Poet Tree

Orcadian Hymn

2012-02-01T23:33:00.001-05:00

“The closer I come to knowledge of myself, the more certain I feel I am immortal, and conversely, the more certain I am of my immortality, the more intimately I come to know myself.” – Edwin Muir

The recently discovered ruins in Brodgar, Orkney, thought older and more complex than Stonehenge, remind us of Orkney's mythic status as a lost paradise, one elucidated by its two greatest poets, Edwin Muir and George Mackay Brown.

From Scara Brae to the Ness o' Brogdar
Fairies play and mermaids appear
With the kelpies and the ghillie dhu,
The finfolk of eynhallow and the seal people
While creels are woven, trawlers battened,
Cold winds hold us to the stone
That holds it all, but never mocks
Our unknowing. The holms all come and go, so too
The smoke from which comes forth the scrying face,
Our own, on the other side, smiling through the salt
And icicles on our nostrils. We are free as gulls
But tethered to the buoys, repairing traps and scaling mackerel,
Trying not to let our pity show, as we haul indifferent eyes in sacks
To kitchens eyed by cats, but everybody else with jaws as final
As the rocks before the sea.

The skerries can’t be seen without the white gull screak,
The tides cannot come in without the creak of wheels on docks.
In the caves sentinel witches converse with spirits drowned,
By the churches clean as drums, with gravestones like teeth broken,
Fallen down, laundry roars in the wind, immortality in every edge.

Endure things long enough you learn to see,
There always is an opening for waves,
So it is with our souls, sustained by
Endless drownings, constant hunger, bone-chilled cold
--And the warmth we find from the other side
Joining us for all we have to give:
Undiminished love, an endless stock of faith,
Gratitude that ferments into grace.

Changing Cast of Morning Clouds

2012-01-31T12:19:00.001-05:00

The clouds have been woven to herringbone wool
and all I do is paint them;
The band plays it funky to rev up the morning
and I fit my soul in the bass line;
I react, like the well-oiled machine I am
to the news and gossip of the day, the terms used
convey me to a place not quite there, not quite here.

Illumination comes as the white sun through clouds.

I was responsible for my own unfoldment once
—I left the scene of the crimes,
demanded my own holy vista,
drove off the clothes and the ideas I wore,
stood alone at a rippling, glistening pond,
but the people I had hurt came back in time
to show me the damage I had done,
responsibility created fault
because I let the childish looking go
to move toward something larger.
My love was not quite strong enough
to overcome condemnation.

So here I am, on rails at fixed times,
providing the insights expected to those
who'd cry every night to be heard—
an intricate fabric, a singular thread
moves to disappear—knowing the sun
rewards failure, and there's always a hope
I can lose everything
again, and the next time
the ruins will be pure
beauty.

Glimpses of Ubiquity

2012-01-30T22:53:00.003-05:00

The sun through the trees transmits sacred geometries
turning this place of flesh, in its flash, back to blueprint.

The only part of us not at one with the universe
is our consciousness, yet consciousness is the one entire.

When the ancients painted eyes on stones
it was not so much to help them see
as to remember that they could.

Turn Black the Mirrors

2012-01-29T16:10:00.000-05:00

Turn black the mirrors
to look at myself,
Peeling back layers
of miserable doubt
Before I see how I am held
in the warmest embrace,
From the vantage point of a God
it seems, is what it takes
What would be, if not for the mind,
an instantaneous realization.

Blue Sparks at Dragon Night

2012-01-28T23:31:00.002-05:00

Everything can be reconciled from a place of self-loathing;
if one looks enough at the broken hall of mirrors one becomes
what one fears, and says "I told you so."
Ah, the payoff,
the short-circuit vision into heartlessness, so one doesn't
have to think but one's a fool to show respect because
one isn't treated with the respect that one deserves
as one was taught to treat every other
(with verbal and physical scars to prove it).
And so there's the slow burn of frustrated expectations,
the fire that says "it's mine" in a wind that scatters coals,
expecting others to be other than what they are
(and helping them see just how far they fall short),
it's this game of fair play, once given as a promise
in lieu of another hug, it becomes an addiction
with its thumb to the world, where everything's a gift
and justice is not of this realm.

Humans are the creatures incensed they can't get what they want
and the ones who keep forgetting they are royalty

And then the anger comes, and it burns inside the viscera,
the dull aches of another's pain inside
as he feels the whole thing slip away from his grip,
he should get what he gets without pitching a fit,
he knows this, he knows what he meant
was not close to what was expressed, whatever truth
was there is forgotten in his shame. He feels estranged
and paralyzed once again.

Humans are the beasts who maximize their advantage because they can,
and the ones who surrender with the compassion of the Gods

Meanwhile, on the other end of his wrath,
they wonder how far it can go,
how softly they must walk on the eggshells,
how quickly they can mend what's torn,
they dare not say that conversation is inaccessible,
dare not express the confusion of their pain,
time is too short to utter any words, words that can
cut unexpectedly like glass.

They feel like victims, powerless, mute,
as if it's all their fault, misunderstood,
just like that ogre in the other corner,
the one now crying too softly to hear, for love.

Humans are the animals who kill to prove a principle
but mourn a passing they never stopped to know

Redemption Train

2012-01-27T11:21:00.003-05:00

For Jesse

The redemption train is already waiting
Waiting for you to take that walk through the rain
There's so many roads but there’s only one station
Where all of us pray you will find the way

The redemption train is forever boarding
With sinners forgiven who wash themselves clean
They fall down to their knees for the power and glory
They’re worthy enough for the grace they have seen

The redemption train has one destination
The place we are waiting with love in our eyes
To share all your tears and sing your salvation
The love of the Lord is just you in disguise

The redemption train is already waiting
Waiting for you to walk through the rain
So many roads but there’s only one station
Where all of us pray that you’ll find your way

Replacement Parts

2012-01-26T21:34:00.001-05:00

Our human stars
that light the night
below the absent sky
give up their secrets easily,
some love they wish you'd buy

displayed behind
the lamps of chrome
that flood the darkness gray
so you can find your way around
the frameworks of the day.

The Pleiades
are liquor stores
to help you stagger home,
Orion leaves its office on
so you can eye its tomes,

and street lamps
are the zodiac
connecting Gods and men
and bedroom lamps the planets glow
as days begin and end.

We bring our essence
closer in
and dance in spacious rooms,
the universes we once rhymed
can safely now resume.

Two People Talking

2012-01-25T19:43:00.001-05:00

The affairs of state are such intimate kisses,
the ravenousness inside only hinted at in the pictures.
We can hear the malnourished mistress but we never see her face;
the concessions that they press are someone else’s pillow talk.
Their wars disturb my sleep but they are merely lover’s quarrels
where neighbors can make out a phrase or two,
and the unreciprocation, their contempt for our distress
is but a whispering note in a high-end dinner date
to complement the wine.

I look into your eyes and tell the history of all that is,
and the total past is prologue for our talking,
and we solve whatever problems there are festering
because we care to understand each other's viewpoint.
As we talk, people watch us eagerly from the aethers
and we smell the scents of heaven that imbue their evening rooms.
What we do seems to matter more to them than public speeches
for the real is the only thing, the only thing that matters,
and no one can forget that they are real.

Crazy

2012-01-24T22:08:00.000-05:00

I walk through the mist
in awe of the glistening snow at night
as the dharma of rain soaks my skin.

While the others are driving, splashing my shoes
I walk the two miles to my home
in my own cold baptism.

There is nothing in these homes for me
with their warm TVs,
there is only this chance

that another word waits around the corner,
a new rhythm to capture from the pleadings of rain,
a different sensation to coax from the winter dark.

Grey Day

2012-01-23T16:53:00.000-05:00

I. Observations
The blank sheet of snow
Is already turning grey
As the portentous sky
And rooftops of slate,
The now-trodden paths
And the grid of the highway,
The branches of trees
Where the junco birds play,
The fog from the breath
As it billows away,
The smoke on the river,
The stacks and the chimneys,
The switches and platforms
And sides of the train,
The tall office towers
And the window frames,
The fences and pipes
And satellite plates,
The bridges and schools
And commercial displays,
The stacked blocks and wet stone
And graffiti base paint,
The clock hands and tire rims
And locked storefront grates,
Garage doors and steeple tops,
Antennas and fire escapes,
Concertina and chain link,
Derricks and cranes,
Swingsets and air vents
And factory gates,
The water in cylinders
Seen through the rain.

II. Meaning
Grey is the stigma you must overcome,
The mud in the search for the truth,
What are the ashes but what has been?
The elegance of loss, the gunmetal wisdom,
The vicissitudes of sophistication,
A mind too heartless, a spirit confused,
Polarities neutralized, purities soiled,
Sharpnesses scraped away,
To accept without discernment,
The shine that is unyielding, that pulls all inside,
What can, in a moment of sun, be undone.

A Sunday in Greenwich

2012-01-22T23:41:00.002-05:00

Behind the red barn with its rooftop of snow
in the white home older than the revolution
a book of Aeschylus is pulled off the library shelves
to peruse perhaps while the owner is waiting
for an answer to his latest email.
Greece has only so many islands to give
they must offer him something more tangible
if they expect his small claim on their distressed debt
to not be litigated in a favorable court;
without rights at par and a generous recovery waterfall
he can paralyze the global bond market and they know it
or will learn it by afternoon's end.
As he waits, he takes breaks from his monitors
to cheer for his teams, who both make the super bowl
through the most fortunate bounces of the football.
He must make a call, the game will be fun to attend this year,
he resolves as he reads the happy report
how Newt won by running against the elites.
He takes his Xanax and Crestor
And reads briefs before his usual blissful sleep,
unaware that the Black Water Dragon
now emerges in the darkest of skies.

Snowblind

2012-01-21T21:34:00.001-05:00

lilac snow
violet sky
white
can't yet
be seen

for the light
inside of us
has not yet risen

we're not clarified enough
to see it
purely
just its fractures
seen uncertainly
as if they were the vapor
of our dreams
the stories in the static
noise
that make us feel our lives
are not our own

when white
is certainty
the law that is alignment
the light that leads the way
in darkness
in all directions
the pull that keeps us
tethered
to the stars

Black Angel Suite

2012-01-20T19:42:00.002-05:00

First a translation of Eugenio Montale’s “L’angelo nero” (Go here for the original Italian plus an alternative translation by the great William Arrowsmith), then an original poem on the same subject…

I.
Angel of black
restore me in soot
under your wings,
I can scrape past the combs
of thorns, the illuminations of the ovens
and kneel down
on the extinguished embers
if ever there remains some fringe
of your feathers

small angel so dark,
not heavenly or human
angel who is visible
changing different colors
and different forms, the same
then not the same, in the rapid flashing
tale-spinning your incomprehensible

black angel unveil
but do not kill me with your radiance,
do not clear the halo of fog
imprinted in my mind
because there is no eye that can withstand the headlights,
angel of coal that will shelter
inside the chestnut seller’s shawl

great ebony angel
dark angel
or white, if I, tired of wandering
took your wing and felt it
creak
I could not recognize you as I do
in sleep, waking in the morning
because it’s easier for a biped or a camel
to fit a needle's eye
than distinguish the false from the true,
and the burnt part that’s left, the lump
on your fingertips
is less than the dust
on your last feather, great angel
of furnace and ash, miniature angel
chimney sweep.

II.
Angel of black
with invisible wings
fill up my lungs with your flickering
grime, angel hobbling
in vagabond clothes
chanting toothless hymns,
cover the pipe steam too bright as it ascends
mirror my prayers too black
to comprehend, so the thought of death
is overwhelming, the sense of loss almost real,
let the burn of injustice turn the sky to ash
before it reduces
to blue and confusion,
let me know my sins and see in you
their retribution
and mercy in your hideous cloak.

O angel walk past me in fur
skirting the unknown with vampiric gait
and disappear, when your eyes
have laid their eggs in me
to purple smoke, the blackened
acid sweet leaves
of what's no longer
in form
and there's no life at all in the gargoyles
just the thought of you
as if you exist.

Don't desert me, black angel,
I wish to forget
that the world is service and thought
is endless,
let me grovel with turbid fanatics
who all harbor secret doubts
and a thirst for vengeance.
The sulfurous burn
of the paper and names
as the borders get blurred,
encendered,
how you endure the fire’s play, resolute
pit, cast-iron charm.

Why I Don't Mourn the Loss of History

2012-01-19T21:45:00.003-05:00

"There are children playing in the street who could solve some of my top problems in physics, because they have modes of sensory perception that I lost long ago." - J. Robert Oppenheimer

Euripides is speaking in this brook
As is Joy Formidable;
Both are preferable to the no voice that we hear
Contradicting all our yes’s.

Cultura, the tiny leaf off the tree that we saved
Is all we have left of our vanity
In the raw perception of the moment,

Where the rise and fall of countless lifetimes
is now transformed into our soil, our water, what we are,
a mulch where anything can grow
but seeds so precious they must drop from unseen birds.

Counting Flags

2012-01-18T11:21:00.001-05:00

In solidarity with Wikipedia

Stars, watching over the worried homes,
A line of long red bloodstripes from an old war
Before the Rothschilds took control.
The people here take pride in the care and folding,
The angle of ascent, the length of the pole,
Ironing it out like something they would wear
While dreaming of grandmothers new to these shores
And the blessings of this vast last chance Texaco
Large enough to take the most insignificant in,
Where there wasn’t something in the way of being human.
The government can now kill every one of us as it pleases
That’s the law, but mostly reserved for those
Who refuse to be implicated in the slaughter of children
For no other reason than it makes some feel stronger.
The flag thumbs its generous nose at such opposition,
That great symbol of dissent now warns against opinion,
Reminds us we have no freedom because we are not responsible.
The few who remember the way things were are sent overseas
To start their own countries (if they’re lucky) somewhere else,
And the brand is refreshed with each gusting of wind
As the buildings around them keep on crumbling.
The morning sun makes these rippling stripes
A memorial to something more than
The people who gave their lives
So that debt would grow,
It’s an undefiled dream
Waving over the projects,
The shuttered factories,
The foreclosed homes,
And everyone in terror that they might wake up.

