Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Lines for the Lion's Gate

The bee has found
          the weed
so the codes seed
     minds
thoughts seize
forms
that live beyond
     their conceiving
there’s enough of a touch
     that memory is
           freedom
     it must be
captured as if
           for the first time
the circle turns
     when seen
the wheel cleaned
     for the clay
     and set
always for
     its seeming:
the passion of birth
the sadness of leaving
makes everything
     in between
accrue meaning

The repeatings seem
     in pulsings of time
unique becomings
that beckon the spiral
          to climb
past what is known
     what is everything
the familiar strangely
     seen
with always more waiting
     in how we respond
our new ways to see
            and feel 
            and say
            and deal
that is the force
that grows continually
what is real
     follows
the dreaming
in an inevitable
     course

For the sense is contained
     by the voice
           within
of what appears to be
     on some other side
when recognized
     as a choice
somehow hidden
     to learn what you
     already know
            again
there’s always a first time
     for stars to align
and for the brightness of all things
     to shine
as if destitute
in the blacknesses
      of space
to privately occupy
      its place
these islands we
             reach
the untangled facts
      the forbidden maybe 
what we long ago
      refused to see
the swirling of our being
in the ravages of sleep
            instead
the sprouts appear
     one at a time
     or maybe more
depending on the
            feeling
     needed

Noises are all around
     we call them
what we know of God
      a junkie on the nod
who stares at peeling
      ceilings while
the ants play deadly games
as if no change
      was ever needed
and the pain was for
      the best
what seems 
      a gross injustice
to the proctors
      of the test
who find no
              mediation
save the conscience
      and its foe
their path is torn in fire 
      from weary eyes
as if to somewhere
the strings to what is not
      cut
the urge that prods us on
      unknown
as the home we
      hammered 
             burns
and eyes so filled
with smoke and light
we don’t know how
we wounded them
     yet we’d do it
     all again
to lose the thing
     that wasn’t the lord
everything we touched
that turned
     to gold
it becomes a running from
     this perverse form
     of faith
these hopes that what
impels us
will be
     explained
justified even
     as right
though we never
     had our doubts
even as the city
                   darkens
                   far behind

The light neither
      beyond nor ahead
      stays with us
as if we’ve
reached
      the end
even as the return diminishes
      extends
away from our wishing
      to transcend
the blunt mechanics
      of our actions
the clear and present malice
      in our minds
to love what won’t
      stand still
to grab what won't
      take hold
perceive what can’t
      be seen and
think what can’t be known
      is what’s important
our discontent is as
     feverish 
as our dreams
but do we need
     redemption
when we’ve left the shore
     behind
when the foghorn of
     another world
     starts calling?
The space between
keeps widening
until it seems
     the oceans
are as limiting
as the pavement sheen 
     around the island's edge

The particular’s allowed
to run in a sea
     of particulars
all espousing the
     general order
by denying it
             all enslaved
in bitter motions
to survive on
     theft of blood
while the larger world
stays peaceful
            underwhelmed
the wind billows
     how death is
            overcome
in each fresh
     moment
judgments form
and lapse without
      a witness ever
            leaving
just the changing
hues of shoes
     as sunlight
            moves

The light can only reach
     so far
     inside
before the pit of
     what is not
can no longer be
     by transmuting fantasy
     applied
and we are left a bundle
     of handles
and buttons that don’t lead
     to actions
the blackness of seeing
     with blackness
fathoms pulling
             down
with every independent
shadow playing away
from the central sound
which is silence
     all around
something’s missing
from the invitation
     the RSVP is
     too implied
the need for others
supersedes their
     reality
for when we are
     lost
     in ourselves
we are only thinking
     of others
how there’s no other
     self than
     what is seen
            in them
as hollow and as pale
as the motion picture flickers
     that stay inside of us
long after the people
have peeled away
and left you still
     not alone
the thing that you
     must never say
that you are not alone
     (are you insane?)
all the voices somehow
     realer 
than the words that people
     borrow
that just refuse to mean
    when clarity is not
              what’s needed
    when inside your
              separate brain
intention is known
              actions are clear
all things that
     one can never see
inside the eyes of
     others
whether you are
              right or
              true or
              sincere
the mystery of you
     hangs like a sheer
              and blows like a ghost
through the iridescent
     film
of what appears

It is this that
     resists the light
there is no illuminable thing
just currents
     flying free
like lightning chaos
     in the hold of
     central sky
there’s nothing but the feeling
     in the moment
nothing else
     can satisfy
and all the flows
     go into that
like lines of silence
     move
to destinations
it all flows through
     open gates
there are no walls
              to obtrude
only the illusion you
     connect
to what you’re
     not
your sight is
     so conversant
you thought your life
     was otherwise
than the plying
     of dimensions
like equations
                on a mind
     experience to solve
     solutions to experience
     ambiguity to salve
in endless strands
of phenomenological
     popcorn
for as long
as the movie
     spins
so what you create
     never ends
                or begins

It merely holds
     for the picture
of what you used to be
by what you are not now
what you've gleaned
     of infinity
                or of the bee
a way of seeing
     what
in being retrieved
cannot exist
     completely
the sky pours
     its quickening
to feed what sense 
     that you possess
to find and name
                what once was
                part of you
not to reclaim
     or make
     anew
but gauge your mind
     as it runs along
     the grooves
the spirit catches
    on the nuance
    hooks
for that is what
remains intact
                the witness
called back
     to gather
what will be kept
in holy permanence
     the final report
of a journey
     blind
                 through light
     the way you learned
to know yourself
in something else:
     the mind of everything
     the heart the king

Tuesday, August 7, 2018

Some Timothy for Monsieur Lapin

The terror of love is that it makes you not want
         to exist.
When water is flowing, what need for a throat
         to receive?

