Showing posts with label new jerusalem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label new jerusalem. Show all posts

Saturday, December 13, 2025

Not Pain, Its Wisdom

Just because wisdom is silent
Doesn't make it less wise.

This tree, for instance, you would
Never know it was even thinking

If it wasn't for the shivering branches
And occasional bend with the wind,

But it is moving vast tracts of mind
And holding on, for anyone

Who wants to inquire
Through their own inner knowing.

It's like the wood we call forth fire from
And the fire being comes, an elemental,

As our will of two sticks controls the flow
Of thoughts that show themselves to be alive

Communicating the absolute in infinite 
Permutations of the wildness of spirit

Deciding what is from what is not
Or appears not to be, what a cloak it is, 

Invisibility, like that silence thing, for us
To keep poking or to look away, a choice.

That's why you strip down naked,
To find what's hidden.

Monday, April 28, 2025

The Dead Sea Scrolls at the Reagan Library

At last no flags at half
For the black smoke pope
In these New Jerusalem hills,
Just a President's seal, a crisp
Old Glory and the red flag 
Of the Marines briskly waving.
All presidents get a library
To go with their other boondoggles,
To bury compromising documents
In a memory hole of record
Forever cut off from the grid
Except from the chosen
Who’ve been given codes to see.
The Dead Sea Scrolls were like that too,
A secret, makeshift library
To bury what is sacred
At the lowest point on Earth
Of what only the pure can see,
Moving down from cave to cave
To save what was being destroyed
As the antediluvian trauma receded.

It was 47 miles away exactly,
The place of their viewing, the most
Common number sequence on earth
(So says Solomon). The sealed scrolls
Were discovered by the sound of thrown
Stones breaking an urn in 1947,
The same year where here, in Simi Valley,
American Jewish University was founded, 
Post-Shoah Palestine was partitioned
Along with de-Britained India and Pakistan,
The year of the Marshall Plan, when the Cold War 
Began, with the Playtex bra, Polaroid camera, 
VW Bug, Bikini, Tupperware, transistors, 
The breaking of the sound and color barriers,
The CIA and Roswell, Operation Highjump 
In Antarctica.

The energy stones
Above Reagan Freeway 
Carry galactic codes.
This place is ordained
As a high priest of wisdom.
A cross is on the top
Of one pyramid
Sunned white
Like the mere crack of light
Out of the Qumran caves
Of the secret long withheld.

They have to make it look
Like the Romans have succeeded.
Israeli Antiquities was effective
At rendering unto Caesar 
What is Caesar’s, for they know not 
What they do, all that happened 
To the total victims
As seen through 
The eyes of the conqueror.
It starts with the “Jesus boat” from Galilee 
Made of fine black, torqued mahogany.
The Romans used them to kill everyone 
On every shore they passed. The Roman 
Mystic blue lachrymatory shone
In the glass case with goats unbroken 
In ceramic. 

                       But the Madgala Stone, 
From the home, so they say, of Mary Magdelene,
Is “furniture” for a Torah scroll.
It has the Tree of Life in limestone, 
Snakes, dragons, Ezekiel's galactic
Chariot wheels still and in motion, 
A menorah, golden lampstand of
The Temple, in the city of priests 
Jerusalem, the scrolls themselves
Poems of its dark alleys and jigsaw
Cul-de-sacs, its purity of being perfectly 
Impure. The Zadokites brought purity 
As a ritual, which simply meant no truck
With the Romans. The ossuaries in their tombs,
Embossed with flagrant UFOs, were meant
To bury the pure from corrupt institutions,
Not to be gaslit anymore.
There were bone gathering instructions
From Rabbi Elazar ben Rabbi Zardok,
For the families to reconfigure
The bones in stone holding,
Protected from eternity’s
Invasive vibrations.

Menorahs and merkabah’s are everywhere
But nowhere what they meant.
All we know is some who entered
The Holy of Holies, where only the highest
Priest may go, were corrupted,
To weave the spell of the spy, throw law
To the mercy of duality, such purity,
The Zealots of the Yahad
At the ostraca at Masala
Made the ultimate choice
Of deathlife over slaveryfreedom.