A Winter Day

2012-01-17T19:35:00.002-05:00

Snow dust at sunrise,
Geese honking, the screeching of crows,
slush cracks, shoes muffle, tires shush, drains splatter

The woods have held on to their browns
and the grasses didn't yield without a fight

The afternoon forgets the thought
that breathed down on the real
as our minds are asked to let our knowledge go

White forms will always dissolve into black pools

Wet night
with its luminous coal and clean concrete,
limbs in tubes of light and diamond straw

Remembering ML King Boulevard

2012-01-16T21:07:00.000-05:00

It was so beautiful in Tinytown

When the sunrise hit the formstone, or the

Moonlight caught the scrapyard storage tanks.

We were proud to drink at Butts ‘n’ Betties

Where you fought or lost your girlfriend every time,

Proud to walk the projects every day

And navigate police tape and well-tossed bricks,

Proud of that fat guy at the liquor store

Who sold us our Chesterfields and Smirnoff

When he shot a robber dead from his perch,

Proud we had no furniture and Goodwill clothes,

Proud we smelled the sulfur and epoxy,

Proud we were insane not mediocre,

With our gizzard and horseradish banquets

And violence on the grass each Saturday…

But thoughts become like a virus

And memory a terminal disease

And I wonder why, as I let this go,

I found such solace in their acceptance,

In the magic of a dying old world town

Where there wasn’t ever any room to build

But plenty of incentive to destroy,

Where pain was a badge best left in the attic

And drinking games the only freedom from shame,

The shame of feeling pain

in a harbor

Of tears,

where the priests lacked allcompassion,

Where they let you see with a kind of glee

What will become of those souls abandoned

But only if you do not bat an eye;

This town that drinks alone but lets you buy.

Ghosts and homeless people were my only friends

Because they said what others merely know:

How every mental fabricating smelter

Goes belly up in the end, and every grace

Must always be contingent, for no one

Deserves a thing, that is the curse of knowing

That before the Marxist hip-hop poseurs

Stapled their flyers to the plywood walls

That once these storefronts held a golden age.

Escaping from such a place with my life

Was nothing, for it was a place to die,

But I cry to know my children called it birth.

Brittle Words

2012-01-15T11:07:00.000-05:00

Sunday morning
laying in bed
letting all the monumental somethings
float by

Once in a while
when it's perfectly still
the occasional all-encompassing nothing comes
what we, with brittle words, call love

A Fairy Tale for Grimm Times

2012-01-14T15:03:00.000-05:00

Once upon a time in a land far away there lived a queen.

While sewing, she pricks her finger and three drops of blood fall on the snow that swirls continuously around her. As she looks at the blood on the snow, she says to herself, "Oh, how I wish that I had a daughter that had skin white as snow, lips red as blood, and hair black as ebony."

A few years later, the queen gives birth to a baby girl whohas skin white as snow, lips red as blood, and hair black as ebony. They nameher Princess Snow White. As soon as the child is born, the queen dies.

In the meantime the king has taken on a new wife, who is beautiful but very vain. The new queen possesses a magical mirror, which answers any question it is polled. The only question that the queen ever wanted to ask, however, was "Mirror, mirror on thewall / Who is the fairest of them all?" to which the mirror always replies"You, my queen, are fairest of all."

But one day Snow White became more beautiful, and the mirror told the queen when she asked:"Queen, you are full fair, 'tis true, but Snow White is fairer thanyou."

The queen becomes jealous, and orders a huntsman to takeSnow White into the woods to be killed.

She demanded that the huntsman, as proof of killing SnowWhite, return with her lungs and her liver. The huntsman takes Snow White intothe forest, but after raising his knife to stab her, he finds himself unable tokill her as he has fallen deeply in love with her. Instead, he lets her go,telling her to flee and hide from the Queen. He then brings the queen the lungsand the liver of a fairy, which is prepared by the cook and eaten by the queen.

In the forest, Snow White discovers a tiny cottage belongingto a group of seven dwarfs, where she rests. There, the dwarfs take pity onher, saying "If you will keep house for us, and cook, make beds, wash,sew, and knit, and keep everything clean and orderly, then you can stay withus, and you shall have everything that you want."

Each of the dwarfs had a name:

Dopey, the youngest, most lovable and most mischievous of theseven…

Grumpy, who found nothing to like in the forest or in thedwarf family…

Doc, the only one of the dwarfs to wear glasses, sopresumably an intellectual and in charge…

Happy, the most rotund of the dwarfs, who laughs off all thetroubles around him and makes fun of the other dwarfs…

Bashful, who hides his innocent nature behind a classic pose ofshyness…

Sneezy, whose words are often hard to distinguish because ofhis propensity for sneezing all the time…

And Sleepy, who apparently cannot get much work done becauseof a problem with narcolepsy.

While Snow White travels around with the Seven Dwarfsputting on shows for the forest animals, the Queen asks her mirror once again"Who's the fairest of them all?", and is horrified to learn that SnowWhite is not only alive and well and living with the dwarves, but is still thefairest of them all.

Outraged, she makes a poisoned apple to kill Snow White, andin the disguise of a farmer’s wife…

offers it to Snow White. When she is hesitant to accept it,the Queen cuts the apple in half, eats the white part and gives the poisonedred part to Snow White, who eats the apple eagerly and immediately falls into adeep stupor. When the dwarfs find her, they cannot revive her, and they placeher in a glass vault, assuming that she is dead.

Time passes, and a prince traveling through the land seesSnow White.

He strides to her vault. The prince is enchanted by herbeauty and instantly falls in love with her. He begs the dwarves to let himhave the vault. The prince's servants carry the vault away, and the movement causes the piece of poisoned apple to dislodge from Snow White'sthroat, awakening her. The prince then declares his love for her and soon awedding is planned.

The vain Queen, still believing that Snow White is dead,once again asks her mirror who is the fairest in the land, and yet again themirror disappoints her by responding that "You, my queen, are fair; it istrue. But the young queen is a thousand times fairer than you."

Not knowing that this new queen was indeed her stepdaughter,she arrives at the wedding, and her heart fills with the deepest of dread whenshe realizes the truth. As punishment for her wicked ways, a pair of heatediron shoes are brought forth with tongs and placed before the Queen, but beforeshe steps into them, Dopey, who has mistakenly eaten a small bite of thepoisoned apple, asks the Queen to marry him. She quickly accepts, and the partycontinues as before, with everyone living happily ever after.

The Breaking of the Sun

2012-01-13T16:31:00.000-05:00

It's the redness of the fallen leaves
the calico blue of the waterway
the pom pom shaking of the winter trees
the revelation of beige in ragged quills

That makes the homes so far away
and the people on the train no more than scenery
and I wonder whether we are seen at all
or whether we are watched like morning birds

As they harmonize their moves from branch to branch
experiencing up and down, together and alone,
one going to the wires, and one into the woods
in some unknown and vast choreography

And I see the people take the form of beasts
outlined out of star shapes and the visions inside dreams
alighting at the terminal, their creatures hid within,
to disperse in complex patterns only galaxies portend.

Poète Maudit

2012-01-12T17:53:00.001-05:00

Thinking of Ernest Dowson

Beauty rules her haunted souls,
Her gold transmuting lead,
Her scepter takes allotted tolls
In flames that must be fed

With lives you lived so long ago
Still roasting on her spit,
That feeling you cannot let go,
Like clothes that never fit.

The perfume phial is empty,
The lipstick faded grey,
The world will never hear your cries
Now that they’ve burned away,

The perfect turns of phrase will bend,
The music will undo;
The kisses will survive them,
The roses will stay true,

The wine will last forever
‘Tho drunkards drain like drops
In death the quenchless river
Where every carriage stops;

The dull words of the girl long gone
Will echo in the caves,
The sound in vain you waited on
Will whisper through the waves

But the sweet silk that you made of it
Has long since now dissolved,
And the dawn so dimly lit
Will never quite resolve.

The fountain now no longer sings
Its unheard melodies,
But lovers still arrive in spring
With fires to appease,

And only you are absent,
You poet of the clouds,
Who held what was too vibrant,
Too lucent for our shrouds.

The Golden Years

2012-01-11T22:38:00.000-05:00

The age that we live in is the past.
There's no need for librarians, everyone's a wiki on something.

The question of the age is: what age do you wish to live in?
Perhaps the absinthe 90's, the 50's baby boom,
Rome when it fiddled, Paris when it sizzled, Britain when heads rolled.

The hotels are roaring twenties affairs, the pharmacies strictly post-war,
The trains were made in 1970, and the stations a hundred years before.
When the buildings aren't greco-roman, they're soviet modern or deco
with arches from Byzantium and frills from gothic France.

Even the factory ruins are preserved as shopping arcades
where orange-yellow miniskirts and bouffants are all the rage
and no one pretends to make jewelry anymore, or watches or gloves
or drapery or shoes or scarves or cedar chests.

One expects wedding dresses and baby clothes to stay the same
but Harleys and Fenders and Airstreams?
There hasn't been a new kind of lamp in 30 years!

Instead there are fractals and video games,
the cartoons that you think are real,
and gadgets that bring the past that much closer to life

so we can chat about Lucy and the Seventies Bands,
relive Antietam, check the Magna Carta's fine print,
draft fantasy players for the USFL, watch handfishing passed down for
centuries,
reminisce about sit-com families before they all become dysfunctional,
see the guitar in Picasso's studio, and the glory of Monty Python's tomb.

Even the currency slowly turns back to gold
along with old books and gas station ornaments.

It's all we can do to hold on to what we are
like a chrysalis flailing through dust
squirming for the light in a cavernous glue
for some long-dreamt beauty of birth.

Evening at the Cyber Café

2012-01-10T20:19:00.000-05:00

Chinese warrior monks eat Marco Polo pizza in dishwasher aprons
debating mastadons from Mars to all-night Babylonian oompah music

while off-duty patrolmen nonchalantly play mafia shrooms and shoot-em-up
video games waiting for a slice

and Hieronymous Fresh works on his translation of the lemon jelly donut
into linear b like every archivist from the Pleiades to Alpha Centauri

and a junkyard dog named Iron Fist drinks Mint Romneys with velvet gloves
and a dry cravat remembering how despite it all the Monte Cristos were good.

It was enough to wax nostalgic for getting bushwacked by a tire iron
in the back of a Parisian chop suey joint by men with too much Frenchness.

The clown-nanny wonders why the children are all frightened
and why he can't get service in his hairshirt and order mock turtleneck soup to go,

while the golden thumb piano of justice plays for quarterback Tim Tebow's
elk antlers glimpsed before they retract into His Magnificent Skull.

The organ donor monkey dressed like a Peter Lorre cancer survivor on trial
wants spellcheck now too but not on spellcakes, for his memoirs, that he calls

"Pimping God, the Spanish Johnny Story, or How I Learned the Long Con”
while his pasta grows cold like unrequited love or certain hands in poker.

Tebow Time

2012-01-09T19:15:00.006-05:00

"Tebow threw for exactly 316 yards in the 29-23 upset win, presenting an eerie allusion to the Bible’s John 3: 16 passage — whose number Tebow famously wore in the black under his eyes when he led the Florida Gators to victory in the 2009 collegiate national championship game. What’s more, that event took place exactly three years ago on the same day as his latest miracle comeback. And that wasn’t it for the coincidences: Tebow set an NFL playoff record with, you guessed it, 31.6 yards per completion and the TV rating on CBS peaked between 8.00-8.15pm ET with a rating of, say it ain’t so, 31.6." - Glen Levy, Time Magazine online, January 9, 2011

Tim Tebow as John Henry
come to Occupy the Playoffs
sayin' 'tis no game for courtiers and kings
'tis a game for holy children,
no matter all the layers
of anger from abandonment
the giants are as pure
as naked babies underneath.
And while the greatest minds
scheme deep into the night
on how to spring their team
on a blackboard from its prison
he waited late at night
deep inside the locker room
to run to rookie Miller
and tell him of the good news
how Jesus needs this team to win.

He never was supposed to have been born
so physical restrictions don't mean much to him.
He never went to school except to play football
so the thought of himself as an individual makes him grin,
and the game plan always was a form of scripture
with time enough for prayers and gratitude,
the will to win the same as the thirst for heaven.

And when the opening kickoff
bounced right off the goalpost
and landed perfectly still
smack dab on the 20-yard line,
one knew that Jesus was in the building,
that another miracle was needed
in these hard and desperate times,
a miracle that would only happen
when the other team had reached the point
that they could put away the game,
when the last of the non-believers
had given up all hope.

Truth: Pro & Con

2012-01-08T22:06:00.000-05:00

One can either move with the stars or against them.
The correctness of the journey is not what is important.

149 Degrees

2012-01-07T23:26:00.001-05:00

A Tesla infrared machine
like the desert in a box
releasing copper from my blood
in sadness droplets
pen starts crying
black like the foot bath
my fingerprints toxic
my sadness so small
in the face of the endless
quiet at the bottom of my heart -
no one else is waiting there
just my invincible twin

Epiphany and the Ace of Spades

2012-01-06T23:12:00.008-05:00

They talked, at work, of gold this morning,
the difference between base and precious metals,
the former was a bubble, financially speaking,
the latter the last thing of value on earth,
increasing based on its cost in extraction,
the modern variant of the myth in every ancient culture
how the serpents came to our planet for gold
and created us to mine it, and take dominion.
Thank you, Melchior of Babylon
for the gift of empire, in changeless gold,
for the philosopher's stone,
the earth of kings turned virtuous,
the queen that recognizes the divine so gives it birth,
the women of Parthia in the West, in angelic descent
yield their perception to earth, producing form as beauty
the loveliness of all that is endlessly created,
the sculptures, the colors, the bodies
as, from the East, the shamans and brahmins
with sage and papyrus, priests of their captor's religion,
Chaldean necromancers, Egyptian exorcists,
who hold the secrets to conquering earth with their minds
for the betterment of humanity, yield their wisdom
to the earth, producing laws of wisdom
transmitted secretly from races unknown to history,
the 144 magi, 12 messiahs, seven ages.

