On the rolling hills of the la-la lands, you just go in
To Villa dei Papiri, a rising into Elysium, a nest
Befitting Hadrian, painstakingly imagined, of how
To live at last like a human being (Nero’s words)
Under Vesuvius, the dangerous, before the underground spoke,
To leave us one man’s fantasy, emanated from J Paul’s will,
A villa he never saw himself, as he last set foot in California 1951,
Before too much was made of his fortune.
We pulled a J Paul move
At parking he'd wanted free, our poetically correct handicap tag
Hung so we could snag some illicit car charge we walked past
The elevators he always avoided up amphitheater seats surrounded
By his silent quotes, as he would have spoken here, to no one.
He bought Doheny’s interests after his disgrace at Teapot Dome,
Never thinking that a few bribes among friends, even if
His friend’s name was Fall, would cause such a tempest.
The Feds'd forced his son to aver how the money'd been delivered
Via a partner who was his secret lover (it was whispered)
And both son and lover ended up dead by the same gun, same day,
The son who'd followed whereever the business took him,
Whose name still echoes in the wind of Dana Point and the warp
Of “Dead Man’s Curve,” “Surfin’ USA” – But the wind in California
Always changes, and J Paul, student of the way things move,
Specialized in those who fall with the wind,
How losers are always a bargain.
So it was with Doheny, in the teeth
Of his Great Depression. He must have been an easy mark,
This man accustomed to drink other's milkshakes directionally,
And J Paul in his rumpled suit, sweater out at the elbows,
Who chewed every single bite of food 33 times,
Wore his pedometer ‘til bed and missed not a thing –
He could see in a flat land strain of locomotive
There was oil under Santa Fe Springs, and how to hide it
From the ones who did the work and the ones who paid.
Why reveal what you know when you come to know everything?
“The person who,” as he said, referring to information,
“Had the most got the most.”
J Paul’s entourage is just inside,
From the 26th Egyptian dynasty, 100 years, in 2026
After taking charge of his father’s company, as if he was
Amenhotep (who looks like J Paul here himself)
And wants to remember the golden days
Too crudely reconstructed in this unrefined time
When the desert holds the flow of chambers turning
As if the force to submit was as natural as the Nile.
He’s held in a portal by the supervisor of secrets, who held codes
To restricted truth locations where the oil sometimes lived
And serpents ruled, and his particular kind of currency
Was respected,
The Third Intermediate Period, of Saite priests,
Kushite rulers, winged cats glazed by inter-galactic awe who throw
Their tongues out in surrender as a big-headed alien stands
At the door and Ptolemy looks nervous, Nakhtherheb kneels
In reverence, Hemnetjerhornebkhaset holds the portal shrine,
Eyes in pure devotion, as the priest at Mut, Controller of the
Estates tends like goats the sons of Horus: a falcon, baboon
And jackal – like J Paul’s own sons, powerful
When controlled. And there is the royal treasurer,
“Beloved sole companion to the king,” his left arm no longer there,
A tattoo of wormhole instruction embossed upon his heart
And a bird in a cage on his arm. He toughs it out, seeing what is not
As if it is, but he serves anyway, loves the truth anyway,
And two blue Ushabtis animate to perform labor for their owners
Who hold – not scythes – electric manifestation rods
That trip the light language hieroglyph fantastic
Rich with symbol, ore and reference,
Metaphysical doubling in every verb.
Wings are chiseled into the chest of Nesisut,
Keeper of the storehouse, who knows the price of everything,
Knows how to say nothing, even in his sarcophagus,
For Re takes him too across the sky as morning Khepri,
The procession of the dead, of the walking to the light,
Each one holding an ankh – at the end of the line,
The magician doubles as serpent high priest
Who manifests instantly.
So it is in every reimagined room,
Where a vast emporium of lives has materialized
From past incarnations, imagination, thin air,
As from a wand not unlike the one that divines oil.
It clears the way for one last hero’s victory lap
Just as a gray gentleman in pastel colors walks by
Eyes charged with the idea that he too is J Paul
And this is his perfect fountain, the one all others are based on,
White-eyed muses catching what the winds bring,
Their black bodies shadows on the water, giver of life
That flows everywhere the ear can hear,
Ripples like the dragon scales of reality as it bends.
Busts of poets surround the horti’s geometrical shrubs,
Gardens of cat thyme and sorrell, lamb’s ear, burgundy plum –
Such are the cultivations of a Roman – er, Draconian
And his fountain, the richest motherfucker in the crib.
