Thursday, May 31, 2018
Social Media
Wednesday, May 30, 2018
Young Man with Cigarette
— What is not agreed to, understood, done —
The air seems to carry the regret
As if the smoke will never clear.
The pictures show us armies moving
Like birds across the sky ...
Some harmony we lack,
As a request for no ice in a coca-cola
Brings everyone out of their boxes to glare
And waste all their time shouting.
Tuesday, May 29, 2018
Hall of Recor s
It's the only government building
Without somebody's name in front,
Where what we really are
Can theoretically be seen ...
So much that we've assumed
To become those ledger numbers;
People traipse around the park
Just barely on the ground.
There always is a listener
Who's never there.
People talk into space
A little louder than is necessary
As if they'll be understood at last,
Like they're landing in a place
Where the language is the same as theirs,
How the years of shapeless tongues
Never even really happened.
Monday, May 28, 2018
Vacancy Outside of Rosamond
L'art pour l'art ... no one has touched these wastes,
No one has drawn here human shapes.
Inscrutable energies hold for an earth
That seems to exist for life to burst forth.
Its expressions are without context,
Like a voice of pure poetry.
What feelings arise are of absence,
Not any torments of its being.
Rhapsodic winds blow through joshua trees,
The sage shows the sun's constellations.
Sunday, May 27, 2018
On the Hills of Tehachapi
Overlooking the whole of the San Joaquin,
I could stay there forever
To ponder whatever is pondered
And solve nothing that needs to be solved,
With the laurels of the purple grass
Honoring each gust of mind.
For reasons I don't understand
And service that I can't conceive I'm giving,
The very reason I must go back now
To smile at all the brand new wounds
I'll lick again in private.
Saturday, May 26, 2018
Antelope Valley Grass
A few abandoned homes like bad ideas
Along the high lonesome plains,
Deserts have a way of making everything impossible
The merest hopes and dreams
Fly away as crazy as napkins
The grasses tough enough to fill this whistling space
Bob with a furious shiver
That looks like fear, but it is really pain
They're enduring to survive
But when you're in with them
As the sun dots their crowns
There's so much joy,
As if the expanse of the world flows through them
And nothing needs to be explained
The grasses in the golden light know everything
Friday, May 25, 2018
Stevens Textplication #37: The Bird with the Coppery, Keen Claws
Above the forest of the parakeets,
Thursday, May 24, 2018
Late to the Meeting
But they feel like children
Typing daintily on their pads
Holding hands across their mouths
Asking questions to be heard
Seeking in all they do
To recapture the illusion
Of their mother's compassion
Or to avoid being late for
Their father's dis-appointment
They trade their things of value:
Hair curls, smart quotes,
Visions of effects
For looks of respect,
Familial laughter
They shovel down the lunch
They don't deserve
And worry out the time
They cannot solve
In hopes the ghosts who hold
What makes life important
Favor them with a song
To record for tomorrow's
Posterity of stories to be told
More fuel to unquenchable fires
That burn just like the eyes
Of the man I saw on the way
Living in the sand canals
Below the high rise
Huddled in blankets
As he sat alone
Staring at me
As if I actually had been born
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
New Phone Blues
To make conversations ... connected.
Only the misheard is ever remembered:
The jejune school of haiku, the hair of the doge star,
The recovery lawyers and their exploding on moguls cigars.
The self-logical journey will stub its toe at some point,
The clouds will drop so close
Flat earth is no longer a theory,
And there will be nothing to say
As the river is pinked by chemicals
But "give me my cross or give me death."
Tuesday, May 22, 2018
Chasing Down an Echo
Somewhere these two
twinned by circumstance
will meet more officially,
the dry raconteurs
who have been telling stories
to each other the whole time
but have only now,
serendipitously, met
at some tropical country club
where the chairs look out at sunsets
that seem to last forever.
Monday, May 21, 2018
Odes by Hölderlin: The Goodbye
Sunday, May 20, 2018
After the T’ang Masters
Saturday, May 19, 2018
The Have Knots
changes everything.
You sing
in dead limbs.
In desolation
what is living
Seems more alive
for silence to speak.
Still too much
dust to overcome,
Too many blossoms
calling for bees.
New frogs
in landing squads
Run from algae nets
across the parched ground
Chasing the scent
of roses.
What it is
can't be chased,
The thought occurs
to elude its capture.
The insects swirl
eccentric centers.
The thought of abundance
is earned by trust
And taken away
by doubt.
There is no other equation,
though it seems
What can be taken
fails to yield.
The same spring breeze
that tells us
We can't have tells us
we are loved.
Hummingbirds like cataracts
fly near cactus yellow,
On either side, a hunger
unrequited,
And that, not
where it ends
Is what the light, the final
friend, desires.
The glow becomes
almost visible
Like what rises in our blood
and moves our hands.