This afternoon, a different scent in the underground tunnels,
frankincense, strange and familiar, with its opening fragrance
that widens the heart and softens the mind,
the white stone that burns and turns the self violet,
the smoke that is spirit cleansing the air
and calling us inward to God.
Thank you Balthazar of Arabia
for the gift of priesthood, sweet frankincense,
for the fire that burns knowledge into the divine,
that illumines a vision of God the Son,
that we may see through the crystallized sand columns
built from music and plied with cosmic light,
to wear the robes of hierophant as he awaits the Christ
until revealed like an eclipse, out of the infinity of faith,
earth becomes a two-fold star lit by two perfect rays,
the bride and the groom waiting,
the binah and chokmah, the yin and yang
dancing through the skeleton frame
where the constellations, the mighty bull, lion and scorpion
marked in light within the head, high heart and loins
as one aligns with the flowing, the conclusion to the word,
the slow syrup drip of the universe.

This evening, when I came home
my wife put in the diffuser a new essential oil, myrrh,
the most powerful tool of healers, a resin that bleeds red
from the tree, embalmer of mummies
strong enough to resurrect one for the next world,
to if not cure all disease, purify the suffering
in the space between living and immortality.
Thank you Jaspar of Persia
for the gift of prophecy, bitter myrrh,
the divine feminine manifests the divine
virgin Mary in the grotto as the Christ light is born
from the bride and groom of heaven,
the mathematics of love calls down angels
from thrones from dominions from archangels
to densest earth, for heaven to beat in hearts
and vibrate inside skin;
throw the fruitcakes, hunt the wren,
set the Christmas trees on fire, dive into the water
for the cross, let Carnival begin
to celebrate the unification
of what never was divided,
spirit and flesh, earth and heaven.

Father and Daughter Chat

2012-01-05T23:37:00.019-05:00

For Veronica

Confusing to know what is right and what's wrong
And everything, all the time, is perfect

The bullies are weak and retreaters are strong
And everything, all the time, is perfect

It's holy to think that the others have won
And everything, all the time, is perfect

It's sacred to feel that that your work is undone
And everything, all the time, is perfect

A comfort to know you have wasted your time
And everything, all the time, is perfect

Losing the time you don't have is no crime
And everything, all the time, is perfect

The greatest of gifts is what hurts you the most
And everything, all the time, is perfect

That thing you're ashamed of is your proudest boast
And everything, all the time, is perfect

The future and past's in this breath that you take
And everything, all the time, is perfect

All that you gather becomes what you make
And everything, all the time, is perfect

You ask how we thrive without a hive mind
And everything, all the time, is perfect

Our strength is in what we can seek and not find
And everything, all the time, is perfect

Outside the Net

2012-01-04T23:05:00.001-05:00

When the world was real, I had Biddle Street,
its smell of grime and gravy, its ghosts dressed
like cathedrals, its beggars dressed like ghosts,

the concrete hill that was my life
with the monument on top done up in purple
when the ravens came to town and I had left

to drink lemonade with Sufis and eat oranges with virgins
who wrote ancient Chinese channelings in sand
in yellow houses in the deep evangelical South;

I was simply chasing purple, the shade I finally found
when I saw Jesus tip his titty dancer Mary
in an all-you-can-eat casino in North Las Vegas.

How much easier it was, then, to know what was actual,
for it glinted like a crystal in my hand, reunited with my cells
and now it swims before my eyes whenever I close them.

It's a cry that can't be heard inside this box
that's now the world, that collects all the facts
but not that purple, the bird itself, its arc of flight.

After Falling Off the Wagon to Read a Newspaper

2012-01-03T22:38:00.000-05:00

Hobos are the unacknowledged legislators of the world,
Hippies of the drum circle its armies of the night,
the Unemployed turned anarchist the new-school bourgeoisie,
the throng of rude unimpressed Youth the new blue light.

More drop into this sewage from the ordinary every day
as jobs, homes, health care lapses
learning, as they fall, how to live with so much less,
less stuff, fewer lies, not as much irradiated food,
to fill the abyss of self-esteem with something else,
to look with different eyes at the world, to observe
how close the stars are, and how no corner's disconnected
from another, how strong one is for walking on two feet.

Nearby, more people wait to fall off, afraid
of what they'll become when their vestiges of order
crumble, afraid of the smile the free wear,
their shabby clothes. The clock is like a timebomb,
so they hold on to the moments:
the posing models, the decadent gadgets,
the knowing that their paradise must end.

When you've been branded by the hot coals held by Satan
you tend to trust him, you take solace in your pitiful share
of corruption, and overlook the sacrificed souls of children
as it's all a game, until the reaper comes
and reminds you this was your choice all along.

Poet's Block

2012-01-02T23:16:00.000-05:00

thermal lint
rusted bulb...

wherever you are
you are inside the poem

it lets you in
its sacred space

to show there is no other you
in all that is

and then it pulls away
like the sun revealing glass

all walls and windows
through which the veils of smoke are clear as crystals

New Year's Day Football

2012-01-01T21:38:00.001-05:00

The shock of the clock
turning as I turn
covering as I leap
for what may be my last
hail mary
to haul in the thing
reality contests
its minutes of bliss
too small
for my chasm of heart
beating

My Year in Review

2011-12-31T15:27:00.003-05:00

I wash the scent off of 2011,
an Oscar Wilde saint with a past,
the lines, by El Greco, all black.

It's time, to leave behind
some hostages of the mind:
bowling in Manhattan, swimming in the Yucatan,
visiting psych wards and tooth removers,
humid graduations and ice-cold reunions,
afternoon mescal in the West, St. Germaine back East,
the cheers for the Bruins and for De Vere on the silver screen,
the elegies for capitalism and democracy,
well-made socks and the NC double A,
caught in the job creators pepper spray,
praising Aaron Rodgers and Scott Walker,
Stieg Larsson and Julian Assange,
ragtime tornadoes, fracking earthquakes, nuclear tsumanis
a self-immolation before a courthouse in New Hampshire,
the epic fail of sovereigns, the credit event bazookas,
the black swan contagions of a civilization
that can no longer stomach the gentlest of truths.

This was the year we glimpsed the mirror behind the curtain
but only to see if our eyes were open,
for the real work ahead, for all of us now
is go stark raving sane to discover the treasure
of what we have been all this time,
beyond El Greco's tarnished saints
or Caravaggio's lucent sinners,
the thing we are always urging us towards,
forever mistaken but never wrong,
the lurch through the cleansing hurricane
to the nothing inside, all eyes.

The Continuing Adventures of Mr. Bull and Mr. Bear

2011-12-29T10:10:00.003-05:00

For one, the sun is always rising.
For the other, the sky is always falling.
Yet they both are always right,
All curvings of the roller coaster ride reveal their foresight.

One is fearless in how much they love us
(Even when they try to kill us),
Sees children as the mother of invention.
The other's always dying to the dream of sleep,
Seeking freedom from the stubborn pull of nothingness.

There's no walk through the fire without being burned
There's only the fire
And not being burned.

Yet one can learn by swaying with the balance
As markets adjust behind secretive weights,
Seek solace in the one and then in the other
Though what is put together one can't calculate.

One must let the rope out in infinite faith
And pull it back in with all of one's strength.
The gift of life is far too prevalent
It must be trimmed back, for growth is
A means to an end.

But what that end is, we still can't predict
Even with minds that encompass all,
Even with all-embracing hearts,

For we wheel in the same old orbit around
The contradictions that are the possibilities
Pretending that it matters to be right or be wrong
When our openness alone propels the journey.

Heroes in a Box

2011-12-27T23:23:00.084-05:00

The little people
See the big wide world
In deep and shiny focus;
Every sentient thing
Wears its praise and blame.

The giant people
Have insect-like eyes
Compelled to read patterns
Only they can see;
A thread becomes a world.

The roses the little ones
Throw at their feet
Are shadows of darkness and light,
But the eyes returned in confusion
Bear bright the purest of wisdom.

It's as if they are watching a birth out of nothing,
Some color to light the familiar world,
But the giants vanish when eyes adapt to their light.
The little people fear they're too small
Swallowed in how large they've become.

Near Grafton

2011-12-27T02:10:00.001-05:00

Sheets of ice on beveled rock
like frosting over chocolate

Cold Walk in the Middle of the Night

2011-12-26T21:08:00.002-05:00

There are few Christmas lights
in the Marblehead Neck mansions,
just an occasional giant white wreath
30 feet up in the sky...
But in the squid ink sea
green and red lights flash incessantly
from solitary rocks
amid swaying buoys.

Conjunction

2011-12-25T00:01:00.000-05:00

Capricorn Connecticut
in a Capricorn sun
and Capricorn new moon
it's brutal the way
the goat grows out of the spiral,
irascible ego
must learn how to flow
with the consequating whole,
to let the past go
by learning its lessons,
the integrity of fitting
the narrow straits
requires not molding the truth
to desire
for even an instant,
accepting the brown hills
of bare woods as beauty
so the path of the birch trees
can be seen.

It's an energy that tells me
with my precious son in a homeless shelter
on Christmas
not to break
or visit.

St. Nicholas the Banker

2011-12-23T14:21:00.007-05:00

In honor of U.S. total debt reaching 100% of GDP (officially at least) on the winter solstice.

Hard times for he who thinks of himself as God
And every year pretends he’s not a fraud,
The middleman from a land of endless fleece,
His conspiracy unraveled piece by piece.

He’d told the slaves he’d teach them all a trade
As if it was OK they were not paid.
He called it all a global charity
For the oil-rich, offshore, tax-free territory.

When he asked them to don green felt hats and bells
To endure the sting of sawdust and the turpentine smells
It taught them every year that they were fools;
Their student loans were never paid in full

So they worked to smelt lead, sew shoes, trim elastic
And fill their lungs with fiberglass and plastic
With no health care or dental, for some children overseas
Whose parents paid five times their homes to please.

How money good turned bad he wouldn’t say,
Maybe when he discontinued real gold in his sleigh
Or maybe he created a dependency,
A sense of entitlement to drive his Ponzi scheme,

All we know for sure now is the gold is gone
And shoddy toys each year are left too soon in front of lawns
Yet each of us must fill the stocking yet again for Santa
A starting out down payment of two hundred fifty grand, a

Pittance when compared to what we really owe
To this mysterious Kringle who makes gold out of tinsel
And has nothing left to show for all his usury
Except our souls bound in perpetuity.

For this one Christmas we will owe a thousand
To fortify his compound in the northern wasteland
And so we can believe that he is real,
His bubbles all still made as out of steel.

We’ve given him the mint whose coins are cold, thin air
Leant back to us for payment at three times the share
Yet somehow we believe he can’t exist,
That coincidence could not allow such a perverse plot twist;

It’s so much easier to believe he’s a delusion
Than to know exactly what he does to children.
We lack respect, he says now; this greatest of all men
Has to hide his gifts of course in gilded wrapping.

He offered once a hope to a world torn up by war
That if we were more good each year we would gain a reward,
But these things he leant to us became what we were,
His boxes were empty of what really mattered

And chaos has ensued, the mother of all profit
That spins and spins until there is nothing left of it
And hard times have come now for even Santa Clause,
A time that should give every one of us pause,

A time to look the gift horse in the mouth,
A time for polar north to vibrate south
To rediscover our love inside the light
And bless the final passing of the long, good night.

After "The Long Christmas Dinner"

2011-12-17T02:37:00.004-05:00

A miniskirt with sequins, December horn of Orpheus
but no one is adored...

"Titanic's sister ship!," turquoise dress with rabbit fur
but no one is adored...

It's overdrafts, lost credit cards, and pre-processing fees
that warm the people's voices,
the jingling lust of Christmas
that puts the giggle in their stride
but no one is adored...

No birds of prey look longingly
just iron wings with ruby eyes.
Panhandlers cannot even see our souls.
Couples smile arm in arm
so glad to be away from each other just this once
but no one is adored...

Some fair exchange is bartered out
in all the brisk complaining,
some wisdom comes from blackenings of vodka
but no one is adored...

The only one invisible
who floats between the rising plumes of steam,
completely empty of the storefronts in his eyes,
looks up into the fat and glistening sky:
Adoration calm and endless fuels the night.

Words of Wisdom from Bill Hicks

2011-12-16T23:16:00.001-05:00

"The world is like a ride at an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it, you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. The ride goes up and down, round and round, it has thrills and chills, it's very brightly colored, it's very loud and it's fun for a while. Some people have been on this ride for a long time and they think to question 'is this real, or is it just a ride?,' and other people have remembered and they come back to us and they say 'hey don't worry, don't be afraid ever because this is just a ride,' and we, we kill these people. We kill all the good guys who try to tell us this and let the demons run amok, but that's OK, it's just a ride." - Bill Hicks (December 16, 1961 – February 26, 1994)

Explaining the Zodiac to a Child

2011-12-16T11:07:00.002-05:00

In the circle, like a merry-go-round, you see the same familiar faces
As you go around. Sometimes they smile,
Sometimes they frown, and by the end they’ve disappeared
Although you’re right where you began.