But it is only those without such swords
         who'll speak such words.
The others have drifted off
          into oblivion.

There's hope someday they'll reach a shore, or rather,
         that they won't.

Monday, August 6, 2018

Odes by Hölderlin: The Blind Singer

"He shed a half-hearted mockery of Mars" – Sophocles

Where are you, youthfulness? That always wakes
     Me in the hour of morning, where are you, light?
          My heart is awake, but night holds me 
               Always in holy, banishing magic.

Otherwise I’d listen for the twilight, otherwise I’d
     Wait for you on the hill, and never for free!
          You never deceived me, sweet holy
               Envoys of the skies, for always you came,

Came bearing blessings down the usual path,
     Won’t you come now, beautiful? Where are you, light?
          My heart’s awake again, though banished,
               And the infinite night always hinders.

My trellises would otherwise be green; and
     The flowers would illuminate me, like my
          Own bright eyes; my face not far away
               Would be incandescent, lit from above

And around the woods I would see the wings of
     Heaven wander the sky, as when I was young;
          Now I sit here silent and alone,
               For hours upon hours, and shapings

From love and grief of the brighter days create
     For my own pleasure now a thought, and there I
          Listen in the distance, whether or
               Not some friendlier savior comes my way.

It’s then I often hear the thunderer’s voice
     At noon, when he brazenly comes near, when the
          House shakes and the earth pounds from under
               The ground and the mountain reverberates.

I hear the rescuer in the night, I hear
     Him kill, the deliverer, restoring him,
          The thunderer, from sundown to the
               Dawn, and he follows along with his sound,

You my strings, follow him! It lives within him,
     My song, as the source follows the stream, and I
          Must too, wherever he remembers,
               Follow the mad road to the sure result.

To where? Where to? I hear you here, there and there,
     Magnificent one! Around the earth it sounds.
          Where do you end? And what, what is there
               Over the clouds and oh what will I be?

Day! Day! Above the plummeting clouds! Welcome
     My being! For my eyes will flower for you.
          Oh light of youth! O luck! What is old
               Returns anew! The spiritual flows down,

To the golden fountain of your holy cup!
     And to you, green soil, peaceful cradle! And you,
          House of my fathers! And the dear ones,
               The ones I once stumbled on, O come close,

O come, all of you, for yours, yours is delight,
     For you are the ones whom the sighted consecrate!
          O take, so I may endure, this my
               Life, all the godlike away from my heart.

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Der blinde Sänger

Ελυσεν αινον αχος απ᾽ ομματων Αρης
Sophokles

Wo bist du, Jugendliches! das immer mich
     Zur Stunde weckt des Morgens, wo bist du, Licht!
          Das Herz ist wach, doch bannt und hält in
               Heiligem Zauber die Nacht mich immer.

Sonst lauscht ich um die Dämmerung gern, sonst harrt
     Ich gerne dein am Hügel, und nie umsonst!
          Nie täuschten mich, du Holdes, deine
               Boten, die Lüfte, denn immer kamst du,

Kamst allbeseligend den gewohnten Pfad
     Herein in deiner Schöne, wo bist du, Licht!
          Das Herz ist wieder wach, doch bannt und
               Hemmt die unendliche Nacht mich immer.

Mir grünten sonst die Lauben; es leuchteten
     Die Blumen, wie die eigenen Augen, mir;
          Nicht ferne war das Angesicht der
               Meinen und leuchtete mir und droben

Und um die Wälder sah ich die Fittige
     Des Himmels wandern, da ich ein Jüngling war;
          Nun sitz ich still allein, von einer
               Stunde zur anderen, und Gestalten

Aus Lieb und Leid der helleren Tage schafft
     Zur eignen Freude nun mein Gedanke sich,
          Und ferne lausch ich hin, ob nicht ein
               Freundlicher Retter vielleicht mir komme.

Dann hör ich oft die Stimme des Donnerers
     Am Mittag, wenn der eherne nahe kommt,
          Wenn ihm das Haus bebt und der Boden
               Unter ihm dröhnt und der Berg es nachhallt.

Den Retter hör ich dann in der Nacht, ich hör
     Ihn tötend, den Befreier, belebend ihn,
          Den Donnerer vom Untergang zum
               Orient eilen und ihm nach tönt ihr,

Ihm nach, ihr meine Saiten! es lebt mit ihm
     Mein Lied und wie die Quelle dem Strome folgt,
          Wohin er denkt, so muß ich fort und
               Folge dem Sicheren auf der Irrbahn.

Wohin? wohin? ich höre dich da und dort,
     Du Herrlicher! und rings um die Erde tönts.
          Wo endest du? und was, was ist es
               Über den Wolken und o wie wird mir?