It was just one explanatory plate
Among hundreds, one mention
Of Governor Flavius, the guy sent in
To subjugate the Jews again
Just like Egypt, the criminal mastermind
In the end of the religion of peace.
There was no word of this of course
All we get is smooth Josephus, Rome’s PR Jew,
Tell us the script they are sticking to, 
The one where the only good scroll
Was a dead one, that’s how it goes
When you try to transmit down
Ancient knowledge through Hebrew 
DNA. Who would have thought
It could be buried in the brine
Of a supposedly arid wasteland, where
This Modayot entrepot pottery
Of deuteronomy was found,
Among the Essenes, who “esteemed chastity"
And worked out some side deal 
With the Romans?

The line is a labyrinthine spiral
Around a central circle
Where the fragments shine from their tombs.
“This one has a coffee stain,” a young cynic
Helpfully noted, as we went 2 by 2
Like Noah’s Ark, divine couples all,
Musing together, to the goathorn call.
We enter from the left, go right
In the ring, just like we were reading Hebrew,
Only to find that our wait, seemingly,
Was to give the Yahad time to write
For it was written on the go, like Genesis 6-9
Rendered from memory, to preserve the truth
Of the flood with Chinese brush precision 
And parchment pure as they tried to be. 
Other scolls looked stolen 
From the Alexandria Library,
Lost codes so skillfully scrambled
And meanings so surgically removed
By the secret teams of archivists
The Romans would be proud
If they weren’t so petrified!
The names are wrong, dates changed,
Explanations nonsense, for scraps
Indecipherable, arranged to seem 
Unimportant, just  “The creative way 
Of Jewish scholars” and "the unique
Interpretations of the Yahad” 
For the Bible (which hadn’t been
Written yet) in the few that passed 
Filters to mean something
On the topographic scan of goat skin,
"Technologies designed by NASA.”

The modern peshers grasp at straws
As usual. The powder on the
Trauma’s still dry. But the crowd,
Who’d waited in every language
In long lines to behold it, knew,
Every one of them, had something
In mind. There is a precursor after all
To the books of law handed down by God
Via Messenger, just in time, before everyone
Had given up hope.
There still is the Shekinah,
Where the challenge came down,
Do you really believe? “Thank you,”
Some one said, as if to all of us
Who were there, “for your service.”
Something good had come somehow
For sacrifice. A boy smiles at me,
Two fingers pointing as if to say
"You are a man now."

The truth remained in caves
Where knowledge was made sacred.
The holy codes are in the stone 
Anyway, in the temple steps here
Preserved, how they radiate 
With countless enlightened feet
Who were grateful to walk its marble,
Every movement a note of reverence. 
The stone does not see us
In the same way, not in time,
With the urgency of lives lost to hope, 
But how we are the same as all the others, 
Like that live feed of the wailing wall,
All Jewish dressed as one, 
How we come here as free beings,
How all the crying can be drunk in easily.
The impure, in other words, teaches purity.
We no longer have to live in that way,
With every thought as dangerous
In these halls of New Jerusalem.
The Evangelicals grimaced at my whispers
While the Chosen merely chuckled.
Leave the not being able to speak behind
With these olive trees of peace
In this lover's paradise of Ron and Nancy
Where the outside world can’t touch posterity
Its happiness. Nancy’s white flowers
Are a triumph of purity
Among Abrams Tanks and Masonic Stealth
Cloaking Missilery,
A white lake in the distance,
Too many pyramids to count.

The Yahad merely stayed close
To the light, the galactic Barkhi Nafshi,
Invoked to bring from the heart
Its poems, all of male and female,
The sides of God, who must be released
To service, in each other, in love as the power
Of the universe. 