The red horse I am riding needs green dragon by its side,
I need to have the bad guy, to drive these pistons on,
I need to have this mirror in the center, or else I'd turn
To stone, or else I’d be afraid I was invisible,
Unable to see the wound that takes me home.

The shadows rise and fall upon the pole
Still I’m in the same place moving,
The plastic saddle, the permanent smile
Aren’t real, but my stirrups are
As I stroke the purple hair that keeps me dreaming.

And as I pass another turn around the cylinder
That hammers music, another cluster
Of notes like a hand with cubes of sugar
Makes me recognize at last

That every time I pass
It is unique, this stiff contraption
Lets me be the world revolving, for the oneness has the room
For endless ones to spin an endless candy cotton.

The Morning After the Bill of Rights Was Expunged

2011-12-15T09:38:00.012-05:00

Geese flying west, honking into the great mystery
But touching somehow, in formation, as if attacking
When they could be picked off so easily.

A sparrow as Cassandra with its discontented plaints
Lives in a harmony of song in the air.

We round them up, and rip down their nests
But still they return, endless
With their incomprehensible squawking
And we too dumb to hear.

Five days of what we do to you,
What we now can do to any U.S. citizen
Who expresses a different opinion,
Makes you a lifelong vegetable.

I wish we could treat humans
As gently as birds.

Happy 220th birthday, and Rest In Peace

Chiron Return

2011-12-14T09:39:00.001-05:00

The sky is not unfair no matter how cruel it can be
We don't seek vengeance on a river when it's low
But when we see our parents' pain
At the moment that they orphaned us

Shine back at us
We have to learn how to accept
To see how great we are because of it
To say thank you for the gift
Of what we call pain.

We must wear it like our most important medal
For it's the ugliness that sets each one apart
That makes each one of us immortal,
That overwhelming wound that never heals.

The Second Coming

2011-12-13T09:59:00.001-05:00

An alternative version of Yeats’ new-age poem

The hierophant has supper with the fool,
This spade will raise my body up, he chimes,
This chalice holds my blood, that is the rule,
But the fool sees only bread and wine;
A hand turns on the Christ light one more time.

The priestess takes her crystals from her veil,
The magician turns her secrets into fuel
As if it bears on what we do, his grail,
Its vast illusion truth beyond their rule;
A hand turns on the Christ light like a jewel.

The emperor of wands and empress of swords
Fall from the tower under stars and moon
While the hanged man prize lies upside down from cords,
The devil rapt in judgment on the wheel of fortune;
A chariot turns the Christ light on the runes.

These ancient archetypes were made for us
So we could grieve for what we were with wars
And know love as an arc of endless service
With music and mathematics as our lords;
The hand that lit the Christ light brought the words.

And now we see the priests steal children’s souls,
The devil wins whatever king we choose,
The world of form has fallen through the holes,
The truths we sought an analgesic ruse,
The Christ light’s now inside us like a fuse.

Responsibility

2011-12-12T10:42:00.005-05:00

"The IMF is the US and so ultimately, these new 'loans' to insolvent sovereigns, are being guaranteed by the US tax payer. We also know that if involved in the financings, the US IMF banks (JP Morgan and others) get preferred status in any sovereign bankruptcy. In light of what transpired during the MF Global bankruptcy, the 'preferred' status given to JP Morgan by the trustee has meant, that segregated client funds that were supposed to stay segregated, by law, have been taken by JP Morgan, an unsecured creditor. That doesn't bode very well for the US tax payers in the case of any future sovereign bankruptcies where investment banks like JP Morgan will have preferred status off the bat. In this situation, the US tax payers will have less 'protection' than the MF Global customers.

"Plus, if the IMF gets involved, countries would lose all of their sovereignty. The IMF would essentially run the country's finances and control all state assets, which basically results in the asset stripping of the said economies in order to continue to repay the new IMF loans that were necessary because the countries' GDP could not sustain the payments of the central banks's loans. Historically, borrowing from the IMF has always been devastating for countries, as after paying the IMF, there is no capital left for growth, all state assets fall into private, usually foreign hands and most wealth extracted from those assets is exported outside of the countries. It's a great deal for the IMF banks, as this means, the taking of real assets, like Italy's gold reserves for example, in exchange for paper, which in light of all the debt, QE and other inflationary policies, has questionable future value.

"Of course this is what will happen, as I am convinced that these people will not stop privatizing profits and socialising losses until they are forced to do so. They will squeeze every last drop from the tax payers of the world until everyone is paving their own roads, picking up their own mail and paying taxes on breathing. They will keep going until they cannot continue.”
-“Swani,” in a comment on Euro Zone: Another Crisis, Another Backdoor Taxpayer Bailout in today’s Zero Hedge.

They paid it forward
Goya and Moliere,
Brecht and Goethe,
Caravaggio and Voltaire,
And if we really care
About their findings,
If they’re aren’t just
Alchemy,
We won't begrudge the copper
Soul-extracted usury.
For they need inspiration too,
The boot of evil rules
To prophesy another way
And distinguish whose from whose.
This bounteous land is there for us
To starve and kill and lose
What other purpose could it serve?
For life is ever complete,
We chomp like horses at a bit
To charge our aching feet.

My Poems

2011-12-10T00:01:00.002-05:00

The gathering of poets
share their deepest secrets.

In the library next door
all the books of men are kept.

I had to leave,
through the trapdoor of the evening

to the Burger King,
where all the poems I'll ever need are found.

Post-Face

2011-12-09T23:05:00.001-05:00

For Jerome Rothenberg on his 80th Birthday

And why can’t I live
With the cavemen and vagabonds
Sharing wordless screams that they call poems?

Why can’t I look
To the dead and to the darkness
For the words they need to speak to me today?

If you’re patient enough
A poem eventually comes from the iguana’s mouth.

Are we ever large enough
For even the smallest of poems?
You wouldn’t know, weaving all
Into The book, the long-dreamt endless book,
The prayer that never ends, the voice that
Never strays from its beginnings –

One tribe when every person is a wolf
—Who dreams that? That night could unify like that?
Who shows that day can be dismantled
By pulling plugs out of its sockets?

So easy, do you do this,
As if—the way you look at us—we did it all.

Beauty's Dualities

2011-12-07T21:31:00.004-05:00

Thanks, MattRusty, for hepping me to Tolstoy’s “What is Art?” as if the 20th century never existed. Here are some ruminations on the subject.

Beauty frees us from our separation, yet isolates us from everyone else.

Beauty’s like a laugh that infects others to laughter, yet no one gets the joke.

Beauty’s nothing but rhythm, logic and form, yet it brings out the deepest, darkest feelings.

Beauty consists of sharp combinations, yet it only exists as a whole.

Beauty is truth and truth beauty, yet beauty's an illusion and truth is ugly.

Beauty is impractical, yet the only thing humanity cares about.

We all by instinct know and savor beauty, yet no one can agree on what is beautiful.

Beauty takes away the sadness from love, and gives compassion to fear.

Beauty magnifies the finite, and sets boundaries to the infinite.

Beauty shows us what we look like using things that aren’t us.

Beauty shows us new ways to think by repeating what we already know.

Beauty is everywhere, in all that humans are and do, yet it is rare in works of art.

Beauty can't be put into words, yet it doesn’t exist without them.

Mirror Image

2011-12-06T23:40:00.001-05:00

The squirrel glazed with sap
buries another seed at the depot
deep enough to be hidden
but shallow enough to be found,
the common becomes secret.

A row of his own trees
should have lost their leaves by now
but there's only this veined parking lot.
For as long as he is here
he is free to dream.

After Seeing the "Ancient Aliens" TV Show for the First Time

2011-12-05T09:46:00.000-05:00

The world has acquired all my knowledge
just as I start forgetting the facts.
One can claim for the manifest there was no transaction
but this crow knows better,
downloading what's in my brow
with the report of its voice.

Entrance of Frost

2011-12-02T13:44:00.000-05:00

A second sun within the glass;
patterns of the nebulae and spider wool;
jewel laminate that shines like stars and capillary streams;
the earth thickened from its dream,
its breath made tangible.

Colors are borrowed away
so the sun can give birth to them again
as it can wipe away the years
from temporarily elderly roofs.

The shallows are solid,
the smoke's stuck to the sky
and desolate fairways glisten grey;
some story begins on a morning like this
though the robins sing elegies to our numb and pulsing ears.

A winter coat of obscurity
lifts the world to solidity,
as something finally real
—with all the pain and ecstasy that that entails—
but the real is just a station,
we continue on our journey
deeper into truth,
forward into fantasy.

Sudden Sparkle

2011-12-01T12:01:00.001-05:00

Cold December
and the smell of reddened chocolate,

The browns and the golds are
vying with the greens,

The limbs, unencumbered now with leaves
are lined with lights,

And bells, once stuffed inside
the choruses of morning

Now ring, each one, as I walk by,
to show how something is alive that I can't see.

The birds have lost their camouflage
but still they go on singing.

The sky is now too wide to keep the secret
that everything is white

And shining like a moon
in the blue, transparent morning.

A Cul-de-Sac in Queens

2011-11-27T00:01:00.005-05:00

They've very kindly set New York up
like a giant game of chess:
a puzzle here, equation there,
some candy for the mind
that finds its glee in navigating conundrums.
But there are others, for whom
the rules have no real logic,
directions lead in circles,
the languages are of ancient lands.

Why Marketing Executives Should Not Create Children’s Breakfast Cereals

2011-11-26T00:01:00.006-05:00

Help Wanted: Cereal chemist who can translate marketing directives into cost-efficient executions for the following series of four seasonal-based sweetened breakfast cereals:

Leef Krunch
Formula: Maple sweetened flakes in the shape of leaves, with cinnamon-flavored twigs mixed in with the leaves. Must be able to claim “Real Maple Inside.”

Mascot: Horatio the Crow, who wears a dream catcher around his neck

Marketing Objective: To replace the concept of fall with “it’s leef krunch time.”

Frost Bitez
Formula: Sweetened coconut macaroon-like puffs with red raspberry filling inside.

Mascot: a Yeti named Balthazar who looks like the Abominable Snowman on Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer.

Marketing Objective: In addition to its seasonal and holiday usage, to aspire to the coolness of Frost Bitez in the heat of summer.

Paper Faireez
Formula: Paper-thin, almost translucent wafers in the shape of fairies that when exposed to milk expand like a sponge and turn five different shades of vivid pastel floral colors/flavors: daffodil/lemon, pink tulip/cherry, white clover/honey, honeysuckle/generic berry, violets/violets.

Mascot: Five distinct cartoon paper fairies that bring inanimate/dead things to life by sprinkling spring dust on them; each fairy has the name and color of a flower: Daffodil, Tulip, Clover, Honeysuckle and Violet. Further differentiation in characters is anticipated in development with the agency.

Marketing Objective: To transition toddlers to sweetened hallucinogenic breakfast cereals instead of farina, and to provide an appropriate breakfast-cereal addition to Easter-themed confectionery products.

Beech Treets
Formula: “Sand”-like sugar/hazelnut/wheat granules with the consistency of cream-of-wheat (may consult with independent lab technicians to achieve proper consistency), interspersed with chocolate “tokens” like Monopoly board pieces in the shapes of beach objects like balls, soft-serve ice cream cones, umbrellas, life preservers and rafts -- must achieve a coconut suntan lotion fragrance. This cereal will be packaged in a super-size box.

Mascot: None, instead a toy pail holding a prize of a larger, plastic version of a beach token will be in every box (shovel will not be included due to choking concerns). The advertising campaign will feature an ongoing debate between kids who want to eat the cereal whole, and those who want to take out the chocolate tokens first and put them in the pail for later. There will be seven colors of pails, with directions to collect all seven. In every 100th box, there will be a rainbow pail, but there will be no public announcement or acknowledgement of this, the expectation being that kids will think it’s a mistake and start coveting them.

Marketing Objective: To test the outer limit of how much sugar can be put into a children’s breakfast cereal; this product is expected to have high initial sales during its seasonal introduction, but it is anticipated that parental and regulatory pressure may result in its discontinuation. In its place, a sticky tropical fruit themed version will be introduced, with the sand coating the fruit in clusters.

The Humanists

2011-11-25T12:33:00.001-05:00

Players Club, Gramercy Park, NYC, 11/24/11

To Jim and Brenda

Emma Ferguson stares from out her cabinet card;
David Garrick greets us at our table
To clarify that it was he who was the first to say
Comedy’s more difficult than dying;
Edwin Booth’s our gracious host
As long as we acknowledge
His Hamlet as the greatest in the sea.
All the Janus-mask personages
Are done up here in oils
More lucent than their most glorious personas
But still they cannot leave the stage…

They have the hear the applause of the forks and knives,
The drinking-game claims of whether Shakespeare
Is only realized in Russian
As Chekov only speaks in the English tongue.
They take this kind of parlor talk so seriously
As if that’s all that matters of the losses in the world.
I know they want to kidnap me
When I hear of Mark Twain’s pool cue
Just waiting for me to see down in the basement.

Above this Indian burial ground, the owners of the world
Spin the finest dust in endless circles,
While on the boulevard are brand-new couples
Who hold new family’s love in tin-foiled pans, and ask
So lightly and so gay
The most important questions.
I see the shadow now of how tall my tales have become,
That they could be so stirring, though nothing ever moved.
I’m chasing something
Like a dog without thinking would chase a squirrel.