One can practically taste the Tivoli marble
Extracted from the purest veins, lines like fine calligraphy
Engraving histories no one has seen.
Apollo with his hollow eyes,
Unthreateningly naked, smiling, Endymion blessed with the love
Of sister moon, Young Bacchus prospecting such truth in concoction
His whole worldview turned. All the faces stored in stone
Are some liege of mind to J Paul, some mode of feeling his way
Through, just like Jupiter in the center of the room,
Vibing the truth so that he won't have to
Give orders.
There’s Commodus, infamous for his cruelty,
Impassive with a boa’s gaze, Salus the physician
With a snake and an egg, then a murder of soldiers
Attuned to the right move to take, their best weapon their eyes
Guarding a line of philosophers holding not speaking
What they have realized: Epicurus trying to free himself from fear,
Demosthenes expressing the inexpressible curse of knowing
How everything works but never why.
Caligula looks like a decent chap,
Almost a frat boy in here, out to avenge his many unhealed wounds
Amid J Paul’s exquisite visions of heaven, the “Griffin warrior” pulled
From underground, a DNA hybrid, half-eagle, half-lion, the blank-slate
Messiah who the Minoans gathered like the Magi around, a human
In divine form, and vice-versa.
But the lion always attacks the do-good
Griffin, the bad half always vies for supremacy. Force needs to
Overcome acuity, as when J Paul tried to be his own
Divine feminine twin, when he liked to play himself at chess.
But no matter how longingly he looked, from his mosquito-scarred coasts
At the sublime left behind, no matter what portal he spied
In the beehives, what gold foil, blue glass jewelry, ibis lyre,
He could not help but reach the shore an argonaut – Pelagic octopi,
Who made it his business to be everywhere, to choke off supply,
Convince himself if he only knew each run the guns would take
He could meet every army with the force of his no,
Which could see and yet resist, for kept men don't know
Themselves enough to see ahead. As with columns
So with military men – precision-measured expenditures
Will subdue any stone, and history will remember you,
Surveyor of all you control, on griffin-drawn chariot,
A freak of nature with a terrifying shriek
Who swoops down in a way impossible to stop,
Who thinks that by knowing, the heart will be humbled
But it’s always hurt, and money once used for fuel
Is always repurposed as poison, to envenomate
Any relation not built on unyielding
Obedience.
“I would give all my millions for lasting marital success” …
But he wasn't liquid enough to save Timmy, his 12-year-old son
From a mind tumor (whose funeral he didn’t as was his custom attend)
Or his grandson Paul, famously, with ear Van Gogh’d
In brandied tourniquet to prove he wasn’t like his son
Who did heroin in Morocco with the Rolling Stones
While his mistress OD’ed, or his other son, his “Vice President
Of Failure” who took his life at 43, or his other, favored son
Who had a secret second family …
Ah the irony,
These children would inherit J Paul’s father’s wealth
Because old George kept it from him, to teach his son
That lesson people born with everything never learn.
It went to his mom, but he could never separate
His business affairs from her as he would have liked.
When someone called him out for trading her a dry well
For access in the Kettleman Dome she only smiled,
Replied “isn’t he smart?”
She’s Agrippina the Younger,
Looking viperous as ever, her minions with snakes for curls
Like the roaring twenties girls he broke to break his heart.
And there’s Nemesis, the goddess of retribution, foot
Comfortably on the male head, who gazes almost lovingly
With the other women in stone who look on adoringly
No matter what you say or do.
And they are all Faustina the Elder,
With medusa-snake hair, the mother wound softly resigned,
Staring down the room with ambivalence and scorn.
She’s goddess Minerva strategizing with pursed mouth
And Flavian curls her next move, then the emperor’s wife,
Unrepentant with snake bracelets, then the head
Of Antonia Minor holding the sadness of feminine victory,
Cups in forms of heads, women as goddesses, goddesses as women,
Women with cupids as if to conjure from stone the eternal elixir.
And his signature piece, Crouching Venus,
The one he worked hardest to pinch – he had the head reset
When convinced the placement was correct.
Forever in search, it seems
Of the muse that doesn’t blink, that sees through grief,
Finds the lost, holds the answer, knows things as they are.
A sarcophagus of muses carried you through –
They knew the music you had within you
And remembered the dreams you once really wanted –
Until your will got in the way.
The will of a boy, whose best mosaics came from public baths,
Who favored the Satyr always innocent, its smirk of being served,
Allowed to love.