Monday, March 3, 2025

Impatiently Z Waits for the Final Edition

If it wasn't for the wastewater trade journal
So happy I put my camera in their sewerage
I don't know where would I have fallen
With eyes open. 
                              On my own I could find a shot
In 10 soft minutes and take the rest of the day off.
It was that or die in a wild fire that freeform work ethic 
Of easy fun stress-free that was necessary for
The ridiculously scary crazy dangerous mind-fuckery
The job turned out to be, with its streetlamp breaking stories 
And the hydrogen car bomb, today's more cowbell 
Anecdote included, duly noted.
                                                       And here I am
At another overhang of rainbow weather, pewter
Weighing down plum blooms and grazing green, another sunset 
On deadline, where clouds hide only what they know. 
The horses turn Arabian in these conditions.
The eucalyptus hangs like mourning palms.
The moving parts bit bridle spurs 
Gallop time relentlessly across the skies.

A horse's curiosity is a positive thing
But that of horse owners as journalists
A thing to be strenuously avoided, as they lumber by in flannels and bandanna, cowgirl blue boots
Along the red sheds where kamikaze roosters
Challenge the photojo Subaru to a test duel
As red hawks perch like haiku on the impeccable wires
Watching for barn mice. They say it is a constant,
The media now knocked out and sleeping in the sun 
As the world goes on. What happened to the bees?

Tuesday, March 19, 2024

Signs of G_d 3.14

The twin tarot towers fall into their footprint 2 to 1
Like eternal clocks unwinding to perfection
And wound again so we may accomplish
What is already there
And perhaps understand the limitlessness of love,
For that, after all, is its only limit.

I'm aware of you, vescica blue,
And thus conscious of eternity,
Your pi hole in the middle of the rings of Guinevere
The sacred door, the portal,
The sweet g-spot of creation,
God, geometry, the Great arf-arf Seal,
The elusive guess and guest,
Grand Architect, a kind way of saying it:
Gimel Gamma Gamal,
Gematria's perfect triad
Taught by Gamaliel on down
As the harmony when opposites manifest in trine,
As kindness allows in from the choice to give or take
In free will, such generosity twins the contraries,
Merging soul and mind, earth and spirit, into heart,
The G force of G source,
The zero point of everything where nothing creates something,
The key of gratitude that unlocks the gooey, living void

And we all sincerely call for the truth of love
But it's the blue mirror that makes a geometry real
As a spinning funhouse, like the one where the Germans
Lost the War but are still in control ...
Germania, an ancient place of unknown origin
Named by the fiesty Celts for the Romans
To trine the Goths and Gaul as neighbors
For germination and germ warfare
Like 33.3 Gs in the glove of St. Germaine.
The Romans liked to erase things
Like the Druids and the (wait for it) Gnostics.

Saturday, March 9, 2024

Checking in on Cleo and Briscone

Baggage gone missing at the new moon
          On the spirals of progression carousel
That spin as one would peel back the toroid
          Of an onion
Off-balanced like a top our merkabah
          Tilted to the zero point
Where you would straddle the pole to recharge it
           Not at true horse North but blue.

I am in the center of you, unable to move
           Except closer
To the spiral of your chapter pages turned,
           Your ever-unpeeled onion leaves 
That leave me to cry for morsels,
            For the morsel horses, 
For the breadcrumbs to the morsel code,
             Point Zero Morsel.

But the world gets a little less straightened and chaste
             A little wiser as we
Become a little more free don't it Zephyrillis
             Or is it Etherea? 
We know each other 
             By so many names
We have become as fluid as Flood,
              For shape is optional, 

An excuse to lose myself, forget you,
              Always fun, seldom necessary, 
As memories of you crystalize my DNA,
             Conforming to me like memory foam
Squeezable as an inflamed sponge,
             A lemon ponied up
Off-world and off-the-hook at the Nature Lounge
             Naked Spirits bar.

Timelines tremble,
             Thoughts interstell.
The nothingness of pure light
             Manifests all things 
For the sake of illumination
              Nothing more.
But then we went quantum
              And truly lost time.

Wednesday, March 6, 2024

Bus 69

My forlorn lonesome burn
For what's locked away in Folsom,
Your fulsome bosom blues
and their foregone conclusions.

Yet they somehow found their way
To the Ukrainian pray for rain party
At Open Heaven that went on all night
Keeping vigil like a light house,
A sigil for the ages where the buzzers and alarms
Go off instead of on
And Caspar the Jumping Ghost is on the struggle bus
But thankfully not thrown under
Like at the Mesmer school of Mnemesyne
When the Chicago School of lab rats and coats took over
And asked, famous artists style, "can you draw this blank?"

