His punishment, a riddle in his breast?
To the singular, like you, that is
Immortal, prepared for a long, long time?
Deinen, Unsterbliche, längst bereitest.
At the Noir Bar
They barter condolences
Like arsonists spread straw,
To shatter like crystal
To the surface of the floor.
The message is unscrambled
From the invisible waves
Each to his own illusion,
Safe.
Is there waste? Chaos? Or just
Solitude extending itself
To no place?
Truth shares Thunderbird with bums,
Acts like nothing matters,
No need to justify what needs no proof,
A curio to reach for
In the golden light
Of the store,
Where every kind of crazy
Is worshipped and abhorred
But eventually we agree
For the good of the party
To be redeemed
By what we don't understand,
What others say we are,
What they see.
The fichus tree grew large,
Larger than it was,
Encouraged by the roots we cut
And the branches we severed.
It became a giant in our eyes.
We made more of its shade
Than of the sky,
And more of its size
Than of the nests it provided,
So much more that, when it had
Crowded out our houses
And taken all our light
We were so displeased it hadn't grown more,
That it hadn't yet conquered the planet.
As multiple heavens send their rays
Down through thick-necked cloud
A bearded soul with seashell robes
Wails at how unjust they dance
Upon this glistening floor
Bereft except for separate waitresses
Moving in mute force
How they refuse to lose their harmony
To all our whistling prods
As if we are that lonely girl
Demanding more than one
Fragmentary color
Of helium on a string at supper.
A giant coin
The moon
Bathes the faces
In pathos
But we'll survive
The light vacuumed away
To what nature
Does not abhor
But constantly raises
A dimmer switch
Like a child afraid it will miss in the dark
The things that cannot exist
You reap what you shuffle
And play the hand you're felt,
But the skies still stare at you
With all you cannot do
Yet so too does the lady next to you
Who only appears to dismiss all you say
Before she goes back to the sunset on her book.
Spawning ocelots
For example
Is as clear as diamonds to some
And to others as deeply cut
As the flies in an old Mazeroski
Horsehide glove.
It's not soul-suckery but a yearning
For beauty
That takes down all that's good
From the trees
Some say the almost true
Is the low-hanging fruit
But I know we only feel the love
With the world on fire
The homeless trumpeter
We never see
Plays "Millard Fillmore Days"
Like reveille
And I become the cormorant
Wary of the shot
The crimp across the pond
Between the man and song
It's bittersweet
this peace
That in the arc of breath
peers
Into the holes not taken
that grow
From being dark and full
of echonoise
What might have been
-- what was
but never was...
The melody repeats
stark longings long deferred
While orchestral cushions
-- never more than auroral ghosts --
Are as voiceless as the sky
The fact of loss
like a gilded cage
Where sunset stays
ambrosia out of reach
As unresolved as what hands
make of time
The picayune weeds one threads through
to meaning
From some dream that burned
away before
For cold star certainties:
elegant denials, noble vindications
The final harmonious note
stolen by the red-tinged sky
Fading into dissonance
-- so rich and so alive...
A glow that holds the wizened hands
as they pass through lighted rooms
Unfolding and then putting back
things too small to see
Not memory or wisdom
but what must finally be
Some sacrament of love
Details escape
In clear sun
Endless messes connect
Conduct the current train orchestra
Optimize the glean
Simply wordcloud what you want to see
On the other side
The memory of an orange shed
Where a homily in lacquered wood
Embodied a dream of a family
A natural mystic clan emerged from trees.
It suited the locust bean, at least,
And pidgin peas, the goat-crossed coral street
Where cats were leashed in church grass
And chickens foraged freely.
Now I sit in Hungry's Restaurant
With the mid-day Mt. Gay crowd
Burying an inarticulate prayer.
For what was
Never happened
Except as I was told how to feel
The people wearing smiles like flowers
Were never revealed.
The first sight was all we got:
Overwhelming white with sky-blue sea.
The sudden suites and green estates
Will never take the hunger away
For an unfamiliar country
And so we forgot, not sanctified
By pebble roads, we had a purpose.
All the love you gave fell through
But a boy still waits in the sand for you
To carve a lizard king.
Night waves
Night branches
Night watchmen at bars,
Lights on patios
Where wine bottles glow
As parents wane before their children's demands,
Reach for glasses.
The magic the day refused to bestow
Is piled up on the hillsides,
Organized as stars
Near ocean blackness.
No blame or irritation any more
Just the langour inside windows,
Unhappy stares and cackling slurs.
The road curves in circles
All the way around the island
But the cars keep following some longing
For a love that isn't here, at least
But may be there
A boulangerie where they speak Francais,
Or a high-end beachfront mall,
But there they beg with missing teeth
For cigarettes and love,
And there the third floor's always closed
To visitors,
It comes back in your face
Like the merciless sun:
You do not know
What you're given,
How a vault of gold
Has been laid before your feet
So you can observe
The imperfections of the coins.
And someone must pay dearly
For the ointment's shining fly
-- Fingers point and eyes collide
Til sunset masses phantasm armies
And we are left the rich savor
Of darkness,
Which feels our compassion,
Knows how hard we try,
Sees how we make the most
Of every shining token
Slung on a string,
And sometimes, in a
Certain blue light,
It might lead you out
On a pier wet with lamplight
To see the circling below
Of giant shining fishes,
A gift you've finally walked
For long enough
To stand in awe of.
Wearying how everything breaks
Like waves the same ways as one ages,
Disappointment locks in like a cool breeze
With the luxury accommodation.
I hold you and you disappear
Except for your spirit.
Am I alone when I'm with you
Less than when you're not there?
You're free of any dialogue,
That coupling thing's been safely put to bed,
No questions ring the hollows of your heart.
You've been redeemed again in water,
Returned to tempering fire,
Your memory is immortal.
You've burned through heaven once again
Eviscerating love,
A gift you gave yourself to learn
What you have done, but will you?
My gift is not to know.
The infinite I gave must equal zero.
At the indigenous resistance
The drummers are not putative,
They beat the drops of water stolen
And the law comes to enforce
Their submission into silence
With violence.
The feathers on their heads
Came from copters that descended
At midnight on the pens
For the specialists with gloves
Who shoved the chickens into crates.
And their warpaint isn't blood
But communion petrolatum
Still the fracking thunder comes
Like nuclear Kippur
Upon the burning man inevitable
That the organs of the well-informed
Ignore.
Rooster rainbows in the dreadlocks of the waves,
Tumescent moss directs the dripping off the caves,
The bees are making love like surgeons to hibiscus
As couples narrow distances to share the pounding swells
In white release across the folding lace of opening shells.
They take photos of each other in their complementary chairs
Before the endless thrust of surf that vents what it bears
And just as endlessly receeds along the curves
Of long-suffering sand, its bite -- not preserved.