky.
Oh, bend against the invisible; and lean
To symbols of descending night; and search
The glare of revelations going by!
Look in the terrible mirror fo the sky.
See how the absent moon waits in the glade
Of your dark self, and how the wings of stars,
Upward, from unimagined coverts, fly.
The first line seems so familiar, yet so strange. The thought of the sky as a mirror just crystallizes the romantic dilemma; since all things are alive within a larger life, they express their connection with a higher consciousness, how could someone be satisfied with mere surface? The only place to look is in the "invisible" and "terrible," the great unknown. Any respectable post-Romantic (or more particularly, post-Shelleyan) poet must look beyond the portraiture in "dead glass" carefully described in the first stanza.
Once the mystic gaze is seized, one must look to "symbols of descending night," which I take to be stars, which provide as they have since antiquity "the glare of revelations." Stars provided the foundation for the coming of the Christ as fish (avatar in the age of Pisces), for the apocalypse (and its interpreters from Nostradamus) in the Book of Revelation, for the architecture of the pyramids, the navigation of the seas.
But there is something missing in a night full of stars: "the absent moon" that Stevens often uses as synecdoche for the uniquely human - the "self" of dreams, desires and imagination. The speaker urges us to see what is dark, what can't be seen but may be felt. Seeing in this sense would be an imaginative act, a re-creation of what one felt or dreamed it to be. It "waits in the glade of your dark self" to be given life.
The speaker also asks that we see another thing that can't be seen: the upward trajectory of stars, imagined as bird wings flying. This could compensate for what the stars by themselves can never provide, dynamic motion, a purpose, a rising, an earthly meaning. To make that more accessible, the stars must be like game birds flying from "coverts" (thickets). These hiding places are "unimagined" while the rest of the speaker's prescriptions rely on the imagination.
It appears there are limits to what the imagination can do. The arc of stars can be conjured as a familiar aspect of life, the rising and setting of Earth's rhythm, but their source, their nest, can't be conceived. We must work without this compass, using the tools of our minds and the physical world to create our heaven.
On this note Stevens' proper poetic journey begins.
Invitations from the Critical Voice
have lost their souls like car keys pretend that they're my friend
squint at lights they cannot see everyone pretends that I’m fine
lights they don’t believe are really there when they’re worried
but follow anyway deeply worried for they think I’m defective
and there’s one man of course one man talking they laugh at me
who says those things they resent me they hate the fact I exist
those ignorant horrible things they would kill me and that’s OK
such poisonous thoughts it may be too late I’ve waited too long
he must be stopped from speaking to get myself fixed I have no
he shouldn't be allowed to read the newspaper I have no voice
I know his type leave me the fuck alone I don’t want to have to
look at all of them listening in say no no no and feel ashamed
I know their type I want to kill you in my mind let me be invisible
they like Chinese food but they don’t like to sweat leave me
they don’t do home improvement but do paper bag tests don’t
they fetishize the margins as they prostitute to power leave me
the type who wants to force the metric system on us alone
or to worship the fairytale free market I need a slap to feel alive
or think the HAARP waves won’t affect their guns leave me alone
look at the woman scoffing and blaming, scoffing and blaming to die
every day another opportunity to scoff and blame I won’t take much
why can’t we get along we all are one why can’t you just chill? space
why can’t that boy why do they waste time on someone who can’t
who looks like I did at that age offer a return on their investment?
cut his hair and wipe that sophomore grin? how can they be so kind
can’t he keep his head away from that girl? to someone who is dying?
will this train EVER leave it’s the 3rd day this week? I’m terrified
I can’t afford to be late maybe they will find out I’m a fraud? take
I must get to work now how much was I born owing? take take
to pony up another idea how exactly do I pay them back? take
that maybe just might work this time I can’t live inside the woods
Jesus Christ what’s taking this train so long? something evil in me
what’s that kid selling? is his grifting people’s money? maybe he will say
in passing while popping gum the things I’m afraid to say to myself
so disgusting his dumb luck his undeserved abundance I’m a waste
I’m not going to town for fun I don’t want to ever leave my house
I’m not doing this for my health to make me penniless that much faster
it’s not like I get what I want EVER my almost nothing is too much
does anyone here have a clue? no one ever has to see me breathing
does this line end? am I here all alone? I don’t deserve abundance
is there a punchline to this joke? I want to burrow like a worm in dirt
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Words Seen from the Train, Freed
Omar *
Greenwich Lock & Door
Bom Bay *
Rye Grill Ficciones
Mamoroneck
Pumps & Controls
United Tile Group Tufo's Wholesale Food
Pelham Pace LIFESAVERS
Seky *
Foodtown Chicken Hut
logistics forming linen
extruders custom molding
Riverroad Motor Inn
Trap Trap Trap *
Inner City Recycling
Williams Bridge
Pentecostal Cookie's
Ace Bottle Spring Scaffolding
Tint on Park Tulnoy Lumber Mugler Shoring
Fizz *
Cardinal Hayes High School Burro
Cat Mo Vandals
Loc-B Jar *
The Padded Wagon
Do Not Anchor or Dredge
Rozier Temple La Esperanza
Choir Academy of Harlem
Foot Center of New York
search art schools
Ivoire
take control
* graffiti tag
Soundscape
the more obscure the boundary seems to be;
for example, this tree,
are its fingers playing the harp
or is it the harp being played?
