Enter the ascension feed, modern mystical poetry that branches out weekly as reality bends and the muse goes galactic—original poems and translations you can feel, sing, and return to, no footnotes required.
Friday, March 1, 2019
Hymns by Hölderlin: At the Source of the Danube
Thursday, February 28, 2019
Parental Neglect
I teach my children how to say nothing
with as many words as possible,
How love means never having to fix anything
as long as I'm crucified trying,
That dishes can be cleaned, dinners can be made,
laundry can exist in folded piles.
And, no matter what chore I'm doing,
I must stop to allow their cherished
Noodlings of youthful ennui to be
more urgent, more life affirming
Than those of the time I come from,
which only exist now in shameless echo.
How I wish even that, for it turns out the things
that were hardest to learn must be wrong,
And the rules that saved me from ruin are fit
for museums, like live burials and Catherine wheels.
Adults should be seen and not heard, they say,
like the statuesque heroes of yesterday,
And when their questions are asked about me,
I keep it as brief as they can stand.
I'm waiting for them to leave home
so I can miss them
As they wait for me to stop doing, doing for everyone else
and have something at last for myself.
Wednesday, February 27, 2019
Celebration of Failure
Sometimes the advice from on high
Turned out to be good.
Other times it would have been better
If we only heard the bats.
How can we live like this, half-right?
Is our interacting so fragile
We need to make being wrong
Wrong?
Tuesday, February 26, 2019
Surfliner Epiphany
It's swallowed like a balloon of Cuba Blue.
Information free of context is mere data,
A sea of noise that makes of milky nebulae
Ejaculations of some lifeless gas.
How we want that sound to think for us,
To take our minds and hands away
To dramatized miraclities, full of virtual
Philosophies and death in 3D,
Finally meaningless like everything else.
Miracles pulled from the same black hat,
Do their act inside a separate head.
Fantasies shared are no longer fantasy,
But reality experienced as a dream
Can only stay a dream for others, a step away
From the never solid, never certain world,
Its ever-fearful dark that always beckons,
That always questions what we believe --
There are too many orphans waiting on the platform
Hoping for an open door, a kindly conductor,
To let them pass through --
From reaching fingers, not the play of
Circling flies, without a center there,
When the world before the eye
Forever makes new homes as
Doors open, winds blow, forms turn,
Families dissolve, and the friends that are
Strangers start taking pictures
Of the empty shapes.
To find I've an overhead view already
On a superhighway of ants
Who touch each other as they move
Like circuits that bring memories to
Dumb terminals that flower,
Only new worlds to lose myself again in,
As if the light withheld is to explore.
Monday, February 25, 2019
Why I Want to Cry
The man who came and went
Turns out he was a poet
Living in that place of gibberish
Intoxicated into sense
For all his strict rigmaroles
Of grammatical exactitude
In even the most rudimentary
Commercial exchange
The whole time he was
Dreaming of gogyohka
And the way that people never say
What they feel inside
A man who never said
What he was up to
Or why anyone should care
About who he really was
And really wanted to do
Inside his permanent
Impermeable suit
It was a secret place
Shared only with the few
Who would understand
The art of verse is
To go missing chasing the lost
And how I myself only found this out
When he was gone
Tuesday, February 19, 2019
A Gift of Lace at Sunset
The pear trees that didn't exist
Are now everywhere in flower.
It's like a vectored simulation
How real this city seems,
As if those darkened windows
All have people behind them
And the scurrying crowds are just code
Before they're quantum entangled at hello.
It's easy to get lost in the details,
The number of bags, say, next to the homeless man
Like I could catch some discrepancy
Simply by moving my eyes.
There's a beauty to all of this
If it's virtual:
Who'd think of that many circular windows
Or those skeleton storefront smiles?
Soon it will be the 1930s outside,
Any pretense of the real lifted like a thumb,
And we may at last admire the maker,
Who may or may not be the one we came from.