Tag! Tag! du über stürzenden Wolken! sei
     Willkommen mir! es blühet mein Auge dir.
          O Jugendlicht! o Glück! das alte
               Wieder! doch geistiger rinnst du nieder,

Du goldner Quell aus heiligem Kelch! und du,
     Du grüner Boden, friedliche Wieg! und du,
          Haus meiner Väter! und ihr Lieben,
               Die mir begegneten einst, o nahet,

O kommt, daß euer, euer die Freude sei,
     Ihr alle, daß euch segne der Sehende!
          O nimmt, daß ichs ertrage, mir das
               Leben, das Göttliche mir vom Herzen.

Sunday, August 5, 2018

The Whale and the Moon

The kind of moon
               that grows sharp over time
As it glows in far-away caves
               where the water can be heard
Like the breathing of the lover
  in your bed.

It was richer, we thought,
               for the darkest of wine
               and blackest of chocolate,
               the thickest of wrapped animal fats,
But any words said were deflections
               because there was nothing we could say
And are written like the last recovered hieroglyph
               from the first recorded melody in stone.

Gestures that are frozen,
               of hands and mouths and loins,
Go on in a loop of never-
   appeased desire.
The lanterns by the pool, the path
               from one room to the next,
The touch and smell of cushions
   and then sheets
Are retrievable like an outdated theory, by feel
               down this blind hallway
               to those full shelves.

How I got there
               and where I went
Were part of the long, slow story of my life
               that unfolds across my half-
               unconscious gaze –
If I’m to be asleep
               it’s better to dream

Where the memory is like the wind
               tossing my soul like a flower
To gently rock in place
               in the shape of what is lost
As if the never-buried won’t be
               entombed with me after all,
And the never-allowed to come to life
               will continue to leap
               into other people’s synapse sparks.

We don’t yet recognize
               the voice of love.
We judge it like we stupidly judge the devil
               as it slips through any guise:
Is it he, or her, or that, or there, or when?
               We ask of the familiar sound
That always answers our questions
               by darkening the lights
               and turning whispers into silence.

Saturday, August 4, 2018

Ojai at 100 Degrees

With the other slash and burn city slickers
We went to see the sulphur sommelier,

The one who captures forbidden notes
From adjustments in the hot spring pipes

Of scents once inconceivable to quaff
To our rotten egg ancestors:

Root beer float, mulled Manhattan,
Cinnabar marmalade, orange grove at sunset,

The real sticky icky, because that’s how many
Toxins we carried through Oxnard and need to cleanse,

But when we got there, at the golden hour no less,
He was booked, it turned out, for months on end,

So we had to be content with picking white sage
At sunset, high up on a hillside crisp with flax,

Like we were someone else’s memories, and hadn’t
Seen the sommelier’s kind face and slower hands.

We were left with a mountain that eclipsed what we knew,
But it too came with a bouquet, bearing duende

At the rusted motor homes thrown past ends of streets
On Eucalyptus Ranch, where the horses have gone crazy

And the only people left who know what to do
Wait for the moon, so they might dance with a doom

That someone said would finally come through their old
Movie rooms like softer chairs. They were lost in the wars,

Victims of the paradise of fake names, their yellow homes
And front yard stones couldn’t counter the choking

Feyness, of internecine nagging and mansplaining.
The curtains still are drawn late afternoon,

For when it comes it’s over. No forgiveness or explaining.
Here’s hoping for that long and dusty trail on up the hill

Where wild animals and the end of the sky can still
Be seen – but not too clearly.

Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Pieces of China

I like her lies even more than I like mine,
For hers very well could be true.

It's perilous to steer a mutually-exclusive reality
With merely the rudder of my own,

But at the pink moment the hero learns why
He journeyed this far, past the utility of breathing,

For now he knows how to mourn
The kind fools who came before him

Who thought there was something to be gained
Beyond the gift of getting nothing.

The river leads whatever life I need to live —
How tragic that I needed her to show me.

Tuesday, July 31, 2018

Back of a Postcard

The dysfunctional California family on the beach,
Their only witness a robotic lifeguard,
They dredge crabs because they can into a yellow pan all day
As children leap transparent in the spray.

They've become a part of the sun and sand,
Leaving not much behind for an examinable life
But blue beach cruising with the etiquette of chill.
The sea has bleached the color from their soul.

At some point the water turns white,
The gulls return in synchronized flight
And the sun makes the beach full of shadows ...

Migrant children have joined them now
Doing the job the seagulls wouldn't.

Monday, July 30, 2018

Odes by Hölderlin: Voice of the People

[Second version]

You are God's voice, without that I would believe
Youth is holier; yes, and still I say it!
To be careless of all our wisdom
The rivers still murmur and rush, and yet,

Who does not love her? She moves me to the heart,
In the distance I hear the disappearing,
But my road’s not full of foreboding,
Though sure enough it hurries to the sea.

The wish for the Gods was fulfilled, the entire
Recipe, in forgetful oblivion
Gladly embraced; what is mortal when
Open eyes wandered once on their own course?

That’s the shortest path back to the all; thus fall
The waters of the stream down, he seeks repose,
It ruptures, pulls against his will, from
Cliff to cliff, the rudder of destiny,

The wonderful yearning for the bottomless
Gulf; the unbound teases and people are seized
As well by the desire for death and
Cities boldly, after they gave their best,

Carry on the work from year to year, they have
Sounded the holy depths; the earth remains green
And silence lies in front of the stars,
As does the prayer, thrown across the sand,

Vanquished by choice the one here reaches for art
Before the inimitable there; Man’s work,
Himself, is broken with his own hand,
In honor of the high one, the artist.