Monday, May 30, 2011
After a Storm
raindrops like Christmas lights
on the pine tree
War Cry
A happy dream of being told to wait after re-education class to have my head chopped off, the cool liquid swabbed around my neck, my terse goodbyes apologizing to the king, then the holy joy of release … But no, thunder drums and car alarms as the sky is weeping, which will make it tough for the marching bands with cheap uniforms from Vietnam, reasonably priced instruments from Korea, special technique books from Japan. The Boy Scouts will be out in force to remind everyone that black people are genetically inferior and boys are often raped before they can be men. Flowers and balloons are there for all the dead refrigerators and automobiles buried on the edge of town by the Indian battleground, the things we fight for, with a little left over for Mr. McCready, whose mind was shot to hell years ago, and he walks every day around the town begging, but once a year he puts on a moth-eaten suit and salutes the children who share ice cream cones with him. There’s love for the Ladies’ Auxiliaries too, on the stern offensive as usual to make sure the men wear polished brass and bleached white gloves. They will trundle to the gravesites, when what the men lost is far away, to watch taps blow before the Spanish-American War Memorial. Preachers, politicians and reporters will be on hand with words of honor for the sacrifice of a distant apprenticeship, which in this place is with a gun and often involves killing people in their homes or obliterating villages by pushing a switch. No sacrifice in suffering that is ever of course allowed, only the fallen comrades who can't talk, the few the primitive enemy guns picked off before they all were slaughtered. They’ll be here too, the few who are left, the ones they say were on our side, now running dry cleaners and fast food restaurants with the same relentless efficiency with which they once defended their homeland; they will bring flowers too, for they’re Americans now, they’ll have barbeques with coleslaw and German potato salad with the rest of us. But the rain keeps coming down, and the crowd waits under canopies, talking of flags mistreated and graves not tended, not the death sentence most current soldiers have for using depleted uranium, or the horrific brain injuries now that are far worse than death, or even the current war, about to expand to five separate fronts for no apparent reason. It’s all about the ginormous pies, the sickening amount of meat, the stylish clothes made for pennies a day, the gadgets that are tracked by military technology and, above all, the hope of later fireworks, if the rain lets up, for the kids to feel the boom, of America’s domination, its ruthless scythes of ruin. The older veterans will excuse themselves, for the explosions are a little too much like flack, and reminds them of their younger days – before a million A-bombs hung over the world like a drunken soldier holding a gun to a little girls head.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
The Purple Mourning Dove
Stifling freedom
“the dead … in the way” (C. Olson)
the one thing learning
obscures
the darkness
outside
seen through the veil
of darkness within
a civilization
of shame
hidden in dirt
underworld
vast with power grids
fueled by fear and separation
death
much exaggerated
“all darkness is golden” (P. Pate)
brings insight
makes birdsong
tell secrets
what we know of the light
how it makes us feel
The purple mourning dove
deepens the darkness with her song
what is gold, gold, gold
and all of it brass
of Capital that makes things glow
of War that brings beauty of spoils
of Politics that lets the speechless find their speech
of Words that know when to shut the fuck up
all of it gold
when voiced
when lives are risked diving to dig for it
glowing
voiceless
while shadow people moan
it’s not to speak for them
for they will never hear
it’s not to speak for anyone
its strength is the invisible
what is
and cannot be said
in word
golden
A value at odds
with values clamant for approval
we were born dead, you know
the groove is just gravy
tyrannies are tyrannies
because we believe them
what islands
what untrammeled jungles
must we find
to escape the tyrant
in our mind?
We can oppose without opposing
detach without detaching
alchemize words
by letting them speak for themselves
find the perpetual
in decay
speak, finally, for life
pretending we never have met
Friday, May 27, 2011
Stevens Textplication 1: Portrait of Ursula
Ursula, in a garden, found
A bed of radishes.