Why Academics Should Not Watch Movies

2011-11-24T10:24:00.008-05:00

Scholars in the field have begun to comment on the strange anomaly of why every straight guy in the world thinks he’s the only straight guy in the world who wants to have sex with Katherine Heigl. It is no longer enough to simply respond that Heigl is the antipode of Renee Zellwiger, who apparently has it written into her contract that someone in any movie she’s in must comment on how beautiful she is. Heigl is not simply the beautiful girl unaware of her own beauty, or the pal that no one looks at as beautiful, or other common dramatic disguises designed to project otherworldly beauty into ordinary situations (or vice versa). For Heigl, the analysis must go deeper, into the very fiber of her acting gestalt, for her work to date has veered from the normal puppet/butterfly archetypes of MKULTRA into a deeper level of manipulation that deserves further study, for it may be an indication of future sex idol transmission techniques in an increasingly fragmented media landscape.

Any analysis must begin with her Germanic name. There’s nothing funny about a German joke, as the old saw goes, and her customary bemused opening posture, mouth open as if to say something funny, creates a dissonance when one simultaneously encounters her odd combination of jet black eyes and Nordic blonde hair. Consider the effect if her eyes were green; wouldn’t you just laugh at what she says, having forgotten it immediately? Instead you’re pulled into further confusion, the disturbing mix of her man height, man walk, man hands, man shoulders, and man forehead with her very female take on such irritating qualities as hauteur, mockery, ridicule, impatience, insolence, condescension, fury, indignation, madness, bubble-brainedness and shit-losing, in effortlessly modulating subtle shadings of high bitchiness. This all centers of course on her neck, which you want to strangle, especially when it physically protrudes on the sides, and her adam’s apple wobbles, as she performs one of the above-mentioned irritating qualities. You do not want to strangle Scarlett Johannson or Zoey Deschanel. Add to that the fangs (she’d be great in a Van Helsing squealquel), the eyebrows that can wilt a carrot, and that awkward hairwhip move that only a gangly teenager who’s been mercilessly teased for years can pull off, and it’s almost, almost possible to not realize that she’s got a totally bitching bod. Completing the effect is the most effective eyelid acting of this generation. When James Lipton had her on the Actor’s Studio his first question of course was about the eyelid acting, how he uses her work to train his students but they never get it, what’s her secret, to which she replied, in that unctuous yet silly manner, “I dunno, I guess it just comes nat-rullly”. And that’s the point, isn’t it, the complete innocence of it all, the centuries of forgetting required, you just want to ask her what’s the deal, even though you know this will only result in those lips, those lips moving, squishing around some statement so contrary, so implausible, all you want to do is stick your tongue inside her mouth, even though you know she will suck up your whole psyche and mash it down like another chain-smoked cigarette.

It’s in the bone structure, that pure Aristotelian form more like a philosophy than something physical. Every face you see you’ve seen before, but bone structure, that’s unique, and you have to contend with its uniqueness. And hers is almost perfect, like F. Scott Fitzgerald said Katherine Hepburn’s was, and it frames her shaming smile, lights up her vacant eyes, brings depth to her relentlessly unforgiving brow. She gives you nothing, no hope of any leverage over any aspect of her, no control of anything now in your possession. You are only thankful you are tormented from afar, that you don’t have to hear the laugh if you were to ask her out on a date.

Hesitation

2011-11-23T14:09:00.001-05:00

I pray to be a better
portal of the sublime
the little voice big laughs back
the perverse is just as holy

For Some Friends Who Are Experiencing Change

2011-11-19T10:12:00.000-05:00

"As with Lester Young’s tenor and Shakespeare’s sonnets, we measure each autumn against an exalted standard acquired early." – Patrick Kurp

Sonny Rollins, Albert Ayler, David Murray, James Carter…
It’s all the same damn tenor, renewed another spring.
Those sonnets they call Shakespeare, ever distant, ever perfect,
Bloom at last as lessons to his son, to whom he is anonymous,
As he is to us, in the meshes of a queen.
Another autumn
Where the past has more of me than it ever has before
And the future is a language I have still to learn.
Does one have more at death or when one’s born?
Or is it all the same, for all the negotiations in between
With a world that changes easier than do we?
Why must we get away from the perfect
After we first catch sight of it: the golden tree,
The flowing reed, the words that fill the emptiest of hearts?
How can we endure the experience again
In a lesser ecstasy? All the autumns I have known
I feel in one lone shudder of the wind—
What magic I’m allowed comes from beyond
What I can see, some receptacle for feeling
Finds its way, through all that’s turned in time
From phantom into stone.
You’re free until you see
The scrapbooks of your parents browned by time
That showed a life that somehow, somewhere else, still is real.

How I wish this thing would rhyme, in pleasant measured meters,
That the afflicted saxophone could make the dry and woody tone
My parents loved, or that the sonnets could remain a mystery for all,
Not mere biography, however stronger they become for being human.
For I remember every face that ever looked right back on me
As I spoke for the first time of a sublime– how much softer
The leaves should be, more knowing of the winter.
Instead
My arms are pulled in marching by the children I’ve looked after,
Smiling that I'm with them in this phalanx of emotion,
Common purpose, the perfection that remains inside ideals.
There’s only the sublime ahead, the hideous in knots
That must be something else, and shall be turned by thought
Into the thing that wraps us up, regardless of whether the mind
Believes it will or not.

The 11:11 Radio Station

2011-11-18T00:10:00.003-05:00

I had a lovely conversation with Faith Freed on her radio program that aired live on 11-11-11 at 11:00 Pacific time. We discussed the personal, collective and spiritual meaning of the 11-11-11 "thing" over the course of the one-hour broadcast. Here's an audio replay of the podcast for those who want to listen in:

The Meaning of 11:11:11

Poem for the Changing of the Clocks

2011-11-06T03:54:00.001-05:00

Horns and warts in mirrors
So we crave upon the sublime
The sunsets by Lorrain
The gold at witching hour in useless deco…
It’s a balance we’ve escaped
A peace our love (as movement) leaves behind
To the perfect green eye of the machine…
For consciousness acquires
The weightlessness of truth
But the universal soup puts it to use
In pattern turned to pattern
Successively more distant
‘Til finally it becomes just what we seek
(For we could never see it otherwise):
The workings of the clock that never was…
What seemed to give a measure to our movement...
But the springs must re-elongate into lines,
We always must re-calibrate the gauges,
What we are moves further from the point
At which we began and will end – or so we suppose
With only a face on a clock to remind us,
Its backlit sun, its mechanized moon.

Autumn Song

2011-10-18T10:10:00.012-04:00

The colors widen, the air is alive,
Full of dying fire and sweet decay.
The forest opens out to deeper vistas,
Orange distances, death in all its finery.

Firewood dries, as the grasses, scythed, are tied
And rasping seeds that rattle in the gourds
Whisper in between the flickering crickets,
The scraping of the leaves, as silence sounds its chords,

A dissonance like frost, a brittle harvest,
This is all that is, and all that never was
As life receives the endless gift of ending
And death is made forever, all ephemeras

That cling in ragged trees, or is it me
These more-than-human feelings are about?
I quail before the depths that fill with air,
The long horizon and its gentle mists of doubt.

Posted for Gooseberry's Garden, just because...

October Day in Salem

2011-10-17T10:10:00.006-04:00

He liked being poor, the dusty cigarettes, the watery eyes, no judgment and no pretense, no achievements to be pulled away, just a spinning wheel of chaos: who would come home with a purple eye today? Whose possessions would be thrown out on the street? Who would suddenly, without warning, leave town, and why? The dinners at the mission are always warm. Most people on the street will give you coins to share some food. It's smoothed of complications here, you're either homeless or an outlaw who steals a wall and ceiling from a kind and hardened sucker who knows just what it feels like, holding out a key with a bleeding heart still beating. How many a disability check can feed! All these faces tell such stories, of judgment turned inside until there's nothing that is left but hungry eyes. Satan is called Angel here, 'cos he offers up a homemade cure for shame: a moment of innocent crying.

He was happy to be poor, to poke through each others' garbage for the cans that turn to cigarettes, the donuts that can keep the mornings peaceful, staring blankly on a bench. A day does not go by without a few more lives to save, by slapping them to consciousness or pulling off their chains if other rescusitation efforts fail. The workers go inside, to a place no one can get them, while the poor stay unprotected, only able to see themselves in every face that mills around, and so they share the little that they have, as a kind of wordless prayer, that there will be always enough, though they stay forever hungry and holy in the letting go of more. It's easy to be poor, to be one step away from falling through an endless crack. They like it that way, the tightrope that is humming like the voice of some dead god, who hung so many children for the crime of disrespect, who hangs here floating still in an endless wind of pagans, pilgrims just as monochromatic, just as quick to condemn.

He finds a rose on a gravestone carved 200 years too late, for one of the unburied girls who lost one of her lives, and he gives it to another girl, who waits for something else, and he moves on like the wind to ask for money from the one protesting Christian, who warns of hell eternal to the goblins and the ghosts. He has too good a heart to tell him that it's all his fault, that he brought these demons here from all the hatred of his kind born of too much love for saviors. Instead, he asks for pennies, a thing that won't be given from a heart of Christian love, but what he later finds like autumn leaves in an alleyway the tourists never see, a present that's the present: a hamburger at Wendy's.

October Surprise

2011-10-12T23:37:00.008-04:00

Computers do all the work now
we can spend our time being greedy
eaten away by the voraciousness of money
with the best and the brightest captured by Wall Street
not for our skills but our obedience
to the lie that we'll die if our money stops growing
or if we run out of new things to buy

when it's only the extra that's always extracted
that needs this lifestyle to live,
that needs charcoal fields
where once there were cities,
that needs families
who once had real homes.

Red ivy climbs innocent buildings
where everyone tiptoes, afraid that a child
might blurt out their secret
hidden in plain view
behind a shameful veil.

O how I lack compassion,
how I missed the sheer joy of it all,
the bantering over frivolous things
like deadlines and profits and sales goals and spin
that bloom and wither without consequence
just the feeling we have
glad to be connected to a purpose
for that moment.

Street Poems

2011-10-11T20:33:00.003-04:00

Here are my favorite signs so far from the Occupy Wall Street protests:

‘IF THE PEOPLE OF THIS NATION UNDERSTOOD OUR BANKING AND MONETARY SYSTEM I BELIEVE THERE WOULD BE A REVOLUTION TOMORROW MORNING’ –HENRY FORD

DON'T MACE ME BRO, MY MOM IS HERE

LOANSHARKS ATE MY WORLD

THE ONLY WAY TO DEAL WITH AN UNFREE WORLD IS TO BECOME SO ABSOLUTELY FREE THAT YOUR VERY EXISTENCE IS AN ACT OF REBELLION

SOMETHING'S WRONG WHEN A TEACHER PAYS MORE TAXES THAN GENERAL ELECTRIC

‘IT’S DIFFICULT TO GET A MAN TO UNDERSTAND SOMETHING WHEN HIS JOB DEPENDS ON NOT UNDERSTANDING IT’ –UPTON SINCLAIR

WE ARE TOO BIG TO FAIL

THIS IS SO NOT OVER

Al, Gone Vertical

2011-10-10T09:58:00.006-04:00

R.I.P. Al Davis 1929-2011

Born on Independence Day
He died on Yom Kippur
A long, long way from Brooklyn
The toughest man Mike Tyson ever met,
Who carried still the relish of a child.

The air and soil are silver,
The trees and grasses black
But it’s not enough to show
What he has done
To a game and a world
We see differently now:

The rebel who can win by just surviving,
The masks of Halloween worn every day,
A team for all the outcast individuals,
A way to compel honor into honesty:

Embracing the brutality,
Setting free creativity,
Honoring the disease
And the sacred field whose wizards must be appeased.

They wear the colors of the color blind,
They find their dream in darkness,
That thing always excluded
From the other half-right codes.

Their greatness can only be perverse
Because it can stay human.

It’s a season of deaths, of the innovators,
Whose dreams were never really possible,
But we dream of further places thanks to them—
Here’s to a man who held onto his dream
24/7 for nearly 50 years
With the tenacity of a savage:
The team, the brand, the mystique—all his!

We know him in the thing that he created
But we’ve never known the man we loved to hate,
The man in black who gave it all in service
So we could go more vertical to the light.

Stevens Textplication 11: Indian River

2011-10-07T11:01:00.001-04:00

The philosopher Martin Heidegger, paraphrasing the poet Frederich Holderlin, wrote* "not only have the gods and the god fled, but the divine radiance has become extinguished in the world’s history. Man can no longer discern the default of God as a default." In this "destitute time," poets are the ones uniquely situated to enter "the extreme oblivion of being" and extract from this abyss the holy traces of what was lost: "Poets are the mortals who, singing earnestly of the wine-god, sense the trace of the fugitive gods, stay on the god’s tracks, and so trace for their kindred mortals the way toward the turning."

This Romantic function of the poet is also pursued by Wallace Stevens in his short poem from 1917, "Indian River":

The trade-wind jingles the rings in the nets around the racks
by the docks on Indian River.
It is the same jingle of the water among the roots under the
banks of the palmettoes,
It is the same jingle of the red-bird breasting the orange-trees
out of the cedars
Yet there is no spring in Florida, neither in boskage perdu, nor
on the nunnery beaches.

Dense with Floridian flora and fauna like a travel postcard, the poem is divided into four long lines. The first three deal with natural, or at least un-human, phenomena, and are united by the word "jingle" (rhymes with jungle), thrice repeated as in the Christmas song "Jingle Bells." The seasonal irony is resolved in the fourth line, where the jingling stops and there is "no spring." This last line also shifts the focus to human things, specifically humans in interaction with nature, more specifically soldiers placed in danger ("perdu") amid boskage (a grove or thicket of trees and shrubs), and nuns in training on beaches. There is "no spring" for either of these archetypal humans: no life after death for soliders, no spiritual rebirth for nuns, at least while they interact oddly and uneasily with the things of this earth.