But he is not thought less of by the people,
Who will love again, as they were loved before,
And will continue to impede man's
Path, when reaching for the light he is glad.

And not just the children of the eagle, thrown
By the father from the nest, so they will not
Stay too long with him, we also force out
The impeccable thorn of the sovereign.

For those, who have gone off into the silence,
And fallen ahead of time, they too, even
Those sacrificed, like the first of the
Fruits of the harvest, they have found a part.

On Xanthos, in the time of the Greeks, lay a
City, where, for the greater ones currently
Resting there, it was their destiny
To overcome the holy light of day.

But they came to die, not in the open of
Battle, but by their own hand. It’s terrible,
What happened there, the miraculous
Legend that came to us from the East tells.

The kindness of Brutus tormented them. For
When he ran out of fire, he offered himself
To help them, while he, at the same time,
As a general, stood in siege at the gates.

But the servants threw what he sent them from the
Walls. And as the fire grew ever livelier,
They rejoiced cackling among themselves
And even stretched out their hands to Brutus.

And all were beside themselves. Jubilant cheers
Arose amid their cries. Men and women threw
Themselves into the flames, as boys crashed
Through the roof and into their fathers swords.

It’s not advisable to defy heroes.
But long ago it was prepared. The fathers
Too, as once they were taken, and as
The Persian army violently pressed,

Incited, seizing the reed in the torrent,
That they would find the open, the city. House
And temple taken, but people flew
Away from the flame for holy Aether.

That is what the children heard, and the legends
Probably are good, since a memory is
The highest thing to them, the only
Thing we have to interpret the holy.

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Stimme des Volks
[Zweite Fassung]

Du seiest Gottes Stimme, so glaubt ich sonst
In heilger Jugend; ja, und ich sag es noch!
Um unsre Weisheit unbekümmert
Rauschen die Ströme doch auch, und dennoch,

Wer liebt sie nicht? und immer bewegen sie
Das Herz mir, hör ich ferne die Schwindenden,
Die Ahnungsvollen meine Bahn nicht,
Aber gewisser ins Meer hin eilen.

Denn selbstvergessen, allzubereit, den Wunsch
Der Götter zu erfüllen, ergreift zu gern,
Was sterblich ist, wenn offnen Augs auf
Eigenen Pfaden es einmal wandelt,

Ins All zurück die kürzeste Bahn; so stürzt
Der Strom hinab, er suchet die Ruh, es reißt,
Es ziehet wider Willen ihn, von
Klippe zu Klippe, den Steuerlosen,

Das wunderbare Sehnen dem Abgrund zu;
Das Ungebundne reizet und Völker auch
Ergreift die Todeslust und kühne
Städte, nachdem sie versucht das Beste,

Von Jahr zu Jahr forttreibend das Werk, sie hat
Ein heilig Ende troffen; die Erde grünt
Und stille vor den Sternen liegt, den
Betenden gleich, in den Sand geworfen,

Freiwillig überwunden die lange Kunst
Vor jenen Unnachahmbaren da; er selbst,
Der Mensch, mit eigner Hand zerbrach, die
Hohen zu ehren, sein Werk, der Künstler.

Doch minder nicht sind jene den Menschen hold,
Sie lieben wieder, so wie geliebt sie sind,
Und hemmen öfters, daß er lang im
Lichte sich freue, die Bahn des Menschen.

Und, nicht des Adlers Jungen allein, sie wirft
Der Vater aus dem Neste, damit sie nicht
Zu lang ihm bleiben, uns auch treibt mit
Richtigem Stachel hinaus der Herrscher.

Wohl jenen, die zur Ruhe gegangen sind,
Und vor der Zeit gefallen, auch die, auch die
Geopfert, gleich den Erstlingen der
Ernte, sie haben ein Teil gefunden.

Am Xanthos lag, in griechischer Zeit, die Stadt,
Jetzt aber, gleich den größeren, die dort ruhn,
Ist durch ein Schicksal sie dem heilgen
Lichte des Tages hinweggekommen.

Sie kamen aber, nicht in der offnen Schlacht,
Durch eigne Hand um. Fürchterlich ist davon,
Was dort geschehn, die wunderbare
Sage von Osten zu uns gelanget.

Es reizte sie die Güte von Brutus. Denn
Als Feuer ausgegangen, so bot er sich,
Zu helfen ihnen, ob er gleich, als Feldherr,
Stand in Belagerung vor den Toren.

Doch von den Mauern warfen die Diener sie,
Die er gesandt. Lebendiger ward darauf
Das Feuer und sie freuten sich und ihnen
Strecket' entgegen die Hände Brutus

Und alle waren außer sich selbst. Geschrei
Entstand und Jauchzen. Drauf in die Flamme warf
Sich Mann und Weib, von Knaben stürzt' auch
Der von dem Dach, in der Väter Schwert der.