She kneeled upon the ground
And gathered them,
With flowers around,
Blue, gold, pink, and green.
She dressed in red and gold brocade
And in the grass an offering made
of radishes and flowers.
She said, "My dear,
Upon your altars,
I have placed
The marguerite and coquelicot,
And roses
Frail as April snow;
But here," she said,
"Where none can see,
I make an offering, in the grass,
Of radishes and flowers."
And then she wept
For fear the Lord would not accept.
The good Lord in His garden sought
New leaf and shadowy tinct,
And they were all His thought.
He heard her low accord,
Half prayer and half ditty,
And He felt a subtle quiver,
That was not heavenly love,
Or pity.
This is not writ
In any book.
The title, roughly translated from archaic French as “A portrait of Madame Saint Ursula and the 11,000 virgins,” is ostensibly a reference to the martyred Saint Ursula, a probably apocryphal 11-year old Romano-British princess who was murdered in Cologne by the Huns sometime in the second century on her way at the Pope’s behest to Rome. The 11,000 virgins refers to a monk’s suspicious transcription error than turned the 11 virgins traveling with her who were also murdered into a preposterously large number. The legend of her sainthood has been the subject of much portraiture, but her being married is a new development in the legend apparently originating with this poem. More likely the title is, as so often with Stevens, the stopping off point, the occasion that inspired it, in this case a painting or reference to Saint Ursula in one of the fancy gilded French books Stevens liked to read that may have reminded him of the pious woman in his own backyard. It’s impossible to know, but it’s a cool title, and strangely fits, suggesting how impossible fictions are often recorded as fact in art.
The poem itself has been variously interpreted as erotic, whimsical, sacrilegious and perversely obscure. Most of these interpretations center on God’s mysterious “subtle quiver” in reaction to Ursula’s seemingly commonplace offering. Since God is not responding as he usually does, with “heavenly love” or “pity,” he must be lusting after poor Ursula. Which just goes to show how most critics minds are in the sewers. There is literally nothing in the poem to suggest such an interpretation (save the excessive number of virgins in the title), and such a view would nullify the final line, given the sordid and well-documented history of male dieties lusting after maidens.
What’s more interesting is the straightforward treatment of Christian myth, a true rarity in Stevens, a case where a woman piously prays to God and upper-cased God in the skies responds in more or less the expected way. The first four stanzas are a rhymed but irregularly metered account of a woman discovering radishes growing while gardening, and instinctively combining them with flowers identified only by color (characteristically for Stevens during his Fauve period) as a secret offering to God, in marked contrast to her earlier public offering of the ceremoniously named “marguerite and coquelicot” on an altar. It is this private nature – and apparent humbleness of the gift – that prompts Ursula to weep “for fear that God would not accept.” The unrecorded nature of her act of faith, however, is precisely what makes her gesture so powerful. The key to this in my view lies in the contradictory lines “The good Lord in His garden sought / New leaf and shadowy tinct, / And they were all His thought.” Why would God seek something he already had? The solution lies in the essential Hindu notion that life exists because God wants to discover/rediscover Himself by separating into form. The "new leaf and shadowy tinct" would be the discovery of an aspect of Himself, light and dark, within His thought (which created and is the entire universe). God, in this cosmology, celebrates this re-discovery of things coming back home in his perception with "heavenly love" and compassionate understanding ("pity").
Ursula's act of faith throws a proverbial monkey wrench into this, by creating something unexpected, a wholly new thing, an element that was not originally part of God. Her intention, or more precisely the music Ursula made (“half prayer, half ditty”) while exercising it, created a new, human-formed reality that does not prompt the usual love and pity of the all-watching God, it changes Him, adds something different to the mix, a “subtle quiver.”
“This is not writ / in any book” because the power of Ursula's gesture comes from its private nature; it is a secret from everyone but God (and us lucky readers reading it in Stevens' book). I think Stevens here is reflecting, as he would many times subsequently, on the individual's relationship with the divine, the human ability to create something sacred where it did not exist before. It's a simple poem of faith, in the end, with a poignancy that belies Stevens' cold modern reputation.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Circular Breathing
all the red in the universe
connects
When I say red
an independent hue
is born
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Gemini Wind
My world connects to yours -
A room to be shared.
Imagine there’s no meaning
In words save what we put there –
Let’s misunderstand.
Pretend we have a contract.
I will tell you what to do
And you won’t listen.
Let’s say that we are brothers
To be free to disagree -
To not surrender.
Imagine that it matters
That we lie and call it truth -
Feel wounded, abused.
Pretend we’re not understood,
That everything comes out wrong -
Mere nods are divine.