Oh my wing woman
For the sweet adelines
Swedes on treble cliffs
Wailing love language for dummies
From open source on the light web
Open all night
Wherever love is forbidden
Which interplanetary love always is
Everywhere but heaven
Open all night
Like the pickup truck that rides the LA River
Blaring Staying Alive with no way to disco duck it.

The doctors just say fuck it, face the hypnotist and dance.

Saturday, August 26, 2023

del vino e delle rose

non è lungo, 
l'eternità 
i panorami che si aprono 
non sono mai la fine,
più paradiso, 
come se fosse tutto ciò 
che è mai 
esistito.

[it is not long, 
eternity
the vistas that open 
are never the end,
more heaven, 
as if it was all 
that ever 
was.]

Saturday, February 19, 2022

Tilt

Slippery elm, bioplasma and moon drops
But only as pastilles,
It has to be pastilles always ...

Soon this whole erroneous civilization will fall,
All its set pieces and themes
Deleted like a bad meal

And if you think that thought pleases me
You don't know what I am seeing,
A callalily practicing humility.

Thursday, February 3, 2022

The Fixed and the Transient

How does the moon stay in the cup?
The dead weight bounces when I jerk the string.
Experience doesn't know what it is
And never takes the same arc again.

The ball in the cup's become a memory,
The only thing that doesn't leave
As it falls further in the dream,
That part of me that doesn't cease.

But the moon, the moon seems real,
Projects some structure of the rational.
Things already disappeared assume a permanence 
That makes each passing light a wound.

Wednesday, February 2, 2022

Hum at the Threshold

The sunrise could not be more unobtrusive,
The slightest whirr of inner chemistry,
Light pasted like frosting 
On a two-dimensional sky

But there's no doubt that things are different,
The vines and leaves don't dare to move,
The old world gives no clues
To what is needed --

Where you come from, who you were
Finally matters
Though the voice may be as subtle
As it always was.

Thursday, November 11, 2021

Atlantean Prayer

On the 11:11 Portal

We are now
Where we were
Before it fell

But now we rise
Through the griefs
Not half-remembered

For we must know
Within our faith
Somehow

We've suffered well
And we are worthy,
We have been chosen

For we know
We have chosen
Ourselves.

Wednesday, November 10, 2021

In Gratitude for Darkness

We live in prophecy,
A world is dying
Miraculously,
Every crack is a celebration.

O caterpillar 
Of hearts desire
Trust the chaos,
Trust the breaking,

For the birthing comes 
Through pain
At the widest opening
Nurturing dream

Through the dark
That gives it form
As an owl brings change,
A Samhain butterfly.

Sunday, October 31, 2021

The New Illusion

The old books give way to the new illusion
Not by ending the stories (they never end)
Or running out of similes (they never do)
Or growing tired of style or rhyme or some-such
Contrivance to keep one within the leaves --
No they are destroyed entire, their reason
For being exposed, built on lies that can't 
Disguise their corruption any longer.

Oh how they served us back in the day, 
Such wisdom given to hold in our hearts,
Of progress made against superstition,
How iconoclasts inherit the earth
And spread dogma like light to the dark burghs
Where being different is still a crime.
It thrilled us to see the black curtains torn,
To experience wars won vicariously;
It brought new flowerings with their whiz-bang
Trust in the consensus lie, the factual
Fantasy, how that made the story simple
But sophisticated, in the sense that
Being skeptical of hope is sophisticated.

This sufficed as the means of our coping
When there was Jesus, and all the Jesus
Wanna-be's and never-was's, the Stalins,
J P Morgans, the Louis Quatorzes,
When the powerful could be blamed
When no longer powerful, and the meek
Extolled when they are no more -- how carefully
The real power was excised from the story,
How skillfully the victims erased --
It was all to forget oneself -- 

                                                    But now there's 
Nothing else, no mar on the tabula rasa
To signal a martyrs blood, for the show
Only starts when the audience sits down,
The figures move when the spotlights turn on,
Lines memorized, positions marked with tape,
And one must rely on the empathy of actors
To catapult the moral of the plot,
Which offers no lifeline

                                            Now that we know
Its purpose was to coerce innocent blood
-- The entertainment just had to be good
Enough -- but now that we've put the stake through 
The vampire's heart the stage is empty and grey,
The backlit lamp has died away, the stories
Are within -- formerly taken, now returned
With the rest of the universe you carry
In every cell.