Nicht rätlich ist es, Helden zu trotzen. Längst
Wars aber vorbereitet. Die Väter auch,
Da sie ergriffen waren, einst, und
Heftig die persischen Feinde drängten,

Entzündeten, ergreifend des Stromes Rohr,
Daß sie das Freie fänden, die Stadt. Und Haus
Und Tempel nahm, zum heilgen Aether
Fliegend, und Menschen hinweg die Flamme.

So hatten es die Kinder gehört, und wohl
Sind gut die Sagen, denn ein Gedächtnis sind
Dem Höchsten sie, doch auch bedarf es
Eines, die heiligen auszulegen.

Sunday, July 29, 2018

A Memory of Visiting My Grandma

The Emmett Kelly Room at the Comedy School
Teaches the kind of homelessness where you
No longer see your own reflection in the diner,

And teaches the kind of sadness where even
A banana peel is tragic, where there’s no
Pretending to be happy, or anything at all
But what drops out at that moment
When the one you thought had befriended you
Admits he's uncomfortable hanging in that space
Where all your hopes lie undivided.

He needs something more than you can give
Not to break out of character,
In order to torment the doomed.

He still teaches, although not seen anymore
Except in this one velour oil behind velvet ropes
Like the paint-a-clown art school test,
The perfect model, remembered only by the French.

You come to him with truth
And he shows you all the people you have hurt.

Saturday, July 28, 2018

Blood Moon Denoument

The final hue of lavender on a wind-messed day,
Families on the way out down the long pink shadows
From where they floated in smiles through ocean ruffles,
The surface pearl perhaps embodying what they feel.

The ball drops from a cloud like phosphorescent Jupiter
As the misty docks display their night-time lights.
The anger has been in the air all day, just ready to be held
But the foam rolls in so sweet and warm, and the fire

As it dissolves tells nothing of the way things went.
The madness seems so ordinary, the unreasonable requests
That were impossible to ignore, the judgments, the shaming,
Seem colorings from another realm on the surrendering shore.

What now is only glistening cools in the arriving collapse
Of all that once was righteous and refused to change its course.
How easy everything moved out of its willful way
Despite whatever ridicule came with the flailing.

How natural it seems in a light that begins its dimming
As birds and children extricate themselves from having to see
What consciousness insists are higher, wiser thoughts,
These perverse insistences that gravity means nothing.

Friday, July 27, 2018

Stevens Textplication #44: To the One of Fictive Music

“Sister and mother and diviner love,” this poem from 1922 begins. One cannot help but think of the then-recent deaths of Stevens’ mother (often referred to indirectly in his poems to this date) and his beloved sister Kate as the impetus for this uncharacteristically elegiac reflection on poetic inspiration. They are in fact, as we will see, the addressee’s, and are shown to be, in more direct terms than Stevens otherwise uses, the reason he writes poetry. Here’s the poem:

Sister and mother and diviner love,
And of the sisterhood of the living dead
Most near, most clear, and of the clearest bloom,
And of the fragrant mothers the most dear
And queen, and of diviner love the day
And flame and summer and sweet fire, no thread
Of cloudy silver sprinkles in your gown
Its venom of renown, and on your head
No crown is simpler than the simple hair.

Now, of the music summoned by the birth
That separates us from the wind and sea,
Yet leaves us in them, until earth becomes,
By being so much of the things we are,
Gross effigy and simulacrum, none
Gives motion to perfection more serene
Than yours, out of our own imperfections wrought,
Most rare, or ever of more kindred air
In the laborious weaving that you wear.

For so retentive of themselves are men
That music is intensest which proclaims
The near, the clear, and vaunts the clearest bloom,
And of all the vigils musing the obscure,
That apprehends the most which sees and names,
As in your name, an image that is sure,
Among the arrant spices of the sun,
O bough and bush and scented vine, in whom
We give ourselves our likest issuance.

Yet not too like, yet not so like to be
Too near, too clear, saving a little to endow
Our feigning with the strange unlike, whence springs
The difference that heavenly pity brings.
For this, musician, in your girdle fixed
Bear other perfumes. On your pale head wear
A band entwining, set with fatal stones.
Unreal, give back to us what once you gave:
The imagination that we spurned and crave.
  
It’s hard not to read the first stanza as a direct and even perhaps mawkish address to his literal mother. Who else of “fragrant mothers” would be “most dear / and queen”? Who else (with the inclusion of his sister) would be “most clear, most dear” of “the sisterhood of the living dead”? They live inside him, even though they are dead – this is not a difficult concept. That his imagination is colored by his loving memory of them is also pretty straightforward – perhaps so much so it seems beneath Stevens to be so easy to follow.

Yet to hear many critics tell of it, the identity of the goddess muse figure this poem is dedicated to is akin to that of the mysterious “dark lady” of the Shake-spear sonnets, completely opaque. Stevens himself may have contributed to this, with these characteristically reticent responses when his publisher asked him in 1935 the seemingly simple question: “who is the sisterhood of the living dead?”

It is a muse: all of the muses are of that sisterhood. But then, I cannot say, at this distance of time, that I specifically meant the muses; this is just an explanation. (Letter 297)

Nothing in this “explanation,” of course, detracts from the above. In true lawyer’s fashion, he withholds the actual identity of the muse, while pontificating mightily about whether the muses were part of the much more poetically vague sisterhood.