And therein lies the sharp pain of man’s fallen state, in contrast to the jingle, which is the unseen dynamism, the life force of the cosmos, that animates and unites the winds, the deep waters, the birds, the orange trees. The soldiers and nuns, when truly seen (brought out of their concealments of ambush and habit, respectively), are revealed as out of place, disconnected to the God they worship, so wrapped in the uniforms of human creation they do not even recognize "the default of God." They are blank figures and forms, nuns and soldiers, despite the immense silence of ocean and forest that surrounds them.

All we have is the name, Indian River, which holds within it a trace, of the peoples who were once there, who were at one with the fugitive gods, the sentience of nature.

* Martin Heidegger, from "What are Poets For?", in Poetry, Language, Thought, pp. 91-94, Perennial Edition, translation by Albert Hofstadter

Memory

2011-10-05T17:51:00.007-04:00

Translation from the German of Frederich Hölderlin

The northeast blows,
My favorite of the winds,
From its spirit of fire
And kind lift I prophesy sailors.
But go now and greet
The beautiful Garonne,
And the gardens of Bordeaux
There, where the sharp bank cuts
The path and the current falls deep
Below the brook, but looks
Come from above, a noble pair
Of oak and silver poplar;

Still I remember this well, how
The broad peak bows down
The elms, above the mill,
But the courtyard fig tree grows.
Go there on a holiday
Brown women walking
Silken ground,
The month of March,
When night and day are the same,
And on lazy trails,
Heavy with golden dreams,
Where lulling air tails.

But it is rich,
Full of dark light,
This fragrant cup
Of sleep; it's sweet
Under the shadow of slumber.
It's not good to think
The mortal is soulless.
But it’s good to converse
In the voice of the heart
And hear much as love emerges
And acts, occurrences happen.

But where are my friends? Bellarmin
With his companion? Some are afraid
To go to the source;
Where the wealth begins,
In the sea. They,
Like painters, pull together
The beauty of the Earth and disdain
War not winged, and
Live for years alone, below
The leafless mast, where night does not shine through
The city's festivities,
Nor its strings and indigenous dances.

But now the Indians are
The people left,
There on the airy spit,
And mountains of grapes fall
To the Dordogne, which along
With the mighty Garonne
Empties to the sea
That comes from the stream. Abounding,
It gives memories to the waters,
And to the lovers' eyes entwined,
But what remains, the poet finds.

Translation of a Translation of a Translation of the World Sung into Creation

2011-10-03T15:10:00.004-04:00

Caedmon, from the fifth century, is considered the first poet of the (Old) English language. His poems survive in one nine-line fragment, the result of a dream in which he was told to “sing the beginning of creation.” The authenticity of what has been transcribed down through centuries of monks and orders is questionable, but I do believe, as with the stories of Jesus, that something genuine is embedded therein. To tackle the translation problem, I handled it "homeophonically," trying to find the nearest sound rather than strictly semantic equivalence, since what apparently separated Caedmon from other seekers (according to Bede) was the quality of his sound. In that vein I am also struck by the homeophonic resemblance of the name Caedmon to Adam Kadmon, the perfect (spiritually realized) man from Kaballah lore who becomes a creator himself.

The earliest known (mid-8th century) transcription is below the translation. See Poems and Poetics for more insights on this topic.

New sky one heir sun                         heaven’s gracious guardian
mightiest measure                              one mind may make
work of our father                              as he wanders highways
seeds dripping                                     from astral days
the airiest drops                                  for the children
heaven’s till roof                                 holy shapen
this middle world                               mankind’s guardian
seeds dripping                                     aether diadem
firmness folding                                 free for digging men

nu scylun hergan                            hefaenricaes uard
metudæs maecti                              end his modgidanc
uerc uuldurfadur                             swe he uundra gihwaes
eci dryctin                                        or astelidæ
he aerist scop                                   aelda barnum
heben til hrofe                                  haleg scepen.
tha middungeard                            moncynnæs uard
eci dryctin                                        æfter tiadæ
firum foldu                                      frea allmectig

Mitzvahs for Bobby Fischer

2011-09-20T15:38:00.003-04:00

Of course our brains are filled with shit,
prescriptioned to necrosis –
we're disabled like a program
with the unbridled smut of science
– so what?
That’s what people do – afraid of others
finding them out in every moment
– if you knew one, you’d understand.

Of course they’re stealing all we do
in the moment that we do it,
and trying to keep us from our dreams,
monitoring our thoughts to hold against us
- but most of us are happy just to be noticed,
we don’t live in constant fear of being famous,
for no one understands another person,
we open up like flowers to learn ourselves.

The only friend you ever had was the game
and you’d have played it by yourself as beat the world
for all it mattered.
You gave your love away all to the game
and those who played it felt your love enough to save you
when you holed up from the world’s love in a dying stranger’s house.
How could the billions help but fall for you right there
with your smile, your wit, your boxer’s feints
– those things of which you were barely aware?
There were moves, and there was everything else.

But what if there were no more moves,
the consequences all were visited
and childhood finally closed its silver doors to choosing?
What if the mind had to leave the board
and had to grapple with beliefs,
with love affairs and politics
– the art of war without weapons –
as the possibility narrowed of escape
– how could one believe in mercy
or await a human touch?

Truth must be impossible
when the mind conceives all possibilities,
when every forking path contains a flower.
Human speech is mostly of forgiveness
- the gulf we face below the light we left.

Another Town

2011-09-19T11:43:00.004-04:00

A response to Hannah Stephenson’s Town

It starts with a railroad, a fort nearby
with plenty of guns in its armory,

and a promise of gold, silver, copper, oil, coal,
for the hills to be bowed toward the practical,

extractable enough for Eastern financiers
to send along their goonies and their threshers

and hang posters that spoke of a heroes bounty
to every down and out outcast who teemed in the cities.

They brought in the necessities: a saloon, a smelter,
a brothel, a bank, a slaughterhouse, a factory for plaster

and inevitably, ministers, to teach about the curse of Eve.
As families and graveyards grew, they believed they’d never leave

but the children soon became bored
with the choice of liquor and the lord

and moved upstate, to get away from all the gratitude
for the blood sacrifice of Jesus Christ, from the attitude

of acceptance for the losses in the mines and the fires,
of reverence for the well-connected vampires

who owned the town whole as everybody knew
and mixed its rivers red with the cadmium blue.

The price of silver dropped, and the town just dispersed
but something stayed behind, a right to be there, with the curse

that hung inside the lace, the last trappings of an outpost,
the god-forsaken hideaway of ghosts.

How we cherish them now, as we walk this blessed town.
How we pray that we could raise it from the ground.

Stevens Textplication 10: In the Carolinas

2011-09-16T12:16:00.006-04:00

I should have known when I began this quixotic series of explications that this day would arrive. For we’ve come to “In the Carolinas,” the first poem I really ever read by Wallace Stevens. In the interest of full disclosure, I have to say:

• I don’t have any idea at all of what it means
• I don’t want to have any idea at all of what it means
• It’s fair to say my own poetic career depends on not knowing what it means

Perhaps I should back up a bit and explain. I was in my first year of law school, and one of the techniques I employed to counter the mind-numbing boredom of that experience was to borrow poetry volumes essentially at random from the tiny branch library in Towson, Maryland near where I lived. The Collected Poems of Wallace Stevens came, if I recall, after The Spoon River Anthology by Edgar Lee Masters, though, in truth, a teacher in college had tried to introduce me to “The Idea of Order at Key West” but it didn’t take (as academic introductions so rarely do). I remembered nothing of that poem when I decided on the book, but I did recall the exotic fact that Stevens was a lawyer, and I suppose that made me look at this volume a bit more longingly than I would that of, say, Susan Schutz or Horace Gregory.

I don’t remember checking it out except as a book among many, but I remember vividly, later, sitting in the laundry room, reading “In the Carolinas” for the first time. This was poetry as I’d never seen it before. For starters, it was so short, leaving one hungry and hanging. It had no recognizable form or logic or even point (other than perhaps how wonderful spring is). It put words together that had no business being together (lilacs and Carolina, butterflies and cabins, aspic and nipples, breasts venting honey, pine trees sweetening bodies as if one could daub on pine-sol as a cologne). And yet. And yet – there was something so magical and miraculous about the poem. This was what they said poetry was all about but what I’d never before experienced. Every association I had about lilacs, the Carolinas, butterflies, cabins, children, love and mothers swirled together and became magnified. The gelatinous bitterness of aspic – the peculiarly sweet scent of pine – recollections of Japanese prints of women framed by irises – all of these impressions poured out of me with hallucinatory fervor as I watched the laundry tumble and saw the golden light outside of fall (a day much like today).

Here was something I wanted in my movie.

I began to carry the library book around as a kind of talisman, renewing it countless times before I finally found a copy of my own. The closest thing I can find to describe the feeling – the pulsing life – dancing between my mind and this poem comes from Stevens himself, in his 1951 “Two or Three Ideas” lecture at Mt. Holyoke College (reprinted in Opus Posthumous), where he tries to describe the effect of Baudelaire’s line “J'ai longtemps habité sous de vastes portiques” [I have lived a long time under vast porticos] from “La Vie Anterieure.” Encountering this line, “the familiar experience is made unfamiliar and from that time on, whenever we think of that particular scene, we remember how we held our breath and how the hungry doves of another world rose out of nothingness and whistled away.”

Engagement with something as elusive as all that, needless to say, presented certain challenges. The world Stevens punctured in his poems was the world I lived in, the dissatisfactions I felt growing like grapes on a vine were in his hands miraculously time-lapsed and resolved, and the harvested fruits served in rich panoply of flavors. And what of my own nascent poems? How could I be free to pursue an individual vision with such hot jewels in my pockets? It was so close to what I was trying to say, yet it shone from another planet, a place obtained after years of complete solitude and total contemplation.

The only alternative was to learn the delicate art of not reading Stevens. Years later, when I got around to actually reading Stevens again, the goblins had vanished: his take was so individual it offered freedom, not constraint, but in my delusion of youth I’d been programmed to think that those with similar feelings were threats to survival, so I viewed him as some long-lost older brother who always got to the secret passageway under the stairs or the brandy in the wine cellar before I did. The thought he was a teacher, an ancestor, one of the great poets of the English language, didn’t much occur. And so, the tones of “In the Carolinas” went wafting, unexplored.

Perhaps it’s best to take the advice of Dr. Macksey, the same professor that tried to introduce me to Stevens, who once told me “words don’t fail you soon enough,” and just let the poem speak, if not for itself, for me:

In the Carolinas

The lilacs wither in the Carolinas.
Already the butterflies flutter above the cabins.
Already new-born children interpret love
In the voices of mothers.

Timeless mother,
How is it your aspic nipples
For once vent honey?

The pine-tree sweetens my body.
The white iris beautifies me.

Exegesis of Train Tables

2011-09-15T10:47:00.003-04:00

6:17
The churches have closed down,
The roosters sent inland,
But the trains cry every hour
A new set of commands:
Reminders that we work
Because we forget.

6:38
The people on the train:
Birds in a flock,
Visible from far off.

6:49
Commuters bow like monks in rows of plastic seats
Separated from God by just a thin line,
White wires coming out of their ears.

7:07
The conductor one day rides the rails like a DJ riding records:
Making jokes for every sleepy voice,
Clicking tickets with impeccable rhythm,
Announcing the stops as if we really need to get off there.
The next day’s conductor can’t look us in the eyes,
He hangs his head as he walks by,
Lets the stops go by unrecognized
As if connections are not meant to be made that day.

7:13
A gentle reminder, in the monthly newsletter
Not to watch porn on your iphone
For it could offend the person sitting next to you.
No such courtesy requested for newspaper headlines
Blaring their obscenities of fear and lies.

7:38
The most private acts:
Snoring, scratching, solitaire
Performed in the tightest of quarters;
It’s become so natural, a second den.

7:44
Like a gasp the power shuts off
When the train crosses over the river bridge
As children hold their breath when passing graveyards.

7:53
A person in sandals walks off the train.
I have never seen someone without shoes here before.
Another person in sandals walks on.

8:08
When first you hit the tunnel
You wonder if the eternal is darkness like this,
But then the dimmest dirtiest bulb
Reveals a network of tracks, a city of trains,
Homes carved out even under the streets.

8:11
Movement requires silence.
The train is silent
Except for the turning of the wheels,
The oscillating fans,
The skittering of brakes.
When it’s forced to stop
The conductor blows a harmonica over the intercom.

8:21
I watch the people leave the train
Like a football coach watches his players
Go back to the locker room at halftime.
They are already defeated.

The Poetry of Darshan Singh

2011-09-14T14:28:00.006-04:00

The mystical verse of Darshan Singh (1921-1989), born 90 years ago today, is perhaps the closest we have in our modern age to the ghazals of Rumi, Hafiz and Kabir. It has the same spirit of longing, of letting everything go in pursuit of the highest love. The poems are dizzy whirls between self and world where the difference blurs, and all dogma must be dropped like a husk to get at the truth of what’s inside:

Do I hear some sound? Is it the footsteps of the Beloved?
Or am I being tricked by the beating of my heart?...

I follow no guide, no creed -- just an inkling of the way:
A tug at my heart leads me forward…

Your glance of abundant grace did not satisfy;
We with the seeing eye know a glance from a glance…

Sant Darshan Singh Ji, a Sikh who lived by all accounts the exemplary life of a saint, was that rarest combination of mystic and poet, and as such continued the lineage of the great Persian seer-poets. He lived, however, fully aware of the frailty of our spiritual life in the face of vast and unsatisfying scientific advancement, and found suitable ways to ground the divine in contemporary life, to bring the Friend closer:

We have learned to commune with the moon and the stars,
But we have failed to reach the heart of our neighbor…

O men of lust, beware of entering this land of love,
Here you will find only the cross and the gallows...

Seeker banished from the beatific vision, look through the eyes of your heart!
How can you see the Beloved's light with eyes of flesh and blood?

