Thursday, October 18, 2018

Impressions of Blue Life

The steam still comes off
               the steel mill,
The sun still glints across
               the wire barbs,
But the asphalt lot is empty,
               roped off.

The battles that were fought here
               against the real
Needed to be fought more than the carnage
               needed to be saved,
Somehow, although it seems a total waste
               now, the scrap swept into piles.

Late sun will draw the eye to what was once
               a field of gold
Where children learned their needs
               could not be met
And dreams were to be chased elsewhere
               than the echoing walls of day.

A few still return, as the freight cars rest
               orange in the sunset,
To homes that haven’t changed
               and cars that they call vintage,
Where the verities play out the same
               though the rules are in another language.

Still, the pink sky on the baseball field
               stirs a feeling that’s unnameable,
Unaccounted for by the computer mind
               that orders their stray whims
To something interesting and hopeless,
               what won’t require a moon.

The cravings start at sundown for the children
               who don’t know why they can’t have what they want,
For they know how to make everything stop
               before the thing their parents never had.
A shiver goes down through the neighborhood
               that feels, but has no way to say.

As the Gods are picked off one by one,
               and the neighbor’s boy coughs blood,
And the new divisions ask for their donations
               as they march invisibly through the house,
And the logos shine in brilliant white across the city
               as before, as always.

With so much to remember and only so much
               they can forget,
One never knows the time the lights will turn off
               for the night,
But there’s comfort for them that there's everyone else
               as the covers come back down.

They dream of different things than they’ve been told,
               more real for being seen,
One of many things they’re not supposed to know
               but yet they do.
It all goes in that general word called God
               that sounds below the soil.

And they wake remembering nothing
               but they are safe and loved
And the light that shifts and dances
               can be followed.
They inherit all the things of the world without knowing,
               because they're strong enough to carry them off.