He apparently thought better of that explanation, writing back one day later:

The purpose of writing to you this morning is that, as I copied the [poem] last night, I felt that the figures in the sisterhood had never been any clearer in my mind than they are in the poem … No muses exist for me. The One of Fictive Music is one of the sisterhood; who the others are I don’t know, except to say that they are figures of that sort. I felt as though I should have to say this to you in order to enjoy Thanksgiving properly (Letter 298)

Copying (by hand) a 12-year old poem already published twice in book form almost immediately after being asked about it? Not being able to enjoy Thanksgiving properly without providing an even vaguer response? Clearly something in this exchange, as they say today, triggered Stevens. Understand that the poems he was writing in 1935 were ALL about how “no muses exist for me.” The easy identification with art, the imagination, knowledge, other people and poetic tradition on display in his first book Harmonium had, after seven years of silence, turned into profound doubt about whether a world external to his imagination existed at all. Thus when he says “the figures in the sisterhood had never been any clearer in my mind than they are in the poem,” it is not as simple as “I had a vague idea but nothing more.” The mother, the sister, the muse, none of them can be said to exist outside the boundary of his imagination. The poem, as a product of the imagination, expresses who they are most clearly. He had, in fact, reached a similar conclusion as early as 1928, when in another letter he said the point of the poem was that “the imaginative world was the real world” (Letter 252). In other words, the grief and reflection that had motivated the composition of the poem had been transmuted over time into an understanding that, again as they say today, “it was all me.”

Actually, the progression from identifiable figure to imaginative construct (who is both the creator of fictive music and fictive herself) is in the original poem (one of the last composed for the original edition of Harmonium).  Ironically for a tribute to females, Stevens relies heavily on the diction and style of his two go-to male poetic role models, De Vere and Shelley, neither of whom were strangers to addressing the fictive muses. As such, there’s an elegant awkwardness to the expression here, and an overwrought philosophical grandeur that lulls the reader into believing it’s an exploration of the question “what is poetry?” when in fact there’s something far different going on.

The poem starts – as muse poems often do – with an enumeration of the qualities the deified female has that are essential for poetic cultivation. She is free of the “venom of renown” and is not honored as queen with a crown other than her “simple hair.”  Women, in other words, never get the credit for making men chase down their heart. Poetry is “music summoned by the birth / That separates us from the wind and sea, / Yet leaves us in them ...” The purpose of this muse is to mediate the interchange between the corporeal and non-corporeal. Until, that is, the life that is in the non-living makes the living world seem dead (“… until earth becomes, / By being so much of the things we are, / Gross effigy.” Another problem: The art created on earth by mortals is built “out of our own imperfections,” not out of the “laborious weaving” of perfection worn by the inspiring figure from the other side.

The reason for this is that man impulsively chases the “near” and “clear”, two qualities the speaker had earlier ascribed to the heavenly mother figure. Men (figuratively or literally) are “so retentive of themselves” they seek objects around themselves to value, and of the “obscure” only apprehend that which is already named or pictured. This results in the women who are unattainable – either as objects of desire or, as in this case, have passed into the inaccessible space – are seen only in terms of superficial feminine qualities (“among the arrant spices of the sun”) and the men, instead of transmitting these women’s higher and more sacred knowledge, become shrubbery (“O bough and bush and scented vine, in whom / We give ourselves our likest issuance”).

Still, there’s a “little” left over that’s not earth-bound, “to endow / Our feigning [pretending] with the strange unlike …” It is this ineffable sign of spirit in the work of earthly art that makes humans worthy of sympathy (“…, whence springs / The difference that heavenly pity brings”), presumably because man is both clueless and aware enough to know how little he knows. The “music” of poetry is how the heavenly mourn the pathos of the mortal. Man is both of the heavens and hopelessly separate, just as humans are shaped by their parents and ancestors but may be forever separated from them in life.

“For this,” the speaker continues, turning suddenly from deference to demand, the heavenly “musician” should give us “other perfumes,” different kinds of inspiration, and wear a headband as if dramatizing themselves as a “pale” human, “set with fatal stones,” doomed like humans to fall and die and be (in the original usage of the word fatal) “destined by fate.” Only then, presumably, could humans reach –even in their minds – the sources of their inspiration.

Thus, the muses are “unreal.” And so, the speaker asks they “give back to us … the imagination that we spurned.” The poem ends on this note of silence between the realms and an unbridgeable distance. There is no happy conclusion, like “since the Goddesses won’t cooperate, we might as well imagine everything into existence,” or even “I’ve reached closure with the fact that you will no longer speak to me.” It’s a request into air.

And that’s where the poem rises from the countless English verses to Greek muses and other thinly-disguised female objects of desire. The fictive muse has been revealed to be a femme fatale, who misleads but can’t be turned away from easily. When one does, there is only the cry into the void, where those on the other side – here, his mother and sister – are the only ones who can provide the wisdom he needs in order to create.

That is a difficult position indeed. Just as the world becomes imagination (as Stevens in his letters suggested), there is no source for the imagination but the memory of what is no longer there, that – taking the implication a step further – one never really had or knew in the first place.

Stevens’ poetry, seen in this way, is not quite the triumph over imaginative limitations it has seemed but something altogether more tragic, an attempt to capture the trace of the real in a sea of nothingness. It is all him.