I can’t pretend I can do anything about his shocking obscurity, at least in the West, but at least I can share my version of one of his last poems. I’ve relied on the translations of Barry Lerner and Harbans Singh Bedi (who translated the passages above), as Urdu is too rich for my blood. Namaste, Darshan.

Invitation to Madness (#65)

My heart is immune now to sorrows,
I’m cured by the torment of love.

How do I bow my head now? What’s the way to your door?
The temples are strewn on the floor.

Everyone knows of a destination,
None have a clue how to get there.

That’s no spring breeze that plays in my garden,
It’s an invitation to madness with my name on it.

The spell of this life is all-too-familiar,
I’ve dreamed this dream many times before.

Who knows when the moment is right?
Go bow at the crossroads now – why wait?

O grief of love, be a balm for my heart,
Wounded by the beauty of a temptress world.

What flowers bloom in my heart and soul:
How blissful the wind lets them go.

Even now, drops don’t know their own immensity:
How concealed in each drop is the sea.

The desert came alive when I looked with eyes of love:
It shimmered in the heart of every granule of sand.

How could I deny your existence
When your beauty reflects all I am?

How can I blame my life’s sweet enemies
When my blood’s bent on drinking itself?

Darshan, why dread the spread of darkness
When your heart is on fire with endless light?

Procrastinators of the Way

2011-09-13T11:11:00.006-04:00

Today the subway smelled like roses
The weatherman threw up his hands
Miracles stopped working on our schedules

Systems in chaos let light through the black holes
It’s only the truth from other universes inside you
That burns to come out

You can’t hear God in these dying crickets
As much as you’ve thirsted for it
But if you listen enough, you’ll hear yourself

Surrender to God was the practice for this
The rest of the world has now gone on its way
And the one is inside, sparkling like tinsel

There are two suns now, one inside, one in the sky
They are both the same
You are without reference to others

The world is slow motion
Compared to the streams running through you
Electric like earthquakes through quartz

With a glance I become the person sitting next to me
Chanting Hebrew rhymes through the free moments
Filling up the absence with a mind

A Child's Giggle and a Tennis Ball

2011-09-12T00:17:00.005-04:00

Memory winds
insisting
things
remembered
of my love
have never died
just no longer
mine
inside.

Birthday Poem

2011-09-11T10:00:00.001-04:00

I remember you
your eyes created day
and taught it how to rain
and made our dreaming safe

I remember you
your lips breathed life around
and gave each thing a sound
so it could all be found

I remember you
your arms brought warmth to share
legs took us everywhere
your face it showed us who and what we were

Yes I remember you -- in the far-off scent of fall
It's I myself I cannot quite recall

Between Five and Six

2011-09-09T19:54:00.001-04:00

Friday evening at five o’clock
the faces are walking through hell
fuming like steam pipes in all Gotham's languages
wounded that they’re right
wounded that they're wrong
exasperated at being humiliated for so long
aggrieved they can no longer humiliate
anxious and worn that they are or aren’t noticed
tired how they’ve sold themselves out

purses hang low to the sidewalks
cell phones are clenched down on ears
people who barely still speak to each other are not

it’s too much to look at new fashion displays
too hard to take in the lines at the subways
the buildings themselves are now adversaries
of memories, decay and transient gray

if the people still at work almost smiling weren’t discreet
they’d be pissed off at all of them too
for who is to blame when lives have no purpose
and they’ve chased a string down to its end?

All of it hits in that moment before
the horrible smell
the deafening sound
the vacuum-packed sausage of crowds:
Happy Hour at the Friday night bars
what they’ve been waiting for all week

Vignette

2011-09-07T10:05:00.003-04:00

rain stains gray veins sheeny scene in gloomy gleam of damp lamps swamps on ramps slurping kicking muttering sputtering stuttering puttering pittering pattering chittering chattering spittering spattering splattering rap happy clap snappy drops plop pop and hop slop mops slog soaking coats floating boats sopping socks wipers slap windows tap stallion clops on rooftops never stops oceans of lotion smoky spokes in motion flares of snares tears the air a mister twister whisper whiskers hush rush wash sauce flash splash plash clash crashing the musty dust a humid humus smell as tires at high tide swell there's wet sets nets of sweat bleeding weeds and feeding reeds neon beams flee free their cells then lickety slick the thunder planes the sight of white in flight against the sky we curve we skid we swerve we slid skip slip slide glide sighing at high cries of heaven flying down like a gown to the ground with a sound of horizons pining the town is brown and rising when will this dimness end the sticky skin wane the frizzy spritz panes the main drains claimed this rain

Tu Fu at a Poetry Workshop

2011-09-05T11:02:00.001-04:00

I’m alone with the moon every night

And I hear in the crickets talk my missing place.

Without the prizes given to the worst of poems

How would we know what to value?

Without professional poets

How would we know what can’t be bought?

I’ve lived for 30 years on the outside of the gate

And heard the anxious laughs of those inside,

The aspirations to mediocrity,

The heartfelt applause when it’s finally achieved -

It sounds so much like my own family

But I’ve found much closer ties to rocks and sticks

And I can no more tell if I’m still ashamed of failure

Or if failure just makes everything corrupt

And even the questions of life seem trivial.

The cool evenings of fall will soon arrive

With students trying to lose their innocence as quickly as they can

To finally learn that wisdom can’t be found.

It’s better that I, who learned a few wise phrases the hard way

Must be kept away.

It was like yesterday these courtyards gave me purpose,

I mastered every art of tribal speech, praised every first brave leap,

Chased the blossoms down most highly prized in court.

But one day I was real, and the bouquet I gathered was not

And I think about them all most every day.

I wish I hadn’t cared about my poems.

It seems I've spent my whole life drawing peacocks

In a world full of squirrels.

Their song goes on next door while I learn absence,

To lean so close to heaven I’m non-existent.

Their noise drowns out a sparrow’s call

And I ask my son if anyone still writes poems.

"You do," he replies, and goes back to his game.

I can’t stay here in this heavy air much longer

Knowing I’ll never be summoned.

They sew up every loneliness like winter clothes inside the gate

While still I argue with them, with the moon,

Against what has no defense, and I always lose.

Brand-new scholars have come to argue scripture, give corrections,

And each distinction peels back like an onion

To leave no layer for masters, or room for smaller voices,

So it comes to how punctual the tea is served,

How warm the cup when it is poured.

I guess I brush for life, they brush for favor.

The lone wolf’s cry, they say, is beautiful

Because the grief never ends, the call never answers.

The cries of the pack are too soon resolved,

The smallest ink of grief is all that’s required.

Stevens Textplication 9: The Worms at Heaven’s Gate

2011-09-02T22:00:00.005-04:00

“The Worms at Heaven’s Gate”* is true rarity among Wallace Stevens’ oeuvre: a poem that's played completely straight, that is, it doesn’t leap beyond its literal meaning. It’s a clearly detailed description of worms devouring a corpse, organ by organ, from the perspective of the worms:

Out of the tomb, we bring Badroulbadour,
Within our bellies, we her chariot.
Here is an eye. And here are, one by one,
The lashes of that eye and its white lid.
Here is the cheek on which that lid declines,
And, finger after finger, here, the hand,
The genius of that cheek. Here are the lips,
The bundle of the body and the feet.
. . . . . . . . . . . .
Out of the tomb we bring Badroulbadour.

For all the poem’s specificity, Stevens leaves its implications open-ended (Are these worms at heaven's gate angels of god or evidence that god doesn't exist? Do the worms use the body to produce silk or flies?). Why would Stevens write a poem about worms eating a corpse? Two word choices in the line repeated at the beginning and end of the poem offer clues.

The first phrase is “out of the tomb,” which suggests Christian or other (perhaps literary) immortality. It’s the opposite of the way people usually describe the natural process of bodily decay after death. But it makes sense in the context of linking consumption with immortality (similar to the “Cannibalism Manifesto” of Stevens’ contemporary, the Brazilian poet Oswald de Andrade). The only immortality we can confer is what we can gather of the dead woman’s effects/spirit/work to make a part of ourselves.

The second repeated note is the name of the dead woman, Badroulbadour. Meaning literally “the full moon of full moon’s” in Arabic, she was the princess with whom poor Aladdin in the Arabian Nights stories fell in love and managed with the help of his jinn (genie) to win. The feminine, the exotic, the magic, the literary, the Islamic – all of that is gently alluded to, but the incantatory word sounds too much to me like the word Troubadour, which at the time this was written (1916) was a very popular topic among the poetic avant-garde, thanks largely to Pound’s scholarly studies on the subject. Thus there’s a hint not just of the imagination, but of poetry, a version of it that involved performing in front of an audience. An audience of worms, ready to devour, like at a poetry reading in a coffeehouse? Maybe. Consider the French word for worms, vers, which also means “verse”. And consider the bookworm, epicure of the printed page.** What kind of immortality is this – to have the permanence of books destroyed? It’s hard to know – worms eat everything, and the nature of their transformations are invisible. Stevens didn’t know about the internet – infected with its own kind of worms.***

* Wikipedia suggests that the title “worms at heaven’s gate” comes from the line “hymns at heaven’s gate” in Shakes-peare’s Sonnet 29 (also where TS Eliot copped the line “desiring this man’s art, and that man’s scope” for the opening of “Ash Wednesday”) . Sonnet 29, like the sequence in general, concerns, as Hank Whittemore thoroughly documents, the “deal with the devil” the Earl of Oxford (Edward De Vere) made with the British Crown to save his illegitimate son Henry Wriothesley (to whom the sonnets are dedicated) from execution in exchange for hiding (probably forever) De Vere’s authorship of “Shakes-peare’s” works. The “hymns at heaven’s gate” are those that come from Wriothesley, by dint of remaining alive, to the dead, forgotten and disgraced De Vere, a consolation for the loss of his artistic works and legacy that he bemoans earlier in the sonnet. Wriothesley being saved is enough immortality for De Vere, who “scorn(s) to change my state with kings.” The implications for Stevens’ poem are intriguing.
** The lines “Here is an eye. And here are, one by one, / The lashes of that eye and its white lid” do seem to suggest that the eye is the one reading the page, and seeing the lashes of commas on the page, until the white space contains it (see Jacqueline Vaught Brogan).
*** For a more modern, internet-generated view of the significance of worms at heaven’s gate, go to the Church of Euthanasia website.

Sunlight Villanelle

2011-08-31T10:32:00.005-04:00

Houses dissolve into the sun
Form is a mourner’s veil

Thoughts live forever, if only for fun
No one can say what you know

The stuff that is said is the useless part
Form is a mourner’s veil

As large as a star is the speaker’s heart
No one can say what you know

The earth is a flower, and you are its seed
Form is a mourner’s veil

The sun beats a code through the passing trees
No one can say what you know

The windows are sky and sky merely windows
Form is a mourner’s veil

Everyone's wearing disguises and clothes
No one can say what you know

You must talk to buildings – there’s no other way
Form is a mourner’s veil

Voices surround you – do you hear what they say?
No one can say what you know

Light is more real than what it uncovers
Form is a mourner’s veil

You are a flower that keeps changing colors
No one can say what you know

It’s not in the thing but inside its song
Form is a mourner’s veil

All that you’ve learned turns out to be wrong
No one can say what you know

The blackest of stones may be dreaming too
Form is a mourner’s veil

In darkness we live to teach light to shine through
No one can say what you know

Afterwords

2011-08-30T10:10:00.002-04:00

The world stopped
but you started fresh
you've been preparing to be alone your whole life
you help other people rise again

Day Without Tesla

2011-08-29T22:10:00.006-04:00

Powerless
so time stepped aside for us:
to haul ice and read by candles,
slice onions turned translucent under flashlight,
cook food while it's still fresh on fencepost fires,
wake clockless at the break of blue,
fall in sepia to pillows and a moon...
It's like I'm being born
in antediluvian Wyoming,
where fancy words in gilded books
can't substitute for
photos of a black hole swallowing a star,
or a Machu Picchu guided tour
or demos of the algos that burn through trillions of fractals a day...
no news, no music, no drama
(and how can I live without a movie?)

This life doesn't really exist anymore:
the learning what food really tastes like,
the tuning to rhythms not trying to change,
people in flesh not image.
It's some kind of scheme of extreme therapy
to take back what maimed you long ago,
in another lifetime, when other worlds
existed in tales only, the teller's jewels,
and you wanted to see through the trees,
know the words not written in their book—
don't you see now, as the chores simplify
and the vista closes, how there wasn't ever anything
but you in either time, dreaming it a better place,
one finally suitable, with just enough to show you
what you lack.

Hurricane Song

2011-08-28T22:09:00.000-04:00

The best cleanings leave debris -
logs and lawnchairs washing down the street,
the squeal of vacuum cleaners on all sides,
tree boughs picked of toothpicks on the ground,
a power wash at midnight on the sidings...
all sounds have been subsumed, to this,
even the moaning trains are taken out of service
replaced by trains that seethe from other worlds,
with jets released from deep inside the earth
that make the branches channel ocean monsters,
rocking, flailing, screaming, retreating but refusing to yield,
their trunks in a lumbering dance, releasing
leaves to cascade like butterflies to heaven
or chase each other along the lawns
or get glued like eyes to picture windows
or costumed like paper-mache on top of cars,
all to some large sound...
Culverts roar, crickets octaves above...

The wind is like a tea kettle, the rain like bacon frying,
soon they'll come in teams from kitchens in candle-light
and armies of solitary generators will turn on
and sirens running late will chase a world down
unloosened from its bounds.