Monday, February 18, 2019
After the Rains in Canyon Park
Saturday, February 16, 2019
Above Lacuna Beach
The lights on the dark hill
Are at a rarefied remove
From the things we like,
The products we buy,
From our earthly concerns.
They almost look down
Behind their doctor curtains
On this world of joy and chaos,
Almost in control
But there is the moon
That's been chasing us all day
And has escaped up the hill,
That dominates with silence
And by being far away.
Friday, February 15, 2019
Hymns by Hölderlin: Mother Earth
Thursday, February 14, 2019
Valentine's Day Commute
And every third face lacks a something —
They're not included in the dance
And can't understand the alchemic skulduggery
Where they're deemed not to fit on this date,
As if the hearts in the air can now be seen
And they are mocking them,
The faces whose secrets are subtly betrayed,
Who shred, that army of titans, every tree on the way.
There's nothing in the sky that doesn't drop
For more than a moment
And there's always this moment of silence
Before one reaches
And after one retracts.
These autists can feel how much is sacrificed
For each victory of every heart,
As they can't understand the inevitable math
Of what 1 part plus 1 part equals.
Still, the mystery hangs like this colorless cloud.
A poet in a rain hat
Runs through his recent verses with a pen.
The characters are blue. He smiles,
As if he never had before, as if the words
He wrote are suddenly something real.
Wednesday, February 13, 2019
Some Harmless Rhetoric Before the Board
Tuesday, February 12, 2019
Implications of a Dream
The book might've been happy
If he actually had a wife
And she was Jewish instead of
Admissions-friendly Irish,
And the Joyce decoding guide
Was discovered at the same time as the text
-- So much greatness here at Harvard;
This one has scaled Matterhorns,
That one has moved them --
They don't seem as pleased to be telling me this
As I am presumed to be in hearing,
But that's why I am here, somehow,
To listen with compassion
-- 13 years of positive thoughts and
I'll be on my way, they say --
It is an education,
More than the tricks of the trade
To ladder and cheat one's escape
Through the hatch of trap-door courses.
Is there anyone here
-- A quantum entanglement theorist, say,
In some unlabeled basement crypt --
Who is free of the ennui
That blows in from the Consequence River?
People blow through here as well,
In the end, to learn how to keep
The lies they tell themselves
From being found out by others
-- The others, at least, who don't matter.
There's a room somewhere
In this yellowing air
Where a poet once sat,
Before the sky became a ceiling.
Monday, February 11, 2019
The Seeds on Post Street
Without learning what is;
We lean into the skylarks
Of the profoundly blue latitudes
When we cannot hear the questions
Of the local songbirds.
Could it be that fantasy
Is as close as we can be
To what we know,
Somewhere, is real?
The outline of the ideal seems clearer
Than what we call the actual,
For it is not beyond, but behind us,
The residue of a fractured fall;
The screams of pieces,
And the comforting voice from above
Who helps us remember
Everything is love.
Sunday, February 10, 2019
Upon Being Told at Work "I'm So Glad You're Not a Poet"
We all tell stories
But no one tries a poem
Not even poets
Saturday, February 9, 2019
Hymns by Hölderlin: “As if on holiday …”
Friday, February 8, 2019
Day in the Life of a Homeless Poem
Thursday, February 7, 2019
Elegies by Hölderlin: Homecoming
Wednesday, February 6, 2019
Elegies by Hölderlin: Homecoming (6)
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Heimkunft (6)
Engel des Hauses, kommt! in die Adern alle des Lebens,
Tuesday, February 5, 2019
Elegies by Hölderlin: Homecoming (5)
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Heimkunft (5)
Monday, February 4, 2019
Elegies by Hölderlin: Homecoming (4)
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Heimkunft (4)
Freilich wohl! das Geburtsland ists, der Boden der Heimat,
Was du suchest, es ist nahe, begegnet dir schon.
Sunday, February 3, 2019
Elegies by Hölderlin: Homecoming (3)
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