I.
The plumes of blue forgiveness open
Their closed blinds – and onto the white lights
Of the City, on rooftops, fluff and tobacco shops,
The Village night of Shih Tzu’s and vintage clothes
Through someone else’s eyes to not see through –
New York turned to California while I was gone,
Cigarbars now organic smoothie sheds, the smell of
weed
Replacing that of hoisin.
Every 5 years one should check in,
As on an old lover, the one you made laugh and thought
That meant they cared. Though lambs now graze to
Gregorian chants by the locked church graves of saints,
And unicycles now have brake lights, Afros are jejeune,
And the Village Voice is nothing but a yard of weeds,
And the Village Voice is nothing but a yard of weeds,
Not much else has changed; they still complete each other’s
Sentences, the beard on Peter
Cooper’s statue still is
Growing, the Jews for Jesus still are chanting along
With new white folk song protests against white
supremacy,
And the old man with the gut bucket still plays for change
On the pallets of a long-defunct gas station.
II.
The same moving, to the same unknown destination
Happens here, where light islands through the trees
Shine on passersby who look any which way but the sky
In a world a few miles away, where hemlocks imbued
With college ivy open for sun from the expressway,
And birds move the light as they dance on the leaves.
The trains skim golden, overgrown green
Satellite towns of leaf and seed, where high-rise strands
Are lifted by sun, the river uncovered to its silted branches
And fly-whipped
fish, its leaves and ripples flowing
Without a gate but light.
The ancient dappled trees
Are lines of reasoning that
reach to the sun, spread bolts
Of branches charged with new green thinking, as horizon eaves
Hang like rotted slabs, and roots unable to loosen
From sodden banks turn fruit for bracket fungi
shelves
That give their smoke to the light, like white-edged
strings
Of butterfly wings caught in mid-flap up the bark ...
The sheen of mud ... the shine of berries …
What formlessness
Feels like, against the shadows of expression. The white
Glints in winks across the warping water ridges. The pockets
Of light are their own sphere, that joins with what is there,
Inside river canopies, where capillaries fill the sweeping
Curve of sky, with its still, equally unreadable calligraphies.
Eyes at all levels revel in the reveal, though knowledge is
Patchy and the robe doesn’t touch except as heat. Yet,
Wherever such light joins, there is beauty.
III.
Waiting for it, on Crosby Street again, where the ghosts
Of the art from the dead who once lived here vie
For no eyes, while pigeons drop from trees on the people
Putting it out there at Washington Square. Here, a man
With mouse shoes and continuous talk tries to catapult
his glory
Onto the next passerby, unaware of all who’ve come before,
Who made him what he wants to be.
The Manhattan wind
Of mind, once it’s passed through, offers nothing but
concrete,
The windows that once saw the crystalline vision of a
city
Still see nothing by themselves, but refract back
Whatever the onlooker brings, and the ateliers
Still live only in the sound of their
pipes,
And the way their lights turn on and off.
The walls outside
Are a stiff impasto palimpsest of the posters of events
Of yore, as if they lived forever, as if the thick black
letters
Now on top are memories of nights their magic cast
Its spell … but it was made to be disposable, to be
of use
In the endless longing to be seen and known, and the
Endless need to see and know –
The girl has
moved on
To be part of another place that will take her temporarily,
In a flutter of chatter how "she fits, she fits" magnificently
In the center of a world that was created in that moment.
Everything else is history, the rust of water borne from
Tower tanks above; it all exists, like the vokka moon,
The CBD mocha, the skater’s knitwool beanie, to clothe a
wound
That isn’t even aware of its own bleeding,
So when the gallery
Viper passes by the earnest faces and thoroughly
conceived plans
To reach for some amorphous splatter of blood, it’s also of a
Moment that’s already past, so there's no loss of hope, as they look
To the sky for the new, despite endless crushing
disappointment
That at the time seemed like a pleasant waste of time,
To exalt something that might just do the impossible,
What we’d never otherwise let it do: Define us
In a way that includes.
What we’d never otherwise let it do: Define us
In a way that includes.