Wednesday, February 10, 2021

The Water Rats

The river from a distance is blue.
Sloops skirr, caps glow, the force of life moves
The cargo of what’s new, from Andalusia
And Vanuatu, some lavender from Bulgaria,
Mongol overtone song, Malagassy kilalaky,
Osmanthus flower jelly with wolfberries,
Ambergris, cinnabar, kalimbas, white tigers,
Cities of painted opinions, lists of theorists
Who cannot be proven wrong, first-edition
Books in indecipherable tongues.

There’s a constant whirr of water, somewhere,
A long-rumored ancient river. Our home, however,
Is in the desert, where rocks breathe, clouds paint,
Grass tells stories with rhythms inexplicable,
Where washes imply oceans, peaks break into flight,
Lizards are the Jesus’s of cool
And birds give every chakral hue a guru.
Today there appeared another puddle
Subtly snaked along the foundation rim,
Shedding its unwelcome sheen like a second skin,

For it ruins what would stand on its own,
To infest with its mold, the mud consensus
Grainy coat of waste, the half-digested
Pulp, composed out of darkness, slippery,
Fetid and fungal, laced with children’s blood,
Pharmaceuticals, occulted playing cards,
Worn out rhetoric and tires, rotted coagulate.
It’s work for the rats, to break down, shit on,
Take what will never be missed, the distant
Insinuation that nothing survives.

On the mesas, with high-pressure clouds
And its desiccate vistas of weeds
For as far as you can see, the colors
Are faded, the noises dimmed, the cactus
And mesquite cruel substitutes for green.
Yet we live here, without hearing you,
Fearing what we may say to your river.
May you ride, may you ride, in your dark, doomed dream,
Never needing to know what we’ve learned,
What awaits down-river, what is already here.