Let’s think of ourselves as twins
If it hurts to be the same -
No one will see it.
Imagine that we came from
Different mothers, different times –
I’ll see from your eyes.
Pretend our secret language
Is unknown to you and I -
Would we be less close?
Let’s say that we are lovers
Relying on chemicals
For us to feel one.
Imagine I can hear you
In the natterings of sleep -
That your dream has words.
Pretend that in a crowded
Room we still have endless space -
I can know you then.
A Poor Man's Poetics
"Here, I think, in 'Love lies beyond the tomb,' [John Clare] in this unprejudiced singing voice that knows not what it sings, is some reason for us to believe that poets are not merely writing figuratively when they say, 'My love is like a red, red rose,' that they are to be taken more literally than they commonly are, that they do not invent or 'make things up' as grown people do when they condescend to a child's game. What they say is not chosen to represent what they feel or think, but is itself the very substance of what had before lain dark and unapparent, is itself all that survives of feeling and thought, and cannot be expanded or reduced without dulling or falsification... If this is so, then we are on the way to understand why poetry is mighty; for if what poets say is true and not feigning, then of how little account are our ordinary assumptions, our feigned interests, our playful and our serious pastimes spread out between birth and death."
- Edward Thomas, Feminine Influence on the Poets (1910), page 86.
The key that no one has lost
Poetry serves no purpose, I am told
and trees caress one another in the forest
with blue roots and twigs ruffling to the wind,
greeting with birds the Southern Cross
Poetry is the deep murmur of the murdered
the rumor of leaves in the fall, the sorrow
for the boy who preserves the tongue
but has lost the soul
Poetry, poetry, is a gesture, a landscape,
your eyes and my eyes, girl; ears, heart,
the same music. And I say no more, because
no one will find the key that no one has lost
And poetry is the chant of my ancestors
a winter day that burns and withers
this melancholy so personal.
- Elicura Chihuailaf, Mapudungun poet (trans. Rodrigo Rojas)
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Light Without Sight
fog where even dogs flash
like images in the mind -
we're breaking heaven in now
to these bodies -
rocks plashing through the blood
not past the eye.
Happy Birthday, Robert Zimmerman
"You close your eyes and pout your lips and slip your fingers from your glove.
You can have the best there is, but it's gonna cost you all your love.
You won't get it from money." - from Idiot Wind, New York version
"You'll never know the hurt I suffered not the pain I raise above
And I'll never know the same about you your holiness or your kind of
love
And it makes me feel so sorry." - from Idiot Wind, Minneapolis version
One More For the Notebook
near the beginning or end
says "[____] realized after 30 years
he did not know his wife at all,"
so it is easy
to watch the girl with fluttering lashes
and realize I know
everything about her,
from the manner in which her hands
unveil her hair,
to the reservoir reflections in her eyes
of the things she thinks
but does not say
with her mouth pulled back, listening.
Soon, a dialogue goes on
quite independent of her complaints
about classes, the weather, her mom,
one about the gifts of herself
she's afraid to offer—
what I've already received—
about what she's
holding back,
the understanding of me
I must learn for myself.
She's too discreet to say.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Three Connecticut Spring Scenes
274 mushrooms
in the back yard,
exploding swirls
on eight-inch caps
like strudel, like stilled
whirlpools.
Each one is born fully formed
popping up like bubbles,
such is the desire
of the unique
to show who they are.
II. Kent Falls
What came first, the steps
or the waterfall?
The stone in ledges
like knotted pine
or the white fangs
of an obsession
through the tiger eye
bursting like smooth glass?
Why did it decide
with wilderness ubiquitous
to write its poem down here?
III. Bull's Bridge
The Housatonic River
is older than these graves,
older than the grist mills
and iron foundries,
the broken bridges
and rusted turbines
in cracking dams -
all worthy opponents
all fallen to the moss
and still the river seethes
its dragon scales, its vapor trails,
its lion manes and thunder train,
its mighty plashing
asking us
for something.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
An Unnecessary Sermon
og hurfu mér sýn
inn í nóttina myrkrið og nóttina."
- Snorri Hjartarson
Now that the world has ended
we finally can speak frankly,
as all the things you've held inside
were outside anyway,
larger than you ever knew
like everything you never saw,
for everything you saw was there
because it needs your eye
not because it was all
there was to see.
You never were alive
in the way you thought you were
but in the way that rocks and knowledge are,
and after all this gasp of time
you thought you were alone
you were sharing your brain all along
(the thickness of a cranium was no test for a friend),
it was just like the playgrounds of your childhood,
they never really ended, it never really mattered
that the sand was not the earth
and your shovel not the hand of mighty God.