                         As the light now expands
There's no more paper world to set aflame.

Thursday, September 23, 2021

Fall's First Fireball


A yellow sun
From the Shasta fire
Showing
Ascension codes
Like a golden candle
Through the grey zone
Gauze unrolling —
A wandering ball
Foreign and alone,
How fragile
The raw sky is,
How it needs us.

Alternate Timeline Blues

Information comes in like sun.
But the time of learning is done.
The world stumbles forward on broken limbs.
They are waiting to be rounded up, 
Shot and buried alone 
By those who say there is no God
Only darkness and extinction 
Of all they ever were 
As a final prayer.

They need something more,
But the sun streams in
Beyond any capacity of blinds
To filter.
I will walk outside,
Feel the codes,
Know that everything is perfect as it is.
I am too far away to help.

Saturday, September 18, 2021

"I am there for you"


I am there for you 
As the memories come
And the call to know
Becomes too urgent
To ignore.

I am there for you
As your heart descends 
To the underworld 
Where the childhood went
You couldn't see.

I am there for you 
As it's harder now
With so many chances to know
When you fell through the hole
To learn.

I am there for you 
When you push the truth away again
And the weight bears down
Beyond your capacity 
To resist.

I am there for you
As wails and purging begin;
You were a slave 
But you feel you enslaved
Those you loved.

I am there for you
As you start to realize
How you had to divide
Or be divided
To survive.

I am there for you 
As the rage must fall
So gentle and unappeaseable
To the surface
Of the floor.

I am there for you 
As you draw new breath
As though it's the first
And you've finally forgotten 
Death.

I am there for you 
How the beginning
Is an end
And it never will end
Except together.

For the brave people of Australia 

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

New Earth


The extermination is almost innocuous,
First the poisoned breath
Then you die
Without even knowing.

The control group shall inherit the earth,
And she will flourish.

Friday, January 1, 2021

2021 in the Sand

The mist has turned electric blue,
The ocean newly pewter,
No shoes upon the dunes
Just blue shells, late afternoon.

Boards slide and couples splash
As the new year comes in like the tide,
Still rhythmic as the ticking clock.
Gulls are motionless in air.

This war won't disturb the curlew
As they chase back the lowest, bluest ebb.
The boys can't see the spiral spray 
Of clouds, something veiled in the sky.

The joggers move their shadows across the shore,
Ignoring the still armada in the distance
That blockades container ships from Long Beach,
Almost invisible, guns glistening in the sun.

It's like they only need to appear once, 
Like Hailey's Comet, to show how real
The dynamic of time and stars can be,
The impossible worlds below our nose.

The green tips of waves bring another kind 
Of life to shore, clearer, warmer, of the earth
That lets the dramas go,
To be present in expression, always.

Monday, December 21, 2020

After Kata Tjuta

The sounds of the day
— Hammers, planes, expressway —
Are the breath through a didgeridoo,

And the way the palm fronds sway,
How the lemon tree leaves sparkle,
Is just dancing in the spiral of that breath.

We know it as listening, what we do,
And seeing figures move with the music.
The yard is on fire with reply.

Friday, December 18, 2020

Light Code Storm

And so Alcyone
     Aligns with the sun
And rises above Uluru's
     Scar of birth
Before the Christed star
     Bearing water comes

For Gaia must rise
     Like a poverty bush
And we must reclaim 
     Our immortality
To be freed with the dreamtime
     In humility

And recognize it was Her
     The whole time
Giving all we received
     Overseeing ...
In this Great Bifurcation 
     Some will remember

How they chopped the wood
     Drew the water
Gathered and crushed the herbs
     Roots and flowers
In the bag that dangles by a thread
     From a tag