Thursday, March 28, 2024

Maundy Thursday at the Avenue A Swimming Pool in Saskatoon

Jones and Nyro approached lyrics from the standpoint
                         of the streets
As overheard by the ghost captain of riverboat sails,
                         which spooked him,
And the choir seemed somehow to offer food,
                         quite confusing
                                                   for a cool cat
This mission burning down thing, in the southern wing
                         of confederate rock history,
Wee hee hee hee sal on the other hand
                         of the white white boy's school
                                                   would be catnip
To go on a tightrope with impeccable poise
                                 like the ghost in our catnap.

She bailed at Monterey, thought herself too fat,
       didn't perform again until 1971, but she did,
Holy shit, Poverty Train, to half of America's high schoolers
      in their CIA-sponsored communal acid bath.
Clearly the hippies were not ready 
                          for a blue ray starseed
Who needed, at 19 years old, a 7th dimension to cover her songs! 
Who could twirl every carnival wheel within wheel til it popped,
      like a Russian savant reassembles a clock,
               refusing to settle for the real to feel
                          or any better place than dismal bliss,
                                        refusing to accept any fear in fact
      at the Stoney End of all sin-based redemptions
               that prophecy a different morning,
Who admitted to every conceivable sin in her songs
               yet each one was a mystical prayer
                         in the shadow that all light reaches for,
                                         the lunar nigro,
                         for art is in those shadows,
The eclipse observed thus pulled into creation.
                         The Spanish call it duende.
                                         We call it the blues.

There's that point where time and space are violated
                                         and cease to be.
Time stops and space dissolves to one point
                                         of eternal consciousness
                                                        mind goes on
       in Bach's Heisenberg uncertainty variations
                                          in the eternity ward
                          until a question comes again
To ground me into time and space, from an eagle,
      who says it is the only one:
                          are you free or enslaved?
Poison, it appears, is not written in the stars,
                          Blue Orpheus was ...
The choice is always ours
       to attach or not,
                        as a regular ritual
                                         like [fill in the blank].