Thursday, July 26, 2018

The River of Opinion

                                            On it rolls, the music
And the falls, an endless acquisition over an ever-
Moving target, the slow parade that no one sees
Of straps unloosening, hats waved, flags aired,
Trash billowing across deserted streets, soon
Disappearing as if the whole confected machine
Was never there.

                                                The river glistens.
From the roofs of houses the oceans inside each 
Droplet fall to patterns, then to mirrors, then to seas. 
But the one thing, unique, from the mountain, never
Came to anything. It merely joined the clogged rush
Of oneness, not wanting to connect. We hear it 
Hiss as it goes down. It never begins, never ends. 
Its purpose is moving from one incomplete 
Destination to another.

                                                  Oh how the houses
Bind at their anchors! Their satellite engines orbit away
Only to be led back to the center, which is no center at all,
Just a spot where a seed didn’t die. They're hooked up now
To wires, comforted by grass, hiding a particular purpose
As if anonymity is how they're supposed to be.

                                                      How strange the
Unaccountable, radiant and unarguably new,
Emerges each day from this, the same sun and trees,
What was impossible even yesterday.

Wednesday, July 25, 2018

Slow News Day

"We will never again be under their control.” – Q, 7/25/18

Fiji folded, Europe blinked, Facebook naked took a chin,
The bankers capitulated without saying a thing,
The long-awaited trials can begin.
Even the President glints some ring
Instead of the ass he usually lets us see
As he stanched the traffic in blood through Long Beach,
Dismantled clown caves from a triggering breach,
Offered the blackmailed a chance to be free
From bloodlines that report up to star frequencies.

Peace is a weapon when war is the prize
In islands offshore where on children they dine
And supplies now are low on ceremonial wine
And their symbols can't save them, known now to the wise,
And no one senses their fear. The sun on the rise
Won’t betray the game played among spies.
It goes on without need of us hearing the cries
Or knowing the crimes of those we trusted
Or even our own minds, daily crop dusted
‘Til our efforts fed death and division, envy and lack,
As if our desire is to smile as we pull the clip back.

How will we know that it’s safe to be free?
When do they tell the country,
When so many people scream in their sleep
And the sentries awake still so lonely?
So long we have waited for what we had already,
The chains on all we see unsheathed finally.
The eyes of those who see are enough I guess;
Universes were created from less.

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

On Q's Reference to Revelations

The corporeal trees are
Equally non-corporeal

Such a simple thing
For those who see

So hard when it’s a matter 
Of belief

The tool of the spy
Is your mind

How it only perceives
What it wants to believe

And what it believes in
Is others

Who know of the trap doors
The guises and plays

And can guide it to
Somewhere that’s safe

Where one can evince
At the evil in man

To the face of a member
Of a different clan

And feel that the truth
Is in hand

What kind of lamb
Stands above them

Prodding them on
Like rocks?

The shepherds have pilfered
Their flocks so long

No one expects anything
Anymore from God

Just a well-deserved
Spare of the rod

But the world has ended
Only to begin

The kept reptiles of
The Vatican

Can’t pour enough concrete
To erase the bones

The theorists of an end
Must dip into the fund

Of infinite debt
To make ends meet

And now the light
By which we read

The palpable word
And its no-longer mysteries

Will play on the eyelids
Of those who sleep

And the mind that can be freed
Can wander freely

Where the visible
Can be seen

And the formerly real
Can be allowed to be invisible

The chimeras we spent
Our frequencies chasing

Turn out to be no different from
The rituals of the mighty

It's kingdoms for a story
To believe in

The only problem
We want to know the end

So badly we forget
In the waiting is the meaning

Monday, July 23, 2018

Odes by Hölderlin: The Poet’s Vocation

The banks of the Ganges heard the joy of God
Triumph, as from the Indus came the highest
Supreme, the young Bacchus, with healing
Wines to awaken the peoples from sleep.

And you, the angel of the day, do not wake
Those who are still in slumber? Give us laws, give
Us life, prevail, master, but you have
Only the right, like Bacchus, to conquer.

Notwithstanding what is mankind's skill and woe
Inside the home and under the open sky,
Man, nobler because he’s prey, fights back
And feeds himself, an equal kind of woe

To that entrusted to the care of writing
Poems! We’re suitable to the highest one
By bringing Him closer, ever new
In song, and heard in the welcoming heart.

Yet nevertheless, O you heavenly all,
And all your sources and your shores and groves and
Wonderful plateaus, where first the curls
Caught hold, and the unforgettable came

Upon us in its unexpected genius,
The creative, the divine, that silently
Became sense to us and, as of a
Radiance stirred, the skeleton trembled …

His unsettled actions in a wider world!
His fated day, his severing, when the god
Of quiet beginnings directs where
The gigantic, drunk with rage steed brings him,

We should not tell him, and if, from the steady
Stillness of the year, in us melodies sound,
That's what they’re for, to echo how brave
And futile is the child of the masters.

Are the pure, consecrated chords touched in jest?
And that's why you have, belonging to you, poet,
The Asian prophets and the Greek songs
And have newly heard the thunder, so does

Spirit require the service of your presence
To rush to the good, in ridicule, and to
Disavow the stupid, heartlessly,
And herd the hunted in a venal game?

Until you recall, goaded by the sting of
The original fury, and cry, and call
The master, before you’re called under
Overgrown death, lifeless you will be left.