He had lovers on an oil jar with a Scorpion lamp,
Wine cups of couples fucking, women drinking games of chance,
Mixing vessels appointed with the Gods that humans seduced:
Bacchus and Ariadne, Adonis and Aphrodite,
Silenius riding a wineskin at the Symposium
Where men can agree on women and the talk is no longer
Of Theseus slaying the Minotaur, Herakles wrestling lions.
He loved his comic figures,
Sought the Fool he never had: dwarf boxer, snake-legged giant.
And he loved the daily magic of flasks, one
For every hetaera, each prettier than the last,
Perfume vials that pulsed with lust, amulets of power
Charged with a manifester’s wand, of glass fine as it was marred,
Faded for peak redolence.
He never lived with these pearls.
He reserved them for us, to reveal who he was,
Beneath the veneer no one saw through.
Whatever kingdom this was in his mind,
Whatever past lives made him self-medicate karma,
He left himself the collector’s task to reconstruct
From what was flung ritualistically to be broken
What he could never bring to the surface from underground:
Etruscan portraits in the manner of the Egyptians,
Odysseus in Hades, the wool merchant's funeral barge,
A pair of peacocks and crocodile genii of the hippopotamus God,
Bulls and insects on the pottery, beehives and seashells,
Statuette of a begging Lar tondo always hung in patrician homes,
Appliques in the form of the stars, Bactrian treasures of jaspar,
Goat’s head buckles, priest with bird, a Cycladean harp player
With that head that tells us we don’t have all the answers, even now.
J Paul retained the Methodist virtue
Of being all alone in the world, answerable to no one,
No matter how compelled they made it seem, the Cosa Nostra
Who snatched his grandson had no more stranglehold
Than Rockefeller finally cartel-chiseled, who conspired
To keep John Bull and Uncle Sam apart in the neutral zone,
But that was just the kind of prison J Paul walked right through,
To pay, with other people’s money, for the precision of Fortuna to
Bless and curse him, may he learn to be worthy.
Of course there was
A payphone, by the restroom, a magnificent Roman bath.
He reveled in the tales of his miserliness, it saved him the trouble
Of having to ask. He claimed to have read every letter
Addressed to the richest man in the world
Claiming coin in the name of Pathos, that higher vapour
Sir J Paul quaffed, and their victimization was his vindication
Because everyone made their choice.
He made his too, of course,
To not give in to the apple of temptation, the curse of compassion.
He iconoclastically laundered his own shirts to save soap money
For silk brocades, bergeres, Boucher’s most celestial tapestries.
When it came to business he believed, like the Japanese,
It was so unclean one had to reuse envelopes and paper
Yet he collected every issued Roman coin, from
Mother Earth reclining to Constantine as Janus,
Fished from the cisterns and seas with the relish
Of a youthful numismatist, as if he had finally found
Tender that would hold its worth forever.
Out across the peristyle lies the great Pacific ocean,
Above a red white and blue Malibu bus, the canyon’s blackened palms.
A drunken Satyr lounges at the end of the long pool
As Platonic solids in marble play chess with themselves
And Mercury faces the sea.
Paul, of course, lived near here,
Down the Mermaid beach of the Palisades above the Santa Monica
Wheel of Fortune pier. He had sent through channels instruction
On sex with a quadriplegic, but only gave her a cheap agate coaster
For all the healing she’d performed. She broke it heartbroken
Onto the floor, because everyone is a greater victim
And chooses how to respond.
Gail Getty came to her
Dressed like a homeless person and still held a firm
Maternal force field over her alone, always desperate
Son, who by any objective measure had already gone
To the birds. Why was Hollywood his halfway home
To recover from the sacrifice at Babylon, the notorious thing,
Such an object lesson in how love is not here?
Only under Vesuvius
Were great Roman paintings unearthed, an isolated current
Of a river not taken, that lives on deformed and little known,
Imbuing like J Paul the emotion of absence into the obelisks
In empty, mostly unobtrusive space,
Exquisitely ordered as ornament and nothing else,
The barest minimal of vertex and plane to make peace
And still be liminal, harmonious with no true angle,
No lines symmetrical, no mark unintentional, milked of color
With beeswax, sap and dye until the richness of paint gleams pure
To express how it feels to be here, how power is
Powerlessness, the strength to endure, emotions alive
With awareness and nothing more.
The Getty's lived up in the end
To the Gettysburg name, addressing, their next generations,
The lost, giving the grieving strength,
As the oil of J Paul's donation still greases cultured palms
That may itch for an extra second at that relief of grief, for a boy
Taken tragically so that he – we – can console ourselves.
Olive trees are still for sale, to collectors.