Friday, May 18, 2018
Stevens Textplication #36: Of Heaven Considered as a Tomb
Who in the tomb of heaven walk by night,
The darkened ghosts of our old comedy?
Do they believe they range the gusty cold,
With lanterns borne aloft to light the way,
Freemen of death, about and still about
To find whatever they seek? Or does
That burial, pillared up each day as porte
And spiritous passage into nothingness,
Foretell each night the one abysmal night
When the host shall no more wander, nor the light
Of the steadfast lanterns creep across the dark?
Make hue among the dark comedians,
Halloo them in the topmost distances
For answer from their icy Élysée.
Thursday, May 17, 2018
The Propaganda of Experience
What they don't know hurts those who do
For there is no path between worlds,
The entrenched corruption of appearances
Is somehow protected, its mirrors unbroken;
People still help themselves to what might be them
And threading the gift of recognition
Demonstrate they care by intending to share
With the absence that is there.
Our vibrations in heaven,
Holograms of the whole,
Don't mind what is missing,
The reaching away in love is all.
The thing inside that needs this
Too sacred to be revealed.
Wednesday, May 16, 2018
Blue Flowers on the Weeds
Does the thought of those not free keep them slaves?
Or does moving away help them see?
Does the thought of God deny His being?
Or is what brings love being empty?
These are the questions that plague our minds
In starts, in shatters.
The smallest thoughts can topple walls
Yet they lift away to grow somewhere
And let the purple trees and succulents
Play inside the head like 50s jazz.
Perhaps in dreams they'll reappear
In the guise of long-dead relatives
Under purple trees, playing 50s jazz
-- The closest thing we have to forgiveness.
Tuesday, May 15, 2018
Through Layers Upon Layers of Mirror
Geometries spill across the street,
The homage in the white elegance of homes
To unknown Spaniards turns baroque.
Its art is the golden street, liquid fronds,
Green canvas sheet like a Hollywood wand
As if that's what light's for, to turn black birds silver
And vein diabolical what eyes would otherwise call real.
The iguana stares upright in his cage
At the clues the sun gives to the day,
A stare that seems empty as space. Of what he sees,
There is only what we feel there on his eye.
Monday, May 14, 2018
Odes by Hölderlin: Your Recovery
Sunday, May 13, 2018
Trash Night
The slightest crisp of wind blows through the palms,
No pretense from the neighbors, no airs of dogs or cars,
The lawn, wet with soft light, finally takes its turn to speak
To remind you that the work to do has already been done,
The peace of dusk comes at the end of what's left unresolved,
The moon will overcome the silent things that can't be said,
Its soothing light makes all that is invisible grow larger.
What goes on in the house becomes a gentle hue,
Taking guidance from the world of moving shadows and white clouds.
Saturday, May 12, 2018
Conversation Between Man and Tree
Teaching the reach out to bees and light,
Showing my head how to nod, shoulders
To sway, finger to rise to a point.
The leaves that glitter like the sun
Wave unspoken honor
In a wind turned visible by birds
As if the field went on forever
And the branches didn't tangle
In the contours of the logic
That moved from to to fro, in circles,
Grasses lifting thought.
The force the boughs withstand
Is neither turbulence nor anger,
But their own openness to shock,
How they'll follow the unknown.
Flowers edged like butterflies
And vibrant as the bees
Share ambrosial happiness
Ever conscious of the source
Circling round a center that is nowhere,
As if air currents that decide
The shadow's letters, green leaf gestures,
The yielding from positions
Are not anything one could call ... meaning,
And yet they mean, the speech of spring,
Unbroken and unknowable, as the wind, if risen
Slightly, would take our voices in its sound.
Friday, May 11, 2018
Stevens Textplication #35: On The Manner of Addressing Clouds
Meekly you keep the mortal rendezvous,
Eliciting the still sustaining pomps
Of speech which are like music so profound
They seem an exaltation without sound.
Funest philosophers and ponderers,
Their evocations are the speech of clouds.
So speech of your processionals returns
In the casual evocations of your tread
Across the stale, mysterious seasons. These
Are the music of meet resignation; these
The responsive, still sustaining pomps for you
To magnify, if in that drifting waste
You are to be accompanied by more
Than mute bare splendors of the sun and moon.
Thursday, May 10, 2018
What We Know About Him
Wednesday, May 9, 2018
Voices in May
Tuesday, May 8, 2018
The Aristocracy of the Invisible
Monday, May 7, 2018
The Cost of Obsession
— Smell of pampas burn —
Wheelies fling through air —
One foot, no foot, no hands —
Contortions of bicycle and man —
The other riders would rather towel snap
Than praise — they watch the physics
Like disinterested scholars ...