It's time to go back home now
for a juice box and a nap,
how many things you knew that you could do, if not for hands.
You thought that there was never time enough
but there was only time
to take of distant vistas what you could,
to get as close as eyes and hands and voices would allow,
pretending it was real with all your soul
as if it was itself and not your
breath that made it actual.
Your mourning days are over.
This light would seem too vivid,
its strokes too magnified
when you were piecing out
the parts of you disguised
in people who needed your help
or who wanted you to die
or begged for the forgiveness
you never gave -
how small that all seemed then, but now how large,
larger than the sunlight that you worshiped,
to travel cross such infinite extents
to find: yourself, unborn;
in the universe past time
this feeling is what's new
what the hand of God on something small would feel like,
what it means to see it all in one detail,
how love is just a vehicle, on the other
side of light there is the eye
beyond the mind, beyond kind
we always knew, despite how far,
would still be there.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Descending Sign
Scars the gray-green graveyard, the only color
This lint-covered spring.
After awhile I start to take it personally
These days without sun,
The waiting for the paint on the visible to dry
To unveil again the elves, gnomes and fairies
And a channeled wiccan wind to blow
Like a chanteuse seduction
Instead of these
Woodpeckers clanging the eaves
Or the vengeful God of Science
With a logic born from chaos
Who blows imagined lives out of his breath
And assures us we can believe in anything
Whatever helps to cultivate the chemical of joy
But, at the end of the day, his equation resolves
To the null set of total annihilation.
The Gods here died too long ago,
They were no longer expedient,
They no longer had the power to shock.
These people on the Hudson, these people of the mind
Admire the granite walls and mourn their rising
Convinced that they are made of something actual
Not just their thought.
Human nature, infecting
All they touch, replaces an abundant world
By saying nothing is beyond it.
So here they stay
Within the fog, noting weakness and calling it wit,
Displaying knowledge like an aperitif
Best served to just oneself.
A splash of sun
And the graffiti comes back to life.
The chatter all around, that makes of people
Confessor priests, goes on
Because there never is a truth that stays,
The whole leaks through in every chiding
Of the neighbors, schools, assembly halls,
Enough to fill the sumac leaves
With something more than grief.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Friday Afternoon on Park Avenue
when all the salesman
has left to hawk is
the relentless logic of his close
And the City
falls away from stone
onto sweetly
blinking steam
The last grounds of autonomy
go through the press
and one is held to the mediocrity
of one's half-assed, half-cocked status
Identity shifts like debt from one
credit to another,
warm as cigarette smoke
and just as fungible
But one can still play
dress up, wear musty
conductor's hats and debutante fur
from heirloom status attics
And speak of fabled lives
that glow beyond the rest
the smarter, harder-charging ones
whose names go on the gifts
In the constant interchange
between the accomplished and alive
between the ones blessed to be living
and the one's who've stolen a piece of God's mind
Fractured Self-Portrait
I am the businessman everyone wants to read their poems to -
I write mine in my sleep
and they are everyone else's.
II.
I am the most famous poet in the world
but nobody knows who I am -
they're forever almost reciting my words
and almost making them turn to hollow sound.
III.
I am the shadow of the book,
the thought excluded from the literature -
the living cannot know a thing of death,
they must be free to flail about themselves.