The divine has been subservient too long,
And all heaven’s powers used up, thrown away
By the gentle, with desire but
Without thanks from the sly, who think they know,

When the more sublime is formed upon their fields,
The daylight and the thunderer, and who peer
Through the telescope and count only
The stars they’ve given names to in the sky.

But the Father blankets with a holier
Night, so that we might want to keep closed our eyes.
He does not love beasts, but never forces
The far-reaching violence of heaven.

Still it’s good to be too wise. He knows your thanks.
But He does not keep it easily alone,
He gladly returns it, so you’ll know
Help, to another Himself a poet.

Alone before God, man remains unafraid,
Such that He must protect their simplicity.
He needs neither weapons nor deceit,
As His absence for so long will sustain.

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Dichterberuf

Des Ganges Ufer hörten des Freudengotts
Triumph, als allerobernd vom Indus her
Der junge Bacchus kam, mit heilgem
Weine vom Schlafe die Völker weckend.

Und du, des Tages Engel! erweckst sie nicht,
Die jetzt noch schlafen? gib die Gesetze, gib
Uns Leben, siege, Meister, du nur
Hast der Eroberung Recht, wie Bacchus.

Nicht, was wohl sonst des Menschen Geschick und Sorg
Im Haus und unter offenem Himmel ist,
Wenn edler, denn das Wild, der Mann sich
Wehret und nährt! denn es gilt ein anders,

Zu Sorg und Dienst den Dichtenden anvertraut!
Der Höchste, der ists, dem wir geeignet sind,
Daß näher, immerneu besungen
Ihn die befreundete Brust vernehme.

Und dennoch, o ihr Himmlischen all, und all
Ihr Quellen und ihr Ufer und Hain' und Höhn,
Wo wunderbar zuerst, als du die
Locken ergriffen, und unvergeßlich

Der unverhoffte Genius über uns
Der schöpferische, göttliche kam, daß stumm[47]
Der Sinn uns ward und, wie vom
Strahle gerührt, das Gebein erbebte,

Ihr ruhelosen Taten in weiter Welt!
Ihr Schicksalstag', ihr reißenden, wenn der Gott
Stillsinnend lenkt, wohin zorntrunken
Ihn die gigantischen Rosse bringen,

Euch sollten wir verschweigen, und wenn in uns
Vom stetigstillen Jahre der Wohllaut tönt,
So sollt es klingen, gleich als hätte
Mutig und müßig ein Kind des Meisters

Geweihte, reine Saiten im Scherz gerührt?
Und darum hast du, Dichter! des Orients
Propheten und den Griechensang und
Neulich die Donner gehört, damit du

Den Geist zu Diensten brauchst und die Gegenwart
Des Guten übereilest, in Spott, und den Albernen
Verleugnest, herzlos, und zum Spiele
Feil, wie gefangenes Wild, ihn treibest?

Bis aufgereizt vom Stachel im Grimme der
Des Ursprungs sich erinnert und ruft, daß selbst
Der Meister kommt, dann unter heißen
Todesgeschossen entseelt dich lässet.

Zu lang ist alles Göttliche dienstbar schon
Und alle Himmelskräfte verscherzt, verbraucht
Die Gütigen, zur Lust, danklos, ein
Schlaues Geschlecht und zu kennen wähnt es,

Wenn ihnen der Erhabne den Acker baut,
Das Tagslicht und den Donnerer, und es späht
Das Sehrohr wohl sie all und zählt und
Nennet mit Namen des Himmels Sterne.

Der Vater aber decket mit heilger Nacht,
Damit wir bleiben mögen, die Augen zu.
Nicht liebt er Wildes! Doch es zwinget
Nimmer die weite Gewalt den Himmel.

Noch ists auch gut, zu weise zu sein. Ihn kennt
Der Dank. Doch nicht behält er es leicht allein,
Und gern gesellt, damit verstehn sie
Helfen, zu anderen sich ein Dichter.

Furchtlos bleibt aber, so er es muß, der Mann
Einsam vor Gott, es schützet die Einfalt ihn,
Und keiner Waffen brauchts und keiner
Listen, so lange, bis Gottes Fehl hilft.

Sunday, July 22, 2018

The Day the Cheek Didn't Turn

Good always loses
          because it only has one side,
                    the truth that needs no defense.
Evil needs the dual,
          the invisible mirror, the forking line,
                    to show that you are not who you pretend,

That you are no different, in fact,
          than your enemy, who
                    loves you just the same,
And compels you with those petty
          deceptions of the partisan
                    to prove him wrong

Instead of tending, say, your garden,
         but you can never prove him wrong,
                    there are no words to save him
From hurting other people for an idea,
         diminishing the mind for a cause, throwing
                    truth on a bonfire if it promises justice.

The light dissolves all temporary things,
         makes poetry manifest.
                    To walk to it, can you turn away
From the glare, the not yet said,
         the victim in the shadows helpless
                    and needing to be wrong? 

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Ocean and Poppy

Tide blooms embossed in rocks ...
Exploration as a recollect,
The rose scent wind recalls
Another coast, another age ...

Cave bells can conjure
Any mysterious witch.
The sea that seizes
Seems universal.

To let go of this nostalgia
Is to find what little there is,
To be cataloged
For spellbound eyes,

While beachcombers keep theirs peeled
For what is new,
The eternally recurring
Crab.