Signal Transmission

2011-08-27T09:53:00.000-04:00

"Someone halfway across the Galaxy could have found the computer program for you and is conversing with you at this very moment." – Stephen Wolfram

A single strand – a singular signal -
touch is binding, but unbelievable

So we jump our separate spools to feel
another surface – the space between the holes

It’s never lonely in the void
silence calls us:

“here” – find who you are
“there” – in what you absorb

All you take in's still inside you
from however faraway it shines

There’s only the hesitant questions:
Who are you? What do you do? How are you feeling today?

In Flight

2011-08-26T00:01:00.002-04:00

The strength of the owl is ignoring all she sees,
intent on what she can't.

The green is possibility,
something always gives itself away.

To see an empty field and know
that all that you require is found inside,

—a kind of faith we humans always lack,
stringing traps to hold our thoughts intact
for if they fly away they won't come back.

Morning Ritual of a Monk

2011-08-25T09:35:00.001-04:00

I suppose that there are places I can go
to find official protocol today
but out here at the shoreline the truth is not so fixed
and I always must rely on my own sense.

I start the morning praying to the sun
and watching as the birds flow into clouds
to glean the mood I need to represent,
the expression from the one to all its parts

for the village always acts on what I show,
it guides its rhythms by the cloth I call
and I could draw it half-mast on any day
the soldiers who are dying, the way the world's disintegrating,

yet graveyards are but part of how we live
and there is such a thing as too much crying
so I must bravely fly the colors high
most every day, despite the silent we can't honor.

At the same time, why let death get in the way
when birds can fly past bones in search of worms?
The living have secured a sacred space
and death must keep its messengers at bay,

except when I am tasked with days like this,
when the circles within circles turn around
and cannot shake the loss of what's familiar,
something even now we have forgotten,

but that is what our grief becomes at last
knowing that we never saw what once was there.

Plugged Ear Serenade

2011-08-24T19:04:00.000-04:00

Where does the leaf rattle end
and cicada begin?
I feel it on my face
and within, it's even louder
where the chime completes its tone.

Thirst for Water

2011-08-24T19:01:00.001-04:00

The only things here,
two seagulls
mad beaks
on a black rock
at the surface of the river.

I recognize that taste,
it's what I am that foams there,
the need to find it
on the other side.

A curly guy is smiling
as he holds a paper bag
to drink from
and loses himself
in talk.

St. Barts

2011-08-23T11:22:00.007-04:00

God delivers to the Hamptons,
stands in spirit with the doormen,
speaks German, admires Ming porcelain
as much as pewter chopsticks pinning hair buns dyed Mets orange,
brings sunflowers to black steel towers
and opens up the crypt-like doors of neighborly cathedrals
and it’s always right on time.

God believes in heaven and knows what hell is like
but prefers, when all is said and done, the salad
with balsamic vinaigrette (and a sparkling Prosecco to go with it)
at the outdoor church café with boy’s choir under parasols
to maybe steal a peek between bites at the gift store book
on the great chain of being, while the talk delights and shocks
and the same thing never comes down Park Avenue twice.

God knows Power Point,
has the most amazing eyes you never saw,
blacks out Rhianna’s teeth on billboards for fun,
will always dress ‘em up to dress 'em down
the way that bums and businessmen change identities with their eyes
and guys and gals leap on each other
at the pretense of a smile.

God weaves the word “ingress” in the seams of city streets
as if it has some meaning for that day,
and takes away the apple-pretzel vendor
as if you’d really miss him
and the day, too, gone on too long, glows somber when it’s almost done
but God keeps lit his devil shop, with fictions in the windows
to keep the whole mess moving, so that she can stop and look.

Theme Revisited

2011-08-22T12:46:00.004-04:00

I know you like I know death

With the faith of the deaf

All you say grows in my head

Stevens Textplication 8: Inscription for a Monument

2011-08-13T16:08:00.001-04:00

“Inscription for a Monument,” first published in the March 1916 issue of Others magazine, is one of the few uncollected poems in Stevens’ selected poems. It’s a ten-line free-verse fantasy:

To the imagined lives
Evoked by music,
Creatures of horns, flutes, drums,
Violins, bassoons, cymbals--
Nude porters that glistened in Burma
Defiling from sight;
Island philosophers spent
By long thought beside fountains;
Big-bellied ogres curled up in the sunlight,
Stuttering dreams. . . . . .

The title calls to mind the “inscription for a monument at [insert church here]” elegy poems to other poets that were common in British poetry (for example, Wordsworth to Robert Southey, Henry Kirk White to Cowper, everyone to Shakes-peare). Such poems were invariably ponderous and pious, as they took stock of the poet’s achievement and/or tragic unfulfillment of potential, and sought to articulate the impact the poet had on the later poet (without of course all the modern-day Freudian disrespect towards fathers).

Stevens isn’t playing by that set of rules. Even the seeming fanfare of the first four lines is exceedingly strange: the inscription is to someone known by imagination, not in real life, “evoked by music,” not from reflecting on the person, who is a “creature” of musical instruments, created as much by the martial music of celebration as by actual flesh and blood achievements. Stevens is noting, of course, that the only way one knows anything of a literary (or other famous) personage is by the imaginative effect of reading, but we also see here what I call the irony of statues, a theme Stevens returned to time and time again, where an actual person is lost in his artistic rendering.

By the fifth line, the poem leaves behind any pretense of Western poetical (or monumental) tradition to venture deep into modernist primitivism: “nude porters that glistened in Burma.” The image is vivid, the associations rich (think of the subjugated help of the British empire freed of the all-important imperial uniform). What statues are there of the servants? Monuments depict naked Angels at the gates of heaven (porters are gatekeepers not bag carriers in the British tradition), but few people beyond Margaret Mead and opium addicts would consider Burma to be paradise. It gets even stranger with the oddly-phrased next line: “defiling from sight.” It’s an interesting double entendre, the nude porters marching single file across the mountain passes (the secondary meaning of defile from the French defiler - marching away in columns) and also taking their shameful nudity away from prudish eyes (the sense of defile from the Old English defoulen - to trample on, abuse, pollute). This becomes truly subversive when one remembers that during the golden age of monuments in which Stevens lived, statues were almost always of military heroes or religious figures; what seems to be a forced military evacuation of natives fits all too neatly into the basic Christian notion of sinners defiled in God’s sight. It’s not a fit subject for statues, but the imagination, in truly pondering the governing philosophy of Western civilization to ask how that guy got on the pedestal, might think of such things.

The second imagined statue is of “Island philosophers spent / By long thought beside fountains.” Again, there is the odd phrasing, implying these philosophers don’t have much to show for all their thinking (and thus are not appropriate personages for a statue). What island is this? Is it Japan – as the phrasing suggests? Is it the tropics, a place not usually associated with either philosophers or statues, but where such mental lassitude might be explicable? Or is it one of the more philosophical islands, such as England or Greece? The ambiguity highlights the degree to which the mind can hijack the physical image; the statue of a thinker could lead wherever the person contemplating would care to go.

The third and final statue image is of “Big-bellied ogres curled up in the sunlight, / Stuttering dreams.” The sense is of a tyrant who has every need and wish fulfilled, but still insists on dreaming of more, even when ridiculously sated already. But it’s another ambiguous image – are the ogres the savages or the civilizers? Obviously if it’s a monument it would be the civilizer, but is that any kind of moral superiority to celebrate? Stevens as usual veers away from the strictly political here, but there is clearly a subterranean questioning of how the judgments of honor were arrived at, as one today would speak of asking how the sausage is made.

The poem abruptly ends with an ellipse, like a lazy thought that has petered out in mid-stream. The sense left behind, beyond the shocking dislocation of one’s normal sense of monuments and inscriptions, is how the mind can reshape what one sees into something else entirely, something wholly unexpected that is, at the same time, perhaps more true to reality, for being imagined. These imagined shades of monuments may have more truth and vibrancy than do the strictly realistic depictions common across the world.

Bluff

2011-08-11T23:42:00.000-04:00

The green is either gold or black, depending on the sun
Trees endure this mystery, without moving
But my mind will spin forever at the bluster, like a top
It's not in reason to find certainty, only pomp

Paper Wall: A Reprise

2011-08-10T17:32:00.003-04:00

Sometimes 30 year old songs seem like they were written yesterday. With sincerest respect and apologies to The Clash, here's an update on "London Calling" for all the obvious and less-than-obvious reasons.

Zombies calling all the unemployed towns
Feed us your babies, your houses, your rounds
Zombies calling from their robot machines
That drill like vampires, hiss like wolverines
Zombies calling still hungry for flesh
Phony Tulipmania has just been refreshed
Zombies calling from an earth lain to waste
We know that you too have that bloodthirsty taste

The reset is coming, the crowd gathering
Debt can’t stop growing, deceptions running thin
A nuclear terror, but still there’s no fear
‘Cos Wall Street is drowning and I live by the river

Zombies calling to the propaganda zone
You better believe us or you’re on your own
Zombies calling out the terrormobile
We hack your thoughts and your genitals we feel
Zombies calling with their red, blue and green
On every street corner empty and clean
Zombies calling, but you can’t see their eyes
And you’d never believe how they loaded the dies

Ascension is coming, the crowd gathering
Vibration keeps rising, the lies are wearing thin
We turn off their time-bomb and turn back our fear
‘Cos Wall Street is drowning and I live by the river

Zombies calling, yeah I laughed at them too
That movie from Pittsburgh turned out to be true!
Zombies calling from the torments of hell
One look between us and the paper wall fell!

We never knew we are one before before before

Rail Spirits

2011-08-09T23:17:00.007-04:00

Everything painful turns beautiful:
barfly light, the ashtrays webbed with resin,

The faces that remind you that you're empty,
the scenes that you must always rearrange,

The words you know before they even form
in gestures always meaning what you feel,

The fact you tell me your dreams
but I never understand them, or believe that they're your own

And not stolen like black change from the words some hustler used
that kept you from boredom for a moment, laughing nervous.

There're no words for the longing that you feel
just the hopeful thought that someone else can feel it,

Someone you don't even know, except that they have suffered
and appear to live a life not quite as meaningless as your own.

If it darkened enough that you ceased to exist
what difference if you wasted your whole life?

The silver gleam of gin becomes an aura round your face,
a glow of God from broken seals, but at least He can be seen.

You get happy enough to insult me, with a smile
like it's got nothing whatsoever to do with you.

We punch with words, debate with fists, no referee could stop our blows,
no damage and no victory, just the whine of being a victim,

The only wine worth drinking on this stinky, mouse-brown rail,
the world reduced to olives you can stab

And full of people leaning, sleeping in their shells
that at least tonight will not be thrown away,

Laconic as the condemned, content now with the world inside,
not crying 'cos no one can understand them through their tears,

But kind to other prisoners, they share matches and white napkins
with the cigarettes and swizzle sticks in a line of sticky stools

And no one really notices the jukebox plays the blues,
the mirrors always lie about your age.

I hold on to the table as all nuance to black and white blurs
and white is just some toy hung on the wall.

Because we have no reason to, we congregate like packs of wolves
and stumble through the city like there's something we can't find

It's in disguise as the same drink under different beer-brand light,
with the same words and teeth of the inconceivable being

Who's followed us all night, looking for the missing word
that hadn't been misplaced in its apartment.

One almost enters someone's world when the dizziness begins,
the fervent urge to sleep with the unknown, to give up all

Left of yourself, when there's nothing left over to give,
you surrender to visions, turned to bile inside your brain.

Waiting for the Wide-Eyed Smile

2011-08-06T11:11:00.001-04:00

The free shamble aimlessly
the prisoners are bored between arraignments
- there's not enough coffee for the magistrate
to speed up his decision on fates
- justice pleasantly dispensed
with an eye toward future leisure.

Truth is a friend
before the pleadings
- to harmonize versions of events
is divine - but at trial
truth disappears
behind the adversarial veil.

The locust tree
- invisible to those outside
- but all that there is
to those behind
steel windows.

Along the Eastern Shore

2011-08-03T23:45:00.000-04:00

In cities of the golden age
the past is slow replaced
like curtains staying in the house
through layered shades of paint –

The filling station skeletons
play next to living children
gyring hula-hoop hallucinations.

The present is a funny thing
and one can’t really say
those aren’t new milkman bottles
or shiny whitewall tires, amid the
galvanized eaves and asbestos tiles.

A local butcher trims a cut of fat off for a boy
as trophies are displayed inside the stationary store;
vacuum cleaners need repair –
time is never linear,

The world that some thought ended never died,
it just went unreported and unrecognized,

The deaf men from the factories
go to their bowling leagues
while kids eat paper candy
from a truck called Mister Softee.

Ghosts of fins and ticker tape
go floating in the sky
while workshops full of motor parts
stanch the slow march of decline.

To love the frayed and rusted into shape,
to dust Venetian blinds,
to call the worn and dingy home -
there’s no peace with the new,
there's only holding on.

Entrance to Stone Harbor

2011-08-02T22:00:00.008-04:00

A place
so afraid of hell
it denies God
allows no poems.

Seagulls disappear
after only a moment,
corn liquor of prose
is always served.

Intoxication
is here the highest high
but they go as low as they want
because they can.

Trying to steal from perfection
deals the soul
makes the cards a game to lose
no more a prophecy of heaven.

An Evening in Stamford

2011-07-26T23:49:00.000-04:00

The sun is like a black and white cookie
and above the lilies dripping on the grass
raindrops and fireflies
desperation as far as the eye can see.

The grinding wheels of garbage barrels,
the cries of domestic animals,
a touch of distant thunder is exhaled
as in a microphone, a sigh no less
than the yellow lamps that dot the close of day.

Dreamers play with engines, liquid sugars, old guitars
unceasing in their never smiling labors
'til enough is added of themselves and they move on
with a hint of satisfaction to the next task
while the seasons change and their children grow
and the living earth murmurs constant song.

It's better than dealing with the people
put inside their lives
so they can learn.