Friday, May 6, 2011
Notes from El Yucatan
He was more like John-Paul Belmondo than John-Paul Belmondo, that 12-year old boy Roberto, who danced better than Baryshnikov but worshipped Michael Jackson. He could solve a Rubik’s Cube in 30 seconds, but couldn’t explain why they always served limes and called them lemons, or why he never went down even on the hottest days through the Parthenon-like eye-hole to the moss-topped oasis 100’s of feet down called the cinote. He never explained anything in fact, for it would still the flow, confuse the mind with thinking. He kept four women moving, including his mother and autistic sister who knew everything, and despised most every man, except of course the Shaman who turned into a jaguar eyes-first. They lived in a village like a National Geographic diorama, a few huts inside a cornfield by some sacred ancient crossroads the Nazis and the CIA had sent teams to investigate because it was an opening to Agartha. They had taken off the day from school as they habitually do, because the teachers get so cruel on torrid days when you pretended you weren’t smarter than they were, to picnic at a partially excavated pyramid deep in the jungle. They put mango and pineapple at its pinnacle for the aluxes. When they returned a half-hour later (though time is different there) the fruit was partially eaten, and beside it was a long crystal finger with an amethyst point. Marina reached for it, but Roberto said “no, you can’t take that.” They climbed back down to dance to Justin Beiber with other naiads, devas, nixies, talking birds and trees, the iguanas with watermelon lips watching. Next day, Marina was taken to the hospital, she woke up with an infection on her toe. The mere thought, her mother said, of having the crystal had poisoned her. That’s how pure it is there, in scorned Yucatan, where everything is equal and on speaking terms, for that jungle has no water, it falls through limestone sieves back to sea level.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Ordinary Woman
While multi-tasking fresh emergencies
She coaxes secret truths they'd never tell
From buddhas in disguise as honey bees
There's always time for beauty
Although she's always harried
She always gives so others can be free
She's an ordinary woman
No one stops to see
No special love songs for her joie de vivre
But the earth can't dance without her
The birds refuse to sing
'Til she extends her soul another spring
Her world is just abundance to be shared
And all its pain just moments to console
For no one dies without someone who cared
There never is a life too small or low
It's the ones they don't remember
She always has a tear for
She leads the checkered orphans to the shore
Oh, a new wind has come
Now we must act as one
Maybe we all will know
The current she always follows
She's an ordinary woman
No one stops to see
No special love songs for her memory
But the earth can't spin without her
The bells can only ring
'Til she extends her soul another spring
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Coda for a Ghost
for photo no photo
no body at sea
like Mafia? it’s Muslim
not Muslim no problem
we’ve matched up the DNA
no DNA facial recognition technology
what photo? these photos
all phony national security
the Pakis killed him no Pakistan involvement (officially)
(they just have all witnesses in custody)
why kill him? he fired first
he was unarmed using his wife as a shield
wife was killed only injured
the woman was not his wife just some crossfire
but Khalid his son was killed no, his son Hamza
the neighbor who walked by the house every day
said there was no Osama there you needed an ID
to walk down the street it was right next to the Military Academy!
inside his house oval windows
outside his house they’re all square
his hard drive was full of intelligence
no internet no cell phone no dialysis machine
our leaders watched it live on TV no video, no audio, “fog of war”
“heavily armoured hounds with infared cameras”
assisted the Navy SEALS but no one knows why the helicopter fell
and don’t get me started on the towers...
And all of this to celebrate a death
above the other millions that we’ve killed.
It’s time to toast the victory, however temporary, however phony
we paid for with our children and our freedom,
to know what the loss of our money and dignity was for.
It’s the very thinness of the tissues of the lie
that makes us believe it all more strongly.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Relativism 101
The men laughed "of course it does not,"
the women motioned but could not make a sound
and the children replied "when a word is smiling,
you know it has come from the heart."
"Does the earth feel pain?" the farmer asked...
The men said it was impossible scientifically,
the women said they feel the pain themselves
and the children asked the earth and reported
"someday you will learn."
"Are people good?" the pilgrim asked...
The men said "some are, some aren't,"
the women said "everyone is good
but everyone needs a little help"
and the children said that "fudge is good
and spiders when they're squashed, but people?"
They'd never had that, maybe it's something they should try.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
At the New York Stock Exchange
The epicenter of capitalism (they say)
is as hollow as the Fabergé egg
Czar Nicholas bequeathed (in the boardroom)
before the Rothschild bankers finally offed him.
That egg, an old clock and a Venus by Warhol
are all that remain here of the traditional;
it's all media and machines now on the floor,
an automated photo-op casino show
for those who think the murders in their name
will one day pay off.
You can see yourself on flatscreen TV,
watch the corporate banners for the opening bell
be unfurled and folded like a military funeral,
joke about the royal wedding with security guards
as lonely as a witness at a courthouse one.
This is the "real world" greater than our own,
but it's just a TV studio, the balcony that seems so
immense is just so tiny.
Upstairs, in the offices, where the bosses used to sit
and send down pink slips while they tugged on their cigars,
are the Picasso's and Pollock's, the art without faces
they want us to think of as the great.
But somewhere, some 20-something retiree,
an Aldrich or such, with more money than his legacee's can ever spend,
holds in his private collection
the real stuff, Kirchner, say, or Beckmann from the war,
to look at with the horror that only his kind know,
the culpability not to be too widely shared,
even in the galleries of the bourse.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Three Poems by C.P. Cavafy
So, here are three poems that are not quite epic failures as translations. For more sophisticated mis-translations, one can view Cavafy's entire canon online, which also includes the Greek originals in written and spoken form. Oh, and I also posted my translation of a more famous Cavafy poem, The City, here two years ago. Happy birthday, C.P., you historian of the senses.
Chandelier
In a room small and empty, four walls only,
all green and covered in cloths,
a chandelier shines brightly with fire
and in each of its flames is the smolder
of lust’s sickness, the force of desire.
In that slightest of rooms the light multiplies,
the chandelier trembles with heat.
No ordinary light gets away from here,
it’s not made for timorous bodies
this fever of pleasure.
A December in 1903
And if I cannot tell about my love—
if I don't speak for hair, for lips, for eyes;
your face I hold it still inside my soul,
I hold the sound of your voice in my brain,
September days, erupting in my dreams,
chisel and paint my phrases and words
in every subject I touch, each idea I say.
Cleo's Illness
This Cleo, a nice
kid, three and 20 years old—
aristocratically bred, with a rare knowledge of Greek—
has fallen ill. He caught the fever
going around Alexandria this year.
The fever found him morally exhausted already
heartsick at his partner, a young actor,
who loved him and wanted him no longer.
He's seriously ill, his parents are worried.
The maid who raised him
is also afraid for Cleo's life.
In her fretful condition
she thinks of an idol
she loved when she was little, before she worked as a maid
at this prominent Christian home and became herself a Christian.
She secretly offers some cake, wine and honey
to the idol, and chants whatever supplications
she can remember — scraps, melodies. The silly
doesn't know if the little black demon Meles, father of Homer,
can cure a Christian or not.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
In a New York Second
but we can always identify a celebrity...
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Menelaus the Poet to the Translator
I'm sure I feel like Christ did when they pulled away the stone.
Here's some bread and some retsina.
The woman here will make you anything you want to eat.
The view here of the docks from this window is quite striking
at a certain time of light.
There are books of course piled high in every room
but I'm afraid they're all in Greek.
I'm going to the brothel now, I won't return tonight.
I trust the questions of tense and tone and gender and stress
may occupy your mind.
I'd tell you all my secrets, but I'm afraid I have but one:
I'm not much of a poet, so my readers do the work.
I hope this fact will help you when my words turn up as ash;
they never were alive, you know, just magic on a page
that stayed long after the illusion was delivered.
About that inch of dust on all the furniture and paintings,
I assume you want things just the way they were
as you no doubt prefer these seedy accomodations
to the five-star inn down the street?
Don't think my disappearance reflects a lack of kindness.
I find the nicest people can be thousands of years old,
like wine they get more interesting with age.
So, stay, enjoy, think of my simple life and humble quarters
as your home away from home.
If anyone disturbs you, be it neighbors or landlady,
just say you understand me and they'll leave you quite alone.
To do what, I wish I knew, for I left that station long ago.
I find I miss the friends I could have had along the way.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Japan sinking in the ocean, as presented by various contemporary poetry schools
You think you have problems?
I was born on Cesspool Harbour
scavenging the rat droppings of empire
in a scow that fished out butkis.
Feminist
Hera has returned, with petticoat and tidal wave,
to teach what power feels like to the other,
to meet again your gaze, Lili Marlene. Do you feel it now?
Queer Theory
The geishas turn to tears, red
lipstick on the shores of Vancouver, kabuki
dolls dressed in weeds, open kimonos
at the bottom of the sea.
American hybrid
m'aider parade
where have all the origami gone?
I remember my father's transistor
baseball games every night
the way he breathed through them
never Osaka,
never meant to be.
Flarf
hot greased Asian chick
to rock your night volcano
Visualist
Black
Learn to breathe through gills
like the ancestors
in perpetual diaspora
still pushing waters across floors
Post Language
zen lemonade
sea anemone anomie
bankers in brine scrapers
smiling buddhas land in Normandy
New Formalists
There once was a man from Kyoto
whose dick, when he came, took a photo
You think that's a trick,
he smiled, accent thick,
if it stays hards I might even float-o
Academic
We tried to escape
post-capitalism, tried the evade
the voice, but deep in the interstices
of Nietzsche keen Proustian space
someone thought we were cool,
published us, and now look,
Japan has come loose from its moorings.
Po Mo
Uhura Mazda, the Subaru sisters,
weapons of manga distraction.
Wi is the world, bring good things to life.
Where will we go to blow our brains now?
Monday, April 25, 2011
A Tree
Queen of the Spring
How can mere tree branches hold
your galaxy of tulips?
Milk-white like pear blossoms never are
and pinker than any crabapple
with thousands of bloomers opened at once
like a cotillion in a teenage boy's dreams.
Sky flowers fall down to earth with no sound
from limbs that were bare last week
and soon will be building a ceiling of leaves
for songbirds now drunk on its sweets.
Great Mother - is that all we really know of you?
Your perfume to remind us you're still here?
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Easter Sunrise
perfectly still
an infinite mirror
the universe would die
if it stayed like that
Friday, April 22, 2011
Another Losing Round with Monsieur Lapin
to have his imprint spread across the world,
the hills to peal with huzzahs instead of birds.
Come out of your holes, prick up your ears,
attend to the giant blue rabbit
impressive as hell, who brings the holy shit.
He'll teach you to burrow inside your heart,
keep you from eating the wrong kind of leaf,
show you the shades of the sky you can't see.
Let warrens be renamed, his praises declaimed,
let him be the voice for all the other rabbits,
the one they know themselves by.
May he feed the needs of lovers, obsess scholars,
make the sad and lonely laugh, entertain laborers,
may his utterances be examined like entrails for clues.
May he live the kind of life that is worth living,
may he see the adoration in their eyes
and leave behind something stronger than mere fur.
The alternative is unthinkable,
to be blue in a world of brown,
goliath against the ants that always win.
Where, but among rabbits, can he ever find a home?
Must the chocolates in his pockets be forever buried?
Maybe worms are all that life returns, some usefulness for darkness.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Two Interpretations of Basho's Frog Haiku
ancient springtime
pond
time for frog
to fall away
inside water
plup!
...And a literal version (thanks Veronica)
rain on an old pond is
a frog jumping with a swish
the sound of water
At Walt Whitman's Birthplace
Huntington, NY
They say Walt passed this way
but who the fuck knows -
No thing at this place
was like it was.
We've all grown larger
than even his beard.
The house creaks with poems
it has wrote.
I doubt he'd approve
of his monument much
Why fence gardens and re-name
the streets of the town?
I close the latch to leave
and it opens.
I close it and it opens again
just like Walt
Telling me that there are no boundaries
but I close it again and walk on.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Ten
like branches on a tree
and there are never branches not alive with beauty,
it is the mark of life.
There doesn't seem to be a real distinction
between life and beauty;
one finds its own expression
in abundant camouflage
the other finds a way to give itself
to what is similar.
There is no curl without a purpose,
every straight line points to somewhere,
everything is only stilled to be admired
before it begins again
chasing a spiral.
Monday, April 18, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Nine
earned, somehow, at birth.
Elders yell behind bars
kids walk through as if invisible.
They've had enough of those traps,
they want to find some others
the next young ones will peel away like a face.
This may never end;
it's astounding how old we must become
to be born.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Eight
to imaginary worlds
that each are real
distinct in my mind
As this larger world
so full of dreams
is real inside
some larger mind
Saturday, April 16, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Seven
how can there be one truth?
Out of infinite variations
which one is perfection?
If everything empties to one
why is every one thing so different?
The universe goes on farther than we can imagine
but you are exactly unique.
We've long sought to solve the penultimate sum
when the wonder is so many numbers.
Friday, April 15, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Six
The angels pray for us.
The Chrysler building weeps,
its rays are for the sun god.
It's time to clean out all we know,
release it like funeral salt.
It's time to re-erase the slate,
to know this house is just a school
and learning the same as light.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Five
leave indigenous peoples diseased and dead,
the lungs of the earth in cesspools.
That's why they're paid so handsomely,
to not clean up their messes when they
don't have to.
The product is all that matters
or more precisely, getting people to pay
more than it's worth
Through any means neccesary
protected from the dangerous by the mind
a safety net of nerves.
Show mercy and you're next to be sacrificed,
there'll be room enough for kindness
when you have won.
Gifts turn to tricks, love turns to lust,
it's as natural as breathing,
the mind is so inevitable
Devising new dilemmas for the heart to overcome
the river of atonement
that always solves the puzzles without trying.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Four
Surrender to art, there's nothing the mind
can control that won't turn to a lie.
The real is the heart, so let desire fill like
balloons and flow to the sky.
Life may be chaos, but it always makes sense
unlike fictions, for beauty exists
Despite us, who will her to charm, total her sums,
the lost dog who finds her way back
Every time - the lover who makes the moon shine
and the wine taste like lips.
We knit clotted quilts, and she pulls on a string
and the life you were living is gone,
A blue light on the horizon
is all that is left of your soul.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
The Law of Spirit, Analogy Three
these artists, who leave their souls on the canvas
in all the best galleries, where the last extant jazz combos play.
The food is sublime, the wine recognized,
the notes tied together will almost replace a ghost's life
with something that could turn from meaning at any moment.
Not as good, I'll admit, as a dog, gun and pickup truck
but there's a place in heaven for the rarefied.
Life is, to the chosen, an entourage
whose echoes become an homage,
the world as the one in the Louvre,
a prison, like all vaults of gold.