But one man
Talks to everyone, the only professor in this
Living classroom. He offers tips, critiques,
Standards that seem in his way of telling to be
Laws. Fearless youth become in his guidance
A sober crew. They gain the mark of a tribe
Gifted and cursed with a light on what's right.
The bikes paint dust in circles
Through the blue afternoon
And it is almost by accident I see it:
The bent tires and pizza boxes
In a canopy inside the woods,
Faded blankets and garish shirts
Strewn across the soft green floor
Where a teakettle and candles also lie,
Commemorating some departed mind.
A woolen hoodie hangs over a branch
In late-afternoon gold, and over all
That smell, the tell-tale marker
When the one who lives here
Is invisible.
Sunday, May 6, 2018
First They Get Lost
Saturday, May 5, 2018
Evenings with Harmonia
Friday, May 4, 2018
An Orthodox Church by Red Candlelight
Thursday, May 3, 2018
The History of Western Civilization
For humans who build labyrinths – as if epiphanies can be
Sustained – but whose epiphany, and why does order rise
To the top? The cedars at the top shriek as if they know
And need to tell – forever disclosing next to the forever
Undisclosed.
Only the most pure could make this trek – it is undisturbed –
The discourse that occurred here – spare and precise instruction,
No possible variation in response.
However, the sky is the limit on what can be said now,
Any pronouncement can be unpronounced later – it’s OK
To scream or laugh or cry – the wind will help us forget it,
So when we revisit the same tremulous branch, it will bend
With ease, and we will gallivant as if it never will end –
For indeed it doesn’t.
Only to a library of unsolved explanations? So much blahblahblah
To Athena’s owl, who sees the black cat scamper across the rubble,
Like no human can, suddenly to disappear like the Gods
In the broken teeth of pediment – only the pious Carytids,
Always staring away, see.
Is the ground we walk on – offerings made from far away seem
Words fail, the weight of all we’ve been told to be real lightens
As it deepens – the stones that guided the way through blind youth
Are revealed to be gems after all, more real for being pragmatized
As an ideal, like the dry beds we walk through where there might
Have once been water – a sublime that never needed to be captured –
The structure was built to be imagined into existence – the strongest
Foundation, the lightest air – in the valley, diamonds shine from roofs,
Wednesday, May 2, 2018
Two Temples
Tuesday, May 1, 2018
Life in Museums
Monday, April 30, 2018
Parisien Vignettes
Can’t vouchsafe said bones belong to said kings,
To St. Denis to prey. They say the bones of Antoinette, Marie
Before the peasants moved their bones, but now they glow,
Thursday, March 22, 2018
A Wistfulness Towards Ivy
The professor knows
What fools we would make him become
As the fire of our minds would burn through his papers
And our watery eyes deny him voice,
So he opts for the con:
That you, dear student,
Know nothing,
Just like Plato!
Incoherent theories
In unintelligible words
Are the only remainder
Unassailable.
Nothing else is what it means,
No logic can survive
Inevitable inquisition,
Mind the Titan always eats its young.
It's easier to leave the children
With nothing but the dream,
For who can hang with history,
Its permanence of error?
Who'd track the clues to what must be unknowable
And convince the priests such tracings
Be preserved, their fragile shoots continued
In the hope that one day we may be less wrong?
The free market of the streets absorbs it all
Without a footnote.
They call it movement,
What it does,
The carving up of that which needs to be heard
To make it something mortal,
Its error unrecorded,
Its holiness implied not merely refuted.
Tuesday, March 20, 2018
Thoughts on Will
Life despite it all shines out
From cars, houses, chairs,
More inarticulate maybe than nature
But just as needy. It wants to
Change us, so we vibrate with what
Grows outside.
But we can’t perceive this constant
The squeal at the gate that needs listening,
The copter that needs to know it’s not mere
Dragonfly — it's like these steel shapes
And polymer personalities
Still are not worthy.
Not like what we created, though
The one that lets us think
It’s our decision,
Our plan.
The notes of a piano play, still alive,
From 1953, not what we want it to say
But what it is, what we would call
Breathing, if we didn't fixate on
The differences in our faces, in trying
To make the common
Stand apart.
The water expressed in a fountain's
Trap knows a freedom, like these
Words I capture that move on,
Nomads in the monad, to some
Frequency that calls
In certain turnings
Of the wind.
So we who are fixed, who can
No more evolve, may see
Celestial spinning
Of what we’ve set free,
With the look of the horizon,
The taste of apples, the sound
Of baby birds.
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
Regrets of the Hive Slave
With nothing but antennae
To protect us from the hidden
The world inside no longer viable
Encased in a fear of the other
True immortality dies
As the waves of desire are conjured like a cobra
By the old invisible wands
A flurry of codes and numbers
A library of explanations
But nothing anyone says makes any sense
As what is real
The life within cannot be shared
It has no voice
It has no name
It only glitters with all heaven has to say
